This ones about not being able to escape someone who left.

I thought we had a love that was unbreakable,  
But now I see it was temporary.  
You said forever but your voice was fading,  
Now my heart’s stuck in February.  

I gave you all of me, left with nothing,  
Now I’m staring at my phone again,  
You were my everything now I’m lost again.  
  
Heartbreak, it’s a feeling I can’t shake,  
You took my love and threw it all away.  
I thought you were the one, but I was wrong,  
Now I’m left singing this heartbreak song.  
  
See you with him and it cuts too deep,  
I don’t sleep, I just scroll and bleed.  
I know I’ll heal but right now I’m numb,  
Still chasing echoes of what we’ve become.  
 
Maybe time will fade your name,  
But I still feel you in my veins.  
Forever didn’t last,  
Just memories of the past.  

Soft guitar outro with fading heartbeat kick drum.  
 
Heartbreak, Heartbreak, Heartbreak, it’s a feeling I can’t shake

Can't Shake You

A quiet, intimate track about the empty side of the bed and the memories that linger there. Soft, atmospheric, and painfully relatable.

Your side’s cold, I can’t sleep.
Dreams of you cut too deep.
I keep your hoodie close to me,
Still smells like what we used to be.

Every night feels like rewind,
Wish I could freeze you in time.
I reach out but touch the air,
You’re not there you’re nowhere.

Cold sheets, warm tears,
You’re gone but you still feel near.
I breathe slow, try to forget,
But I’m still tangled in your silhouette.

I play our song and close my eyes,
Pretend you’re here, pretend it’s fine.
But I know the truth I try to hide 
Love don’t live here tonight.

Every night feels like rewind,
Wish I could freeze you in time.
I reach out but touch the air,
You’re not there you’re nowhere.

Cold sheets, warm tears,
You’re gone but you still feel near.
I breathe slow, try to forget,
But I’m still tangled in your silhouette.

Lights off, I still see your face,
Every shadow whispers your name.
If healing’s time, then I’m too late,
Still sleeping with the ache.

Cold sheets, warm tears,
You’re gone but you still feel near.
I breathe slow, try to forget,
But I’m still tangled in your silhouette.

Cold sheets, same bed,
Still chasing words you never said.
I breathe deep, try to let go,
But your ghost won’t tell me no.

Cold Sheets

The exhaustion that comes when there’s nothing left to hold onto.

I’m staring at the same four walls,
Feels like you’re in them all.
Every word we used to speak
Just echoes back at me.

I’m tired of trying to fix
A heart that won’t forget.
I whisper to the dark —
But it don’t answer back.

There’s nothing left to say,
You took the words away.
I’m quiet in the pain,
Just trying to breathe again.

Your picture’s still on my phone,
I scroll it when I’m alone.
I know I should let it go—
But healing’s moving slow.

I’m tired of trying to fix
A heart that won’t forget.
I whisper to the dark —
But it don’t answer back.

There’s nothing left to say,
You took the words away.
I’m quiet in the pain,
Just trying to breathe again.

I scream but make no sound,
Feels like I’m breaking down.
If silence is goodbye,
Then I won’t even cry.

There’s nothing left to say,
You took the words away.
I’m quiet in the pain,
Just trying to breathe again.

Nothing left to say,
Wish you had stayed.
I’m learning how to fade,
Into a brand new day.

Nothing Left Say

A powerful, fed-up moment. The breaking point after giving too much.

You only call when it’s good for you,
Leave me empty when you’re through.
I kept giving till I bled,
You just took and left instead.

I swear I almost lost myself,
Trying to fix the way you felt.
Now I’m done being your cure
Can’t do this anymore.

You run me dry, every time,
Take my love and cross the line.
I break down, you don’t try,
Guess I’m better saying goodbye.

You show up when nights get cold,
Disappear when you feel bold.
I kept waiting for a sign,
But you were wasting all my time.

I swear I almost lost myself,
Trying to fix the way you felt.
Now I’m done being your cure 
Can’t do this anymore.

You run me dry, every time,
Take my love and cross the line.
I break down, you don’t try,
Guess I’m better saying goodbye.

If hurting me feels like home,
Then go ahead — just leave me alone.
I’m tired of asking why,
Tired of trying to try.

