Dwell in reality and let all illusions go

Check out the video on my Youtube for a full experience of Illusions and Reality. youtu.be/2ccmL8pvOHw

(are they the same?)

There is something wrong with the world

Jungle, breakbeat, drumfunk, jazzy jungle
Watching 'Moaning Lisa' hit me harder as an adult than it did at the time, it made me sad to see lisa upset but I never understood it.

The fantasy of meeting some mysterious jazz man in the middle of the night playing beautiful jazz never felt so fantastic than it does now.
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"Bleeding gums" Murphy: You know, you play pretty well for someone with no real problems.  Lisa: Yeah, but I don't feel any better.  "Bleeding gums" Murphy: The blues isn't about feelin' better. It's about makin' other people feel worse and makin' a few bucks while you're at it!

Violet Night

Become a phytoplankton
Slip into the water and relax with an ambient downtempo breakbeat tune that is more aquatic than Steve Zissou.
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Turbulence In The Euphotic Zone - Music for Plankton ><>

Taniwha are revered powerful creatures from traditional Māori stories, but the three-headed Taniwha is the nickname for the coalition leaders in new zealand who are putting forward a bill to essentially strip the Maori people of their rights. fck em

The Slaying of the Three Headed Taniwha - A Song for the Maori People

Japanese School Chimes in Rain - ウエストミンスターの鐘

The year is 2028 and the world is filled with people worried about their future, the old world is dying, and the new world struggles to be born.

Despite our understanding of physics, a signal is received from the edge of the black hole. A message is beamed into the minds of every human on earth. 

Transformed by the interstellar signal, finally the possibility of a future begins to exist.

ANOTHER MESSAGE FROM A BLACK HOLE

Dealing with losing a pet that is such a huge part of your life isn't easy, there is a big emptiness in my life and my everyday without this incredibly affectionate and demanding little prince. 
I've cried a lot but ultimately I find some kind of peace in the thought that I have been so lucky to have the chance to know him, and to have lived with him for eight of his eighteen years on earth. Love you so much Beastie xxx

a song for a lovely cat - was lucky to have known you

I can consider myself very lucky that I have had someone that I miss this much. Sometimes...life just goes on and on and we think things will stay the same forever but all we have is change, I guess I must embrace it! and enjoy every brief and beautiful moment I get!!

This song is part of an album that I'm gonna release soon oxo

Felix Dreaming

Enjoy! This song like many other songs became its own thing, became something that I didn't really intend to be a certain way, but there was a certain sound and a certain feeling and I followed it! And I am happy what became of it.

I heard the sound of a desert at night, a bit like the feeling of that film 'Paris Texas' and the music that plays in the desert.
And then came the idealistic imagination...

This is the penultimate song of "my Felix album" as i'm calling it

Full video and poem on youtube: https://youtu.be/2n7RyNamzvY

A spirit soars through the night sky

This talk from Thich on how to deal with suffering was a really powerful and helpful thing to hear during the process of grieving my cat and I really hope that it can help anyone with their suffering. Because facing it and understanding how others suffer can give rise to compassion, compassion that is ultimately a very freeing and special thing to cultivate. Because we all want to be free from suffering, all sentient beings do! 

I made a song to package the message so that as many people as possible could receive the message.

Understanding is love, but we should not just wish to be understood by others, but instead wish to understand others so that we can love them. 

The talking is from Thich Nhat Hanh speaking and I recommend you listen to more of his videos. 

https://www.parallax.org/mindfulnessbell/article/dharma-talk-make-a-true-home-of-your-love/

Understanding Suffering is Love - Thich Nhat Hanh - Dharmacore

Video link here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DixWFe-KqTs 
I played a LOT of tekken 3 when I was a kid, playing this made me remember how difficult it was to play against the killer who is NINA. Especially as my main character Eddy Gordo. Such a deja vu flashback to be getting stuck against her again!! (its why it isn't in the video, 20 mins of struggling footage aint so cool for the music video ok).  

"Acid jazz is a hybrid music genre, emerging from the UK club scene in the 1980s, that blends jazz improvisation with the grooves of funk, soul, and hip-hop, often incorporating electronic beats and sampled tracks. Key characteristics include danceable rhythms, emphasis on groove over complex solos, and live instrumentation like horns and percussion mixed with electronic sounds"

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