Wuthering Heights

official music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-48_1Q8rXfY

horns written and recorded by @clovehitch in kingston
album mastered by @alexanderpanos in northern illinois

---lyrics---
bubba, wait there for me,
i will find you.
wait there for me

i will find you bubba.

when you left me i was scared pup
i still hear you scratching up my 
vinyl door and running in the yard
it's baren, empty, fucked - cause i still love you 
like the last day that i saw you

now that you're gone,
i can't believe that you are.

i am lost,
i'm sorry I left you again.

they would not allow me to be there for you,
but I'll never leave you again.
i'll never leave you again.
i'll never leave you again.

i'll never leave you.

Bubba

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watch myself speak in the mirror
how my words fall off their string
tell myself there's nothing different
this is how i've always been

i'm just cradling my fears
alternating between shooshing and singing
lullabies about their angels

i want to believe

i'll come out the other side
i will not turn into smoke
one day i'll be strong enough to
press a kiss to your collarbone

i stayed up and poured what's left
of myself into a fishbowl and back
felt like the fitting thing to do
this feels like all i can do

all i can do

Wilt

i made this this morning

***JONI FREESTYLE***
V1:
"Is this life worth living?"
Think it's time to ask a friend

So I'll sketch on it like Joni
Draw a line straight through the sand

Cause this brain was built to find the good
In spite of circumstance - is this life worth living?

V2:
"Is this life worth living?"
I’m not asking for a friend

Think I’ll find it where I lost it
Yea it’s just around the bend

When it’s not there think I’ll freak out
Where we go and where we’ve been

I’ve been round this wheel once or twice
I’d do it all again

B:

Again and again and again
I'd do it all

Again and again and again
I'd do it all

Again and again yea
I’ll do it all again

Again and again yea
I’ll do it all again

V3:
"Is this life worth living?"
Think I’ll find it in a friend

Think I’ll find it in a moment
Think I’ll find it in pretend

Think I’ll find it in the headlines
Think I'll find it in this brand

I’ve been round this wheel once or twice
I’d do it all again

JONI FREESTYLE

11/09/24 - 28/03/25
2/11

Want2 is sorta about being queer and wanting to be straight, or normal, but just knowing that you can't. Maybe it relates to Wind with the theme of not really liking who you are but still accepting it. It's from the perspective of wanting to be with a woman, but knowing that no matter how hard you try it just wouldn't work out, and that kind of awkward aprehensive sort of tone comes from that.

I always wanted to make a garage pop song, and this was like my hundredth attempt haha. Anyway I was just sending some drafts in a groupchat to get some thoughts and Eva seemed to really take to the idea and asked to jump on it. I adore Eva and their work so it was a no brainer and she transformed the track overnight pretty much, completely rearranging it and pretty much laying out a whole song, it was wild. We went from there and eventually got it done!

you can find Eva and her work here!:
https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5u2g7SyRhKga7Cf8MUvKsM?si=9yhIDqs3SPaNixKBb3NSbQ
https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
https://instagram.com/evangelinestuff
https://evangeline.info/

[LYRICS]
(to want)

I want to want you, but I don't.
And I need to tell you, but I won't

And if I tell you what I want
would you take it down to heart?
If I tell you what I want?

'cuz I want
I want

'cuz I want to want you
And I know, you just wanna be alone sometimes, you just wanna be alone
but I don't wanna be alone (sometimes)
(sometimes)

But I don't wanna be alone
If I'm forward, backward, reverse it down alone
lah lah bah bah dah dah dah

I wish I never met you in the first place
I know, you wish you never met me in the first place
I don't know what I want, what I want

Want2 (w/Evangeline)

for kt

you're just out of reach
standing in the snow
i call out to you
but you don't wanna go
i wanna hold you close
protect you from the cold
when we're together feels like intertwining

one body one image
i don't want to go mess it up
still waiting on your message
if you say it, then i'm listening

if i can't hold on to you
if i can't hold on to you

one image

(づ ᴗ _ ᴗ) づ ♡ for kt
𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓪𝓲𝓭 𝓸𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭𝓮𝓻
𝓘𝓽 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝔀𝓸𝓷’𝓽 𝓯𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓼𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽
𝓘 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝔂 𝓾𝓹 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝓽𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾
𝓒𝓾𝔃 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓼𝓸 𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽

