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09.24 𝗖𝗣𝗨: 𝟭𝟮𝘅 𝟭𝟮𝘁𝗵 𝗚𝗲𝗻 𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗹(𝗥) 𝗖𝗼𝗿𝗲(𝗧𝗠) 𝗶𝟳-𝟭𝟮𝟱𝟱𝗨

Galaxy cluster (Type IIIE)

december 2024

produced by and featuring @oakscreen
outro by @blackwinterwells

purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here when you're leaving

i wanna run away too
we're from the same cave
wanna hang out in graveyards
fake little ravestar
dance in the basement
everything changes and goes away

ur angry now and i get it
i get it
do u wish u had never met me
i'm just hoping u say goodbye

[leave me in the nether 
so i can finally be alone
choking on the weather 
never visit our gravestone
never had any ties here
disappear in my bed
keeping all of my friends close 
as i run away in my head

compartmentalize everything
every soul in your attic
they stole your happiness
and i promise i didn't have it
and i swear i did my best
and i never talk about you
but i write songs about this
and i feel fine without you]

purgatory

purgatory +oakscreen (oakscreen)

this is to you <3
@mental
@176s
art by oddy

[blxty]
i don't think that i've been alright
lately it's felt like i'm underwater
and when that ask say that i'm fine
really i am not okay
okay okay okay okay
forget how i feel
it doesn't even matter
it feels like lately i've been falling in these patterns
when i'm with you my brain is scattered 
feels like i'm moving backwards ugh
it's like i'll never meet your standards

i wanna figure you out
i wanna see why you frown
you know i wonder why it's you,
that my world spins around <3
there's something missing.. 
it's my heart,, and you have stole it
i'm falling into your arms
i swear it's all just a dream
pls pinch me
it's not real
it's so fake
i can't take this anymore
i swear that i'm just a bore
to you.

[mental]
i take a breath i cant feel
my lungs
im falling head over heels
for your love
i know that youre better than me
give it up
ill be whatever you want
this feels like more than a crush

ive never felt the way that i feel right now
ive never been so shy when somebodys around
ive never felt like i was bound by fate
but when i first saw ur face
it was already too late
for me

[blxty]
to me i'm screwed
i've seen the truth
see right thru you
i'd lie for you
i'd cry for you
i'd die for you
i swear i would lose it all for you
girl this is to you
da-da-da-da

[blxty & mental]
blxty: hey mental i have been horrible!!
mental: hey blxty why are you horrible?!
blxty: i put it all onto myself and it's WAY too hard!!
mental: i think you should rest a little more ):
blxty: i can't take this anymore X.X
mental: dont forget what you're fighting for
blxty: i can't.. i can't.. i just can't do it!!
mental: i think you can do it i believe in u<3
blxty: i think i can do it i believe in me (x4)
oddyssi:

to you ft. mental (sense)

molly & Ciroc

i keep making the same damn song
ride around drunk till my wheels fall off again
i see you
i wanted to be you
but u couldnt care less

see its one of the pros of the sidelines
its always wrong place at the wrong time
eyesight gone by midnight
but im bleeding out quick till sun rise

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

its one damn thing to say that i miss it, real shit
i could never stand to visit
cause i always got drunk
never check my phone cause im too fucked up

i said baby do u trust me
and she said i would rather kill myself
am i disgusting?
or is it hard to fucking heal myself

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

watch me break

SPOTIFY

watch me break (yungspoiler)

https://soundcloud.com/ayrie/vzhnmr9kr57t with @lilac

faste-y-y-yy

warr (lilac)

Lunaa & Dion - Lime everywhere

dltzk - movies for guys (beginning)

@icantdi3 @alreadyde666d
prod @5619 @martinleib n me

lyrix:

Whats the problem ?
Go ahead tell me whats your fantasy, we outta here
Just bagged a model
Losing never was a option bitch we had to win

My niggas still gonna send heart eye emojis when them bands hit
I got the devil on my shoulder talking he been playing with me
I had to cut that hoe from off the team she on the same shit
Remember this shit aint never what it seem watch who you playing with

Take it to the face, and i aint worried about no safety
Niggas making bank now, some niggas wanna take me
Aint no conversating with these artificial niggas

I guess its smoke behind the hoe because i hit ya bitch
When i was broke down at my lowest knew i'd still be rich
No point in checking out my hoe, she the type you couldn't hit
This shit feel like never land, i think i might never land

They gon make me throw the towel in (x4)

I know certain shit be make believe
Brand new tires aint no racing me
Aint got time for you to wait for me, 
no time for you to wait, 
brand new tires aint no racing me

