From September 2022

Produced by me

lyrics:
What the fuck is my life
I was way too attached  
Had me broken in half
And I’m not looking back


I should of known 
But Im learning to love
I’m all alone
I should of known
I’m so tired of love
I’m all alone

Now I’m watching my back
And I’m feeling attacked
God I feel so alone
But I’m not looking back

I should of known 
But Im learning to love
I’m all alone
I should of known
I’m so tired of love
I’m all alone

love again

shoutout skype for the ringtone sample
produced by me

lyrics: 
Cuz I don’t understand it
Yea I don’t really know where your head is
You treat me like I get it
But I don’t really understand the message
I think you get that
You made it clear,
But did you really? You just saved the tears
For later
You gotta tell me now
Cuz lately I’ve beeeeeeeeeen


Cuz, Lately I’ve been feeling homesick
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away
I keep feeling hella dangerous
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away
Cuz, Lately I’ve been feeling homesick
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away
I keep feeling hella dangerous
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away

You made it clear,
But did you really? You just saved the tears
For later
You gotta tell me now
Cuz lately I’ve beeeeeeeeeen

Cuz, Lately I’ve been feeling homesick
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away
I keep feeling hella dangerous
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away
Cuz, Lately I’ve been feeling homesick
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away
I keep feeling hella dangerous
If you want me baby, you just gotta take me away

homesick

Produced by me

Lyrics:

Your
Your loves, so
Sweet, like the dove
Against the wind

Your
Your love 
Been, crying
Out of fear, of

Losing you
I call your name
When I fall
It’s too late
Asking why
I see your face
When I fall
It’s too late

My love
Been, lying
Out of fear, of

Losing you
I call your name
When I fall
It’s too late
Asking why
I see your face 
When I fall
It’s too late

fear

Produced by me

Safe Knowing Your Eyes

lyrics:
I watched my brother die
I fucking hate knowing he’s not there
I lost a friend of mine
I fucking hate feeling he’s not here
I said, say it isn’t so
I really never knew 
I never would’ve known 
And if I somehow knew
I’d never let him go
If I could turn back time
He’d never be alone

never would’ve known

https://soundcloud.com/awgustjen 

Produced by me + awgust made the end section

lyrics:

qujnn: 
Don’t let go 
Hold me with my eyes closed
Why you treat me like I never knew you
Looking through the window 
There I see a light I never knew
Things happen 
But why you think I’m annoying
You always tell them you don’t know him
Looking through your window
No matter what you say I'll never let go

I'll never let go

Don’t let go 
Hold me with my eyes closed
Why you treat me like I never knew you
Looking through the window 
There I see a light I never knew
Things happen 
But why you think I’m annoying
You always tell them you don’t know him
Looking through your window
No matter what you say I'll never let go

awgust:

I'll never let go of this shit
No one’s for me
I want you back
I want you back

Asking you what you want
Tell me
What you really want

Visit haunted places

never let go w/ awgust

I’m grounded
Yet I feel impounded 
I’m ruined alone
My brothers at home yet
we’re still separate
Moms embarrassed
Stuck in control 
Ive lost all control

And I can’t even cry anymore
Wouldn’t care if I just died on the floor
I’m gutted 
Counting up the days since the start 
My heart
Beating out the front of my chest
Am I dead yet?
There’s nothing that I can do 

I can’t even walk around
I can’t even bike around town
Without her freaking out
So I’m still separate 
She’s embarrassed
Stuck in control 
Ive lost all control

And I can’t even cry anymore
Wouldn’t care if I just died on the floor
I’m gutted 
Counting up the days since the start 
My heart
Beating out the front of my chest
Am I dead yet?
There’s nothing that I can do

gutted

It’s true
I never wanted you to hurt yourself 
Fall through 
I’m up 
Tangled in the love you gave I’m ruined 

My minds caught
Thinking bout what it was
I look up
Crying against the wall
I need a 
Place to remember you
I never had
A thing I could do

I miss
I miss every part of you 
Through and through 

My minds caught
Thinking bout what it was
I look up
Crying against the wall
I need a 
Place to remember you
I never had
A thing I could do

remember you

instrumental by @violetxx9

lyrics: 
Were we done from the start?
Is your ghost just as tired as me?
Hear your heart when I’m falling asleep
Feel the pain that you’re not coming back
If you did I’d tell you that you up and left your
Lip stick kisses on my neck, I felt important,
Playing with my hair, admitted the way I felt bout you
I never knew the way 
Everything you ever did, everything that you’d ever say
I don’t have feeling right now
Tell me which way to go, if you 
Come back, tell me that you know that,
That you took a piece of mine, that you up and left your 
Lip stick kisses on my neck, I felt important,
Playing with my hair, admitted the way I felt bout you