𝓢𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭'𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓹𝓪𝓬𝓮 𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓲 𝓼𝓮𝓮
𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝓘 𝓭𝓲𝓭𝓷’𝓽 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘'𝓭 𝓴𝓮𝓮𝓹 𝓽𝓱𝓮
𝓟𝓻𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓮𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓯𝓮𝓬𝓽, 𝓲'𝓵𝓵 𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓭
𝓑𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓲 𝓫𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓮𝓿𝓮

𝓘’𝓿𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓭𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾’𝓿𝓮 𝓰𝓸𝓷𝓮
𝓘’𝓶 𝓼𝓾𝓻𝓮 𝓬𝓪𝓽𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓾𝓹, 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱 𝔀𝓮 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓘𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮
𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓲𝓽 𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓱𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓻𝔂
𝓘 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀, 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀

𝓒𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓲𝓭𝓮, 𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓽 𝓾𝓹
𝓒𝓵𝓾𝓽𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓾𝓹 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓮𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘𝓶 𝓽𝓻𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓾𝓼
𝓚𝓮𝓹𝓽 𝓲𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓮, 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓮𝓭, 𝓯𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓻𝓾𝓼𝓱
𝓐𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓘 𝓼𝓪𝔂 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓲𝓼 𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱

𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓲𝓼 𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱
𝓘'𝓭 𝓭𝓸 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓽𝓸𝓾𝓬𝓱
𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮
𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮

𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓲𝓼 𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱
𝓘'𝓭 𝓭𝓸 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓽𝓸𝓾𝓬𝓱
𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮
𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮

4u love

mastered by @tevinmichaelr

for kt

has our love lost the magic
saying that the love we had is

break a break
and we break a break it off now
if you're not satisfied
if you think this is right

break a break
and we break a break it off now
break a break
and we break a break it off now

my love, you'll be happier with somebody else
after all, i could only wish that you're doing well
and i'll be here if you ever need a friend
if you ever wanna try again
cuz to me this not the end

saying that the love we had is fading
can't believe that girl like what you saying
saying that the love we had is fading
can't believe that girl like what you say

break a break
and we break a break it off now
oh my no no no no
break a break
and we break a break it off now
oh my no no no no

breakabreak

Lyrics

I lost it 
I lost it again 
Your touch is so ephemeral 
Elusive indecision

I wanna feel something 
For more than a night 
Don’t trust the words I’m saying now 
I’m rather touch deprived
deprived
Deprived 

corrosion
I’m corroding again 
I’ve been pushing up daisies 
From a lack of oxytocin

Somebody save me 
From my own mind 
I Can’t quiet these cravings 
I’m rather touch 
Deprived 
Deprived 
Deprived 

Oh I’ll reach And 
Still never know 
Uneasiness will 
Continue to grow 
What if we kissed in the car right now 
Could we make new language with 
the shape of our mouths? 

Your touch is so ephemeral 
Elusive indecision
I wanna feel 
I wanna feel 
feel something

I LOST IT

You must 
Believe in yourself
Give yourself a chance
Make your heart sing
Make your soul dance

Break free 
From fear and doubt
Break free 
From fear and doubt

You've got the beat
In your head
You've got the beat
Let's live instead

Of 
Letting ourselves
Be who we are
Of 
Letting ourselves
See who we are

Break free 
From fear and doubt
Break free 
From fear and doubt

You've got the beat
In your head
You've got the beat
Let's live instead

Of 
Letting ourselves
Be who we are
Of 
Letting ourselves
See who we are

Break free 
From fear and doubt
Break free 
From fear and doubt

Break Free from Fear & Doubt

Of salient bruises to my ego, divining desire’s a cornerstone

Wilt

Eli Orion

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