It was times when we was crazy
Gave my all aint nothing changing
We done made it out that basement
Go ahead tell em who they playing with

Whats the problem ?
Go ahead tell me whats your fantasy, we outta here
Just bagged a model
Losing never was a option bitch we had to win

My niggas still gonna send heart eye emojis when them bands hit
I got the devil on my shoulder talking he been playing with me
I had to cut that hoe from off the team she on the same shit
Remember this shit aint never what it seem watch who you playing with

white flag (yetii, martinleib & closr)

Holy Grail! [ KashPaint ]

Nerves (Pawl4k + Cold)

@deadat18
its not fair
when ur down
jus kno
im there
dont knoww
deep dwn
imScared
whenusay that im the one now i cry inside

@dreamcache
my head is in my hands
im doin what i can
i cant got thru this again
i need u where i am

life could get so hard but ima get back up
i kno ur the one cuz i cant get enough
stupid shit i said wish i could take it back
if i dont go mia i might b wasting my time

baby with u im tryna run it up
bc of u i gotta level up
i remember the first time that i saw u.

notFair.. +dreamcache [ihateparties]

Lunaa - Misbehave

X on my Chestv1

[NOTE] Due to SoundCloud Content ID system the audio file has been pitched up 50 cents

https://evangeline.info

Produced, written and performed by Evangeline
lyrics: https://genius.com/Evangeline-au-end-of-life-lyrics

End-of-life

1 & 2 w/ @176s
3 w/ @pw4prez @kurchev24
4 & 5 w/ @1yugenn
6, 7, 8, 9, 10 solo prod
11 w/ @pyu
12, 13, 14 solo prod
15 w/ @kiryano
16 w/ @gr4il
17 w/ @violetxx9
18 w/ @kurai
19, 20 solo prod
21 w/ @with3rx
22 w/ @erdo
23 w/ @with3rx
24, 25 solo prod

Spring24 + sense, yugenn, kurai, kiryano, with3r, meta, violet, erdo, sochi, grail, kurchev

‎‧₊˚✧ in your eyes ✧˚₊‧ w/almogfx

walk into the party
put them on to oxy
walk out there its crowded
yea that shit will cross me
when she started talking
thats when she lost me
going to the mall
yea she love the shopping

can somebody tell me the words to say
everybody tells me to get a way
we were off the drugs
couldnt catch ur name
doing this for me but its way too late

walk into the party
put them on to oxy
walk out there its crowded
yea that shit will crost me
when she started talking
thats when she lost me
going to the mall
yea she love the shopping

i get tired
and i mean it
every week i try to give it up
cuz i dont need it
need it
every week i try to live it up
cuz finally im breathing
breathing
every week i try to live it up
cuz finally im breathing
breathing

can somebody tell me the words to say
everybody tells me to get away
we were off the drugs
couldnt catch ur name
doing this for me but its way too late

lets get em racks
i walk with bags
doing it my way
make the audi crash
i need to know
whats going on
ur the one im runnin from

can somebody tell me the words to say
everybody tells me to get a way
we were off the drugs
couldnt catch ur name
doing this for me but its way too late

catch ur name [silver+filip]

W3BCAM - Trust Melody

prod @shrinex

lyrics:
cut me off this isnt working
n u treat me like a burden
all this suffering wasnt worth it
all these scars they look perfect

leave me in the background leave me in the cold
i cut so deep baby u can see the bones
n u could rip my heart out bury me in snow
u dont get it baby i think u should go

metal to my flesh i let my veins rip
put a knife in my mouth i need a facelift
blood pooling on my tongue think u should taste it
feel like im running out of time i aint gon make it

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

patched up but i got blood on my jeans
this aint lexapro baby this is ketamine
cancel all my plans just to stare into a screen
waste away my life with adderall and mp3s

because of me i hate myself
only way to cope is to romanticize my health
u treat it as a trend but baby im not doing well
u treat it as a trend but baby this a cry for help