You run me dry, every time,
Take my love and cross the line.
I break down, you don’t try,
Guess I’m better saying goodbye.

Run me dry till I can’t breathe,
Took the best of what’s in me.
Now I’m done I won’t deny,
Losing you might save my life.

Run Me Dry

Woke up feeling kinda light,
First morning you weren’t on my mind.
Took a breath and it felt new,
Guess I’m learning life without you.

I’m still patching pieces up,
But I can finally feel enough.
It’s slow, but I can say
I’m getting better day by day.

I’m good… almost,
Still letting go of what hurt the most.
I smile… almost,
Still hear your name in the wind that blows.
But I’m standing on my own two feet,
And it feels like something I can keep.
I’m good… almost,
But that’s closer than I’ve ever been.

Some nights still hit me kinda hard,
But it don’t break me like the start.
Your memory’s slowly losing weight,
Heartbeat ain’t stuck in yesterday.

I’m still patching pieces up,
But I can finally feel enough.
It’s slow, but I can say
I’m getting better day by day.

I’m good… almost,
Still letting go of what hurt the most.
I smile… almost,
Still hear your name in the wind that blows.
But I’m standing on my own two feet,
And it feels like something I can keep.
I’m good… almost,
But that’s closer than I’ve ever been.

Healing don’t happen overnight,
Takes time to turn the wrong to right.
But now when I look in my eyes,
I see someone who survived.

I’m good… almost,
Still letting go of what hurt the most.
I smile… almost,
Still hear your name in the wind that blows.

But I’m standing on my own two feet,
And it feels like something I can keep.
I’m good… almost,
And I’m finally learning how to breathe.

I'm Good (Almost)

A rebound song about chasing distractions that never last.

I’ve been out, trying not to think,
Pour another, watch it sink.
Every smile feels paper-thin,
Still pretending I’m not him.

I chase the feeling just to feel,
But nothing hits or helps me heal.
If running fast means getting by,
Then let me crash into the night.

Temporary highs,
Never fill the space you left behind.
I keep telling lies,
Acting like I’m fine with passing time.
Temporary highs,
Fade before I even close my eyes.
Guess your goodbye
Still hits harder than the things I try.

New faces that don’t feel right,
Can’t replace what’s in my mind.
Thought the thrill would numb the pain,
But it just brings your name again.

I chase the feeling just to feel,
But nothing hits or helps me heal.
If running fast means getting by,
Then let me crash into the night.

Temporary highs,
Never fill the space you left behind.
I keep telling lies,
Acting like I’m fine with passing time.
Temporary highs,
Fade before I even close my eyes.
Guess your goodbye
Still hits harder than the things I try.

Maybe healing isn’t quick,
Maybe pain just needs to stick.
But I keep chasing what won’t stay,
Trying to keep the hurt away.

Temporary highs,
Never fill the space you left behind.
I keep telling lies,
Acting like I’m fine with passing time.

Temporary highs,
Fade before I even close my eyes.
Guess your goodbye
Still hits harder than the things I try.

Temporary Highs

Pretending you’re fine, telling everyone you’ve moved on when the truth is the opposite. 

Told my friends I’m doing fine,
Even said you’re off my mind.
Smiled like none of it was true,
But I still dream in shades of you.

I pretend I don’t rewind
Every memory left behind.
If moving on means acting right,
Then guess I’m living in a lie.

I say I’m over you lie,
Still fall apart at night.
Tell everyone I’m cool,
But I’m still missing you.
I say I’m over you  lie,
But damn, I barely try.
If heartbreak had a truth,
It’s that I’m not over you.

I block your number, then I check,
Just to see what happens next.
I hate that you still get to me,
But love ain’t what it’s meant to be.

I pretend I don’t rewind
Every memory left behind.
If moving on means acting right,
Then guess I’m living in a lie.

I say I’m over you  lie,
Still fall apart at night.
Tell everyone I’m cool,
But I’m still missing you.
I say I’m over you lie,
But damn, I barely try.
If heartbreak had a truth,
It’s that I’m not over you.

If healing means I let you go,
Then maybe I’m still moving slow.
But if pretending gets me through,
I’ll keep lying ’bout the truth.