Everything I do is always sidetracked
Everything just piles up on me
I can’t fall asleep unless I’m round you now,
Now

Feel the pain that you’re not coming back
If you did I’d tell you that you up and left your
Lip stick kisses on my neck, I felt important,
Playing with my hair, admitted the way I felt bout you
I never knew the way 
Everything you ever did, everything that you’d ever say
I don’t have feeling right now
Tell me which way to go, if you 
Come back, tell me that you know that,
That you took a piece of mine, that you up and left your 
Lip stick kisses on my neck, I felt important,
Playing with my hair, admitted the way I felt bout you

you're not coming back (violet)

prod me

lyrics:
Look what I started 
Took all the feelings, and I threw ‘em all behind it
Why can’t I fake shit
I’m always lying
You left the books you read that always had you crying
Yeah I’m not angry
But i got problems
I have to try to find a way to truly solve ‘em
It’s been hard to listen
(2 white lies)
To make up for what i keep missin’
If the world was burning id only see you
Is that apparent? 
Does that explain why I always seem to end up starin’?
I only see you
I end up falling through
I only see you
I can’t make it back
I’ll make another slash
I’ll have a fucking heart attack
What did you do to me?
No matter what
I only see you 
I dropped my heart
You picked it up
I only see you
I can’t change the fact
Is that apparent? 
Does that explain why I always seem to end up starin’?
I only see you
I end up falling through
I only see you
I can’t make it back
I’ll make another slash
I’ll have a fucking heart attack
What did you do to me?
No matter what
I only see you 
I dropped my heart
You picked it up
I only see you
I can’t change the fact

ahh,
I up and run from the truth
I’d be lying if I said i wasn’t falling for you
Ahh,
When I’m falling asleep
I be crying, with the darkness sneaking up on me
claws 
They dig in 
I fall

Woah
I fall back into you
Slow 
Think I’m dancing with you
Alone
Fall back far from the truth
No
I feel farther from you
I
Stand bleeding still
Cry 
The void I can’t seem to fill
Why
Why go chase cheap thrills
Time
What are we waiting till
Or
What are we waiting for
Poor
Sleep, been lying on the floor
More
Time spent tangling all the cords
Sore
My eyes can’t stay up anymore
Fall 
I’m nearly falling asleep
Ah
You’re fully flawless to me
Call 
Call back when you see
Bawl
I’m tired of being with me
I
And when we fight
I lose all sight
I never hear you say
“I fall apart without you”
I never hear you say 
You love me still

bleeding still

Fight back
But you’re wrong
ain’t wait this long 
New, different days
Still feel the same
And while I waited 
I’d try and face it
On the pavement
I’d fully cave in

I hate you 
Can’t be around you (What to do)
No I can’t stand you (I’ll never see you again)
Ever since we parted
Like “why’d we start it?” (Just let go)
You’re where your heart is
(I hate you)
I fall back (I’m not okay)
Look where my heads at (let go)
I tried that
You had to play me
Blame me (I fall)
Don’t call me baby (back)
I got your letter, you’re not coming back

i hate you

Lyrics:
I Get up out my bedside
You'd say to turn my frown
Upside down, I’m waiting
For you to come around 
Dreams of us 
They tear my heart

My heart
I’ve had enough 
Fall apart
You’d pick me up
Say I’m fine 
But you’d call just cause
I won’t cry  
I won’t cry


i won't cry

lyrics:

Is it? 
My hearts woven to stay
In touch with
You, my love will never break
I’ll be a part of the world without you
I’ll be cut through 
Please be the truth
I’ll wait for the moment, I’ll see you again
Don’t cry that it’s over, its see you again
I’ll hold off the pain till, I know it’s the end 
I’ll hope and I’ll hope again

see you again

Slidetomycrib - trainhopping (flare)

Lyrics:
Found this older picture of you
I’d touch the photo but it’s not the real you
I find it harder to know you’re not here too
How would I do it if I could restart it?
Replay again and again
Crying in bed
Why did it take 
One of my brothers away?
Zoning out once I am done
Then I close my eyes again 

