Composed by @chinapoet
Cover art; 45.65856250959246, -122.58204516552902

used to be real, now i'm fake - just don't worry about it i'ma do it... again.
contemplation starts... in my brain about some shit i shouldn't do.
about something i should've been open to talk about, now i gotta heal all my thoughts around...

now i gotta, recluse away from everyone i care about..
isolation's the only thing i care about...
chamomile to help all down- all these thoughts.. ooh yeah i'm done now
wish my mom and my brother cared about every sentence i said
but i accept they are, and lay my eyes to rest..
i just hope that they can hear me, the thoughts are burning, it's always killing me..

i wish my mama would hear me, i wish my mama could heal me
one conversation it kills me... knots in my stomach stuck staring at the ceiling..
now i have to use up all my energy, just to figure out what i want from me
at the end of the day i'm only eighteen, but i'm still driving me crazy
my mentals fucked, i'm phasing - my mama won't even save me
this pill on my mouth daily. all in my head i'm racing, dear god please don't ever erase me.. i'm still moving and i'm still changing

i just wanna go home.. i just wanna go home..
fell in the river staring at the sun
today is over yeah, but tmrw comes
tell me how next month is, cause I'll be gone.

running across without permission @chinapoet

@heroz2299

girl your love is like a drug
im addicted i cant get enough
off these drugs yeah kicking them is tough
yeah im damaged i dont think that im enough
and thats okay, 10 shots yeah they went straight to my brain
it takes away the pain, woke up on the floor and i wasted all my day
i dont know if im gonna be okay
just stay, i promise we'll see better days
yeah my feelings i dont know how to phrase
my whole life ive felt like im in a haze
self sabotage, makes me feel like everythings a mirage
please dont disappear, call my on my phone and i promise ill be here


sometimes i wish that i was gone, i dont think that i belong
you were right i was wrong
i dont know how to reflect on myself, ill just write this little song
my brain cant take all this abuse, i feel used
i dont want it to be true
but i know better
get my hopes up just to get my dreams sha-

mirage (prod. heroz)

@@1h1jaxk

till 2026..

i don’t want presents under the tree
yea you hear the snow outside it’s falling down
and there’s no sound around
baby come get me close
under the mistletoe
love you 
you know it
it’s christmas time
stay up till the morning
i’m like the grinch yea your heart i stole it
i’ll warm your soul up in the frozen
i read your christmas card i’ll never leave you on open
girl you know it
carolers singing outside
you see air as they’re blowing
it’s a winter wonderland that’s where were going
i want this to last forever please don’t rip it apart
and i got you a gift this christmas eve 
oh baby i gave you my heart
this christmas eve i got you a gift 
oh baby i gave you my heart.. <3

merry christmas!!   ◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜

warm your soul in the winter ⋆⁺₊❅.°‧ (h1jaxk)

[Verse]
I stood in the shadow waiting for light
A flicker a spark then the world took flight
The ground was cold the sky was high
But even in darkness stars still try

[Prechorus]
The ocean whispers rise again
The wind it sings begin my friend

[Chorus]
We rise like the tide
Crash through the night
Every fall a reason
To stand and fight
We rise we rise
Like the tide

[Verse 2]
Mountains loom tall but they crumble too
What’s built of fear can’t hold the view
The weight of doubt it pulls you down
But hope’s a seed breaking through the ground

[Prechorus]
The echoes call don’t let it end
The horizon bends it won’t pretend

[Chorus]
We rise like the tide
Crash through the night
Every fall a reason
To stand and fight
We rise we rise
Like the tide

Rise Like the Tide

pressure

Produced By @cruseyyyy @rhekdens @2rel @tgwog
Featuring @cld
buy my presets: https://payhip.com/b/5asTq
liaison flp: https://payhip.com/b/u94wk
Chase The Thrill

lyrics;
princess nina [i love you]: i miss u!
@uxiexo
in the club, high off percs, with some shades on
OTR, switching lanes with my liaison 
they know who the best, its no debate yeaaa
im with the same ones, that iv been with since day 1
they say im on the come up
oh i gotta calm down
dont confuse the name
#LIFE Team, yea we run down
i already know, u tryna see me when the sun's out
just come to my show, i could show u what it's all about
white coupe for the weekend
shop with me if u need it
yea we got new coats every season
i need 2 pills iv been fiending 
tonight!
i had to wait for so long
had to wait till i got this right
look down, the world's in my hands
back, i can't waste my time
tell me why everything's like this
i say how i feel then i feel spited
miss me when i'm gone? i know u dont mean it
if it's not abt music or money, i dont need ittt

@cld
im in the club & we vibing
turn up the bass, lets make it shake
i feel the moment passing
gotta make a move before it's way too late
yea i'm feeling it now
got a target (?) on my back
u aint tryna b on the team
better walk that plank before ur ass gets whacked

Liaison (crusey, rel, rhek, tgwog)

prod @sxnnai @backxster @prodjayysoul
art by @zzoos

they wanna show me some love but i do not know what to say
and for a minute yea ive been the goat
ain’t nobody topping my place
if it ain’t for the money or the cup
i would not be here today
me and you had a fall out
yea i threw it away
i threw it away i had to recycle it
the way they recycling flows they trifling
i made a lil money of the iPhone but its never enough
if she getting passed around like a cater
i don’t want her no more
i’ve been this way for the longest
and i’m never getting farther
God said i should listen to my father
but he can never face the truth so i can’t bother
true story and i hope nb saw it
how much blood i gotta sweat to show i want it

True story @sxnnai @backxster @jayysoul

produced by me

"The higher we soar, the smaller we appear to those who cannot fly." -Nietzsche

Dance Music

Izazov

with all my loss 
i weep you
through present days
i need you
the more apart we get 
i feel you weighing my soul
i’m trying my best

headspin
why god
calling out my name
you’re all that i’ve got
and i’m shot
god i don’t know what to do
with my thoughts
tryna recover from bruises 
i got
god i don’t know what to do
‘cause i’ve lost
and i’m tryna make it through
‘cause why not
god i don’t know what to do
‘cause i’ve lost


all i've got

04/12/25
shoutout the netherlands
prod @ilyaml @111111111aq
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/fabs6/pinkpop

lyrics:
yea, she wanna make the bass stop
ion give a fuck
i'm posted up at pinkpop
bitch i'm posted in that droptop
steady making bands
you can't catch me with no bop

bitch we go hard
posted up with goyard
me and my bros droppin' fye
yea, we bombard
yea, i hop up on these beats
and leave you outbarred
tryna step to me
but you won't ever catch me unarmed

yea
they can't match my style
they can't match my flow
all my bros be goin' wild
i got racks on racks on racks
i jus put em in a pile
bitch i'm steady punchin' in
they like "fabs, you versatile"

jus' sold out another show
get a bag now we on go, go
can't mess with no hoe
yea, can't mess with no hoe
jus' sold out another show
get a bag now we on go, go
wash, rinse, repeat, yea
these bitches can't compete, yea

yea, she wanna make the bass stop
ion give a fuck
i'm posted up at pinkpop
bitch i'm posted in that droptop
steady making bands
you can't catch me with no bop

bitch we go hard
posted up with goyard
me and my bros droppin' fye
yea, we bombard
yea, i hop up on these beats
and leave you outbarred
tryna step to me
but you won't ever catch me unarmed

all i've got

flare

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