I say I’m over you lie,
Still fall apart at night.
Tell everyone I’m cool,
But I’m still missing you.

I say I’m over you lie,
But damn, I barely try.
If heartbreak had a truth,
It’s that I’m not over you.

Over You (LIE)

A lonely 2am confession about waiting for someone who stopped caring. Cinematic, echo-filled, and heartbreak-heavy.

Phone lights up, I let it ring.
Your name still hurts, that’s the thing.
Thought I’d moved on, guess I lied,
Still got your ghost stuck in my mind.

Every call feels like rewind,
I keep pretending I’m fine.
But silence hits harder at night,
When you’re not on the line.

Missed calls, but I still wait,
Heart talks louder when it breaks.
You hang up, I still fall,
Love hurts most when it’s gone.

Messages I never send,
Typing words I can’t pretend.
You moved on, I stayed the same,
I’m still lost inside your name.

Every call feels like rewind,
I keep pretending I’m fine.
But silence hits harder at night,
When you’re not on the line.

Missed calls, but I still wait,
Heart talks louder when it breaks.
You hang up, I still fall,
Love hurts most when it’s gone.

Silence rings louder than your voice,
I never had another choice.
I’d pick you, even if it hurts,
Guess some hearts never learn.

Missed calls, but I still wait,
Heart talks louder when it breaks.
You hang up, I still fall,
Love hurts most when it’s gone.

Missed calls, I play your tone,
Talking to a dial tone alone.
You hang up, I still fall,
Love hurts most when it’s gone.

Missed Calls

Frustrated digital heartbreak. Punchier drums and sharper vocals capture the sting of being ignored by someone you still love.

I saw the bubbles, then they died,
Guess you meant it when you lied.
You said forever, then went ghost,
Now I’m talking to your post.

I’m done staring at your screen,
Saying things you don’t mean.
If closure’s just a dream,
Then don’t wake me from it.

Left on read, left for dead,
You said love, now it’s all in my head.
You don’t text, I don’t sleep,
You’re the wound that’s cutting deep.

I still scroll, yeah, I admit,
Still see your face in every pic.
You moved on, I’m stuck instead,
Typing back to what you said.

I’m done staring at your screen,
Saying things you don’t mean.
If closure’s just a dream,
Then don’t wake me from it.

Left on read, left for dead,
You said love, now it’s all in my head.
You don’t text, I don’t sleep,
You’re the wound that’s cutting deep.

I keep your chat wide open,
Like maybe you’ll still notice.
But ghosts don’t talk, they just haunt,
And I’m done being what you want.

Left on read, left for dead,
You said love, now it’s all in my head.
You don’t text, I don’t sleep,
You’re the wound that’s cutting deep.

Left on read, I’ve said enough,
You took care, now I’m tough.
You don’t text, I don’t bleed,
Guess heartbreak’s what I need.

Left on Read

A numb, drifting track about losing feeling and slowly becoming a quieter version of yourself.

Haven’t cried in a couple days,
Guess the feeling’s gone away.
Heart’s still cracked but it’s gone mute,
Everything’s a shade of blue.

I don’t feel the highs or lows,
Just a calm nobody knows.
If this is healing, I can’t tell —
Feels like nothing left of me is real.

I fade to blue, lose the truth,
Don’t know what I’m running to.
Used to break, now I’m numb,
Guess the damage finally won.

Your name don’t hurt like it did before,
But it don’t mean I’m whole anymore.
I’m still picking pieces up,
Trying to fake that I’m enough.

I don’t feel the highs or lows,
Just a calm nobody knows.
If this is healing, I can’t tell —
Feels like nothing left of me is real.

I fade to blue, lose the truth,
Don’t know what I’m running to.
Used to break, now I’m numb,
Guess the damage finally won.

Maybe numb is better than pain,
Maybe this is how I change.
If color comes back someday,
I hope it don’t fade away.

I fade to blue, lose the truth,
Don’t know what I’m running to.
Used to break, now I’m numb,
Guess the damage finally won.

Fade to blue, I’m see-through,
Trying to find a clearer view.
Used to hurt, now I’m done,
Guess my heart forgot the sun.

Fade To Blue

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