We do this often

DND freestyle

“How Hard I Try” is one of the realest tracks I’ve ever written.

This song dives deep into everything I carried growing up — the chaos at home, the anger I didn’t understand, the depression I hid behind a tough shell, and the battles I fought long before I ever stepped onto a battlefield overseas.

It’s the story of a kid trying to survive his own mind…
a soldier trying to survive a war…
and a man trying to survive his past.

Every verse is a reflection — looking in the mirror and seeing all the versions of myself staring back. The teenager who felt lost. The soldier who felt numb. The man who’s still learning how to let go, love himself, and move forward without the weight breaking him.

If you’ve ever struggled to keep your head up…
If you’ve ever felt like pain was chasing you…
If you’ve ever tried to let the past go and it just wouldn’t budge…
this track is for you.

Thank you for listening — this one came straight from the heart.

Drop a comment and let me know what line hit you the hardest.
Your support means more than you know. 🙏🔥

How Hard I Try

Mary Kate ft. WeHateSmalls [Prod. Shenzhin]

mixed signals (feat. bleu)

sauce (prod. bloo)

Forghetto - Bomb [Prod.SEGADOR]

SAVE (adjustthebar)

OG Swaggerdick & Multiple Petes Collab EP

1. Sweaters  (Produced by Multiple Petes & OG SWAGGERDICK)
2. Forgot About It (Produced by Multiple Petes)
3. Marathon (Produced by OG SWAGGERDICK)

Mixed by Multiple Petes

Sweaters (Prod. MultiplePetes & OG SWAGGERDICK )

SNIFF COURTNEY - NIGHTSHIFT TERRORIST [DARKSYNTH] *NIGHTSHIFT RADIO EXCLUSIVE*

FULL LYRICS

CHORUS:

when i slide thru (ay ay) we gon work
if i slide thru (ratata) gotta murk 
i got green crack (big gas) not no purp
i got pieces (yah i do) not no merch 
niggas creeping (wtf) tryna lurk
seen the black nd white (oh no no) had to skrt
i leave drift mark (skrrrtt) when i swerve
i leave kids on (damn, woah) her lil skirt

VERSE:

bitch i am god jesus and the church
we got neck ties cargos and a murse
feel like iman kanye gotta fade
feel like elon i just gotta upgrade

feel like blue face ima see you today 
but um no crip GT what i claim
feel like mozart music when i play
i like takahashi this lil nigga like MK

CHORUS:

when i slide thru (ay ay) we gon work
if i slide thru (ratata) gotta murk 
i got green crack (big gas) not no purp
i got pieces (yah i do) not no merch 
niggas creeping (wtf) tryna lurk
seen the black nd white (oh no no) had to skrt
i leave drift mark (skrrrtt) when i swerve
i leave kids on (damn, woah) her lil skirt

sauce (prod. bloo)

enzo langston

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