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

like a puppet u control my feet
u could pull the strings walk me right into the street
i feel like throwing up everytime i try to speak
i wanna disappear every time u look at me
n im so paranoid baby i cant even sleep
i fucking hate my life why u tryna copy me
n ive been feeling sick baby i cant even eat
im nothing anyway throw my body in the creek

inspired by bliss

pretend (shrinemaiden)

you should see yourself,
‎ 
[REDACTED]
‎ 
through my eyes.
‎ 

[MISSPOKEN]
‎ 

"
leave me alone
i wanna go home
it is all in my head
i wont be upset if
"
​

[INTERLUDE]
​

original song: XXXTENTACION - KING
https://soundcloud.com/jahseh-onfroy/king
‎ 

[REMAIN]
‎ 

before i fall.
enjoy <3
‎

YOU DON'T KNOW MY PAIN

Song About @a 3 day state~ ~ Finnaly Finally finall
art by thomaskhalil2 @herst0ry
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
take some more i could pickup now 
i dont wanna go to bed 
i dont wanna lay down 
cos im scared of sleep 
and my friends are out 
i dont want tht pill i dont want tht pill

and ur favorite song that u told me cuts 
and i wake up late whn the sun rains down 
i dont want tht still i dnt want tht still
i dont want tht still i dnt want tht still i

its out of tone fix with plastics
theres someone thru the door    
does it matter 
thru the photo is a screen shes an addict
do u want that stil do u watn tht still 

im hoping for something 
in the crowd chasing figures do u have some
im wilting needa fix it 
idk whts up or down lose it 

i could couunt on black lungs but it still stings	
my voice hurts bad im out of tunee
my lads will surely let me down 
the way i bruise i scream and shout 

apparent thru the phone that youll freak out 
a drug based lie we;re not allowed 
are u bleeding in the sink? u break me down 
u break me down ui break me downnn
break me down, Break me

Things I Want

you're so whatever (transcendent ver) @winter

i wanna look back n say remember i was little
@444jet @olswel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXvTP55moPY

spotify

on my own prod 444jet and olswel MV IN DESCRIPTION

vocals by river water & ianzmind & synful
produced by synful & river water

SWINGING AVERAGE PROD. SYNFUL & RIVER WATER

glint

tears (silver + with3r + roxa)

We Knew No Kindness

https://youtu.be/kRSda0AnBwc?si=mEVcPOK3VRt1ZHjT

produced by @SEMATARYY 
written and mixed by @SEMATARYY & @GHOSTMOUNTAINN
cover art by eternity choas & @SEMATARYY

https://www.instagram.com/sematary/
https://www.instagram.com/ghostmountain/

"Thatch on my wrist
Cutter my waist
Dark harvest now your soul here to stayy
Put you back into the earth dirt sodden
Reap dry but the leaves keep fallin
Orange light my scythe keep callin
Foresight really got none at all
Found back right where it all started 
Combines we collect like a calll

No canary in the coal mine
Fate's scissors on the lifeline daily
Field fallow but we don't mind
No hope but we still goin crazy
'For the cold wind rips let me stay a bit
Crickets sound bout time we be turning in
'For the trees go bare and the void hit
Grim reaper in the bleachers while the crowd lifts

ima dark wraith in a white wraith 
haunted mound ghost with the icey icey chains 
scythe on my wrist and a mask on my face 
im scarecrow in the field with that chrome thang

creepin through the woods through the smoke and the flames 
dark harvest bitch your soul imma take 
shout out my scarecrows 
3am gang 
shout out my wicker men 
scare crow gang

imma  hide away in October country
meet me in the field where i found you that day 
o holy night 
o holy night 
I’m still In The Night scarecrow in the Day 

love is real and not fade away 
death is real and i’m coming today 
i’mma grim reaper Dual wielding Black blades 
Sematary grave man your soul imma takeeeeeeeee

Thatch on my wrist
Cutter my waist
Dark harvest now your soul here to stayy
Put you back into the earth dirt sodden
Reap dry but the leaves keep fallin
Orange light my scythe keep callin
Foresight really got none at all
Found back right where it all started 
Combines we collect like a calll"

haunted mound

GHOST MOUNTAIN FT. SEMATARY - DARK HARVEST (PROD. SEMATARY)

Shed

Safe In Your Skin

In Colour

The Rest Is Noise

unknown ~~

with: @agomi

ib: @lil4c

vocals: https://soundcloud.com/sglily/ringwraith

want u +++agomi

art by 8485
prod @69845 @januaryyy

spotifyeeeeee
https://open.spotify.com/track/7IFqcJvqi9uf2GX8RxuZJC?si=q73q7b32SEeuFp2OtjoW3Q

SLUG SLUG SLUG SLUG SLUG (mandy+jxlyy)

яɨρ

eera x lusi

너는 말을 많이한다
나는 내 기회를 잡았다
하지만 결과를 볼 수 없습니다
작동 했나요?

그녀는 나를 사랑하지 않는다
그녀는 나를 사랑하지 않는다

나는 내 머리를 느낄 수 없다, 아파
당신이 뭘 원하는지 모르겠어요
당신이하는 말을 듣고 나는 외면했다
당신이 뭘 원하는지 모르겠어요

glint

ephemerid