I'll think of you
When I’m falling asleep tonight
And I’ll bruise
From holding on too tight 
With your tear in my heart
Oh how I miss you
I’ll think of you 
When the final sun goes down
And I’ll bruise
From holding on too tight 
With your tear in my heart
Oh how I miss you 
Dreaming and dreaming of us
Dreaming and dreaming of us 
Dreaming and dreaming of you
When falling asleep tonight

i close my eyes

Tell me what it was
I don’t wanna wait too long
I sit and think about it
I try and take away you
I’m still awake thinking bout you
Waiting on your call
I’ve been dying
Why the attitude?
What it was 
I’ve been bleeding
Altitude is rising
What it was
Why I always lose?
I been feeling wrong too
Waiting for the wrong you
What is was
Oh what should I do?
Doooooo
All bout you
All bout you
What it was
Oh what should i do?
Doooooo
All bout you
All bout you
What it was
Oh what should i do?
Doooooo
All bout you

what it was ^v^

Lyrics:

Something 
Something made me
Go rip my face believe me
my heart, keeps on beating 
I swear I’ll keep on weeping 
Don’t go
I know 
I’ll break all my bones
I swear 
I swear 
I’ll die when you’re gone 
I swear 
I swear
Come back 
I swear
That I’ll be faceless
Bleeding hatred
You’ll be painless 
Heart still beating 

i swear

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radiance pack

Project created Dec 5th 

Lyrics:
I know you like you don’t 
And every-night I’m on my own
Waiting, still
Just holding 
Just holding, on

I find it easy but I’m crying about it
Don’t wanna tell you but I’m lying about it
I know you’re helping but we’re fighting about it
I hate the feeling but there’s something about it

something about it

Shoutout my ma & pa

Lyrics:
When you’re nervous
Hold on to me 

Please don’t worry
You’ll find, You’ll find your way
Don’t be scared 
You’re right by me
Please don’t worry
Don’t cry
You’ll find your way
Don't be scared 
You’re right by me



please don't worry

https://soundcloud.com/slidetomycrib
https://soundcloud.com/friendly

searchingforsolace (friendly)

made dis a while ago

https://soundcloud.com/slidetomycrib
https://soundcloud.com/hhhcra
https://soundcloud.com/ihuhalo

nightmare (hhhcra & halo)

I'm missing your touch and you're miles away
I want you to clutch me and tell me to stay
I'm sorry I fucked up I made a mistake

This shit disgusts me this shit a disgrace
I can't stop blushing you make me this way
The further apart the heavier the weight
Baby rip out my heart maybe this what it takes
Going back to the start maybe that's okay

What did I do, like what?
You pop pills just to hurt me, you know its fuckin' me up
Do whatever you will, but it's leaving me stuck
And I always get chills when you give me that look
'Cause its hurting me still, yeah that's more than enough
Plant pink daffodils right where I'm hung
Die a red death in the setting sun

I'm missing your touch and you're miles away
I want you to clutch me and tell me to stay
I'm sorry I fucked up I made a mistake
You're doing these drugs but this shit won't change
This shit disgusts me this shit a disgrace
I can't stop blushing you make me this way
The further apart the heavier the weight
Baby rip out my heart maybe this what it takes

What did I do, like what?
You pop pills just to hurt me, you know its fuckin' me up
Do whatever you will, but it's leaving me stuck
And I always get chills when you give me that look
'Cause its hurting me still, yeah that's more than enough
Plant pink daffodils right where I'm hung
Die a red death in the setting sun

red death

i hear your voice but it just slips through my hands
and i’m just hoping you still know who i am
honestly, i’m shot

i’m terrified of telling the truth
but then again i hope i’m something to you 
honestly it breaks my heart

fuck this ghost town 
eyes bleeding in the back at the dog pound
apologies again, i said i’m sorry
i fucked it up again and now its piling up
i’m trying not to sin but i’m running out of luck
id do it all again but its bringing me down
blood falls
and i can’t breathe when you’re around
withdrawals 
blood seeping out
i’ll die from a million cuts
i’ll drown
no sound
deathbound


deathbound

soulcrushing

grief

fate

forsaken w/ eli orion

heartbeat

with all my loss 
i weep you
through present days
i need you
the more apart we get 
i feel you weighing my soul
i’m trying my best

headspin
why god
calling out my name
you’re all that i’ve got
and i’m shot
god i don’t know what to do
with my thoughts
tryna recover from bruises 
i got
god i don’t know what to do
‘cause i’ve lost
and i’m tryna make it through
‘cause why not
god i don’t know what to do
‘cause i’ve lost


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