force of habit

how she bends

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[Verse 1]
I gave up sleep just to hold her through the nights she swore she couldn’t breathe
Took the blame for storms I never caused, just so she could find her peace in me
But every time I opened up, she treated it like poison in her veins
Said my childhood turned me hollow — like I was built for causing pain

[Pre-Chorus]
I ain’t no sinner waiting for forgiveness I don’t deserve
I’m just a broken kind of loyal — who gave her every part of who I was

[Chorus]
But after everything I did to love her
Somehow she still blames my scars and my past
Like I’m cursed by every road I crawled through
Like I was born to make good things not last
She said I ain’t healed from things I can’t remember bein’ my fault at all
I loved her heavy, but she swears my wounds are why we fall

[Verse 2]
I told her every secret I’ve been terrified to even say aloud
She cried for me like she felt it — but months later used it just to tear me down
Said I got anger in my blood I keep pretendin’ isn’t there
But hell, every battle I survived just built a man who shows he cares

[Pre-Chorus 2]
I never swore to be perfect — only promised I would fight for her with truth
But truth ain’t clean as fairy tales, and I guess she couldn’t handle proof

[Chorus]
After everything I did to love her
Somehow she still blames my scars and my past
Like I’m cursed by every road I crawled through
Like I was born to make good things not last
She said I ain’t healed from things I can’t remember bein’ my fault at all
I loved her heavy, but she swears my wounds are why we fall

[Bridge]
Maybe heartbreak’s easy when you paint the other one as born to lose
Maybe it’s safer callin’ love a monster — than admit it’s you that walked too soon
I wasn’t perfect but I stayed when she burned down every promise that we wrote
Now she’s rewritein’ all our history like she never had her fingers on the smoke

[Final Chorus]
And after everything I did to hold her
She tells her friends I was doomed from the start
Says my childhood made me dangerous to trust
Like love with me was bound to tear apart
She never once said I saved her — only how I didn’t heal fast enough for her needs
Guess she forgot she lit the matches
While she preached about my fire and my grief
But I swear I’d burn again to prove I wasn’t only made to fall
Even if I’m the villain in her story after all

[Outro]
I ain’t angry — just tired of bein’ treated like I asked for every scar I got
If losin’ me gives her peace with her reflection — then I’ll gladly be the ghost she blames for what she’s not.

She Said My Scars Were the Problem

Truth- Unreleased Hella Sketchy- RIP hella sketchy

[Verse 1]
Shawty, won't you come my way
Louis bag baby girl [?]
Two shots to the face,
keep you on place
I'll ride for you to feel safe
Of my gang baby come my way
[?] a star at the end of the day
Monday through Sunday
is weekends with you
Spend my own bands 
in the end of the day

[Chorus]
Well. baby, whatcha doin'?
Yeah, shawty, 
come slide my way
Well, baby, I'm no cupid, 
but you'll fall in love with me
(yeah)
I don't wanna waste no time, 
I know you want me for the bankroll
I don't care about what's mine, 
I'm a demon with a halo

[Verse 2]
Percies, Novocaine, 
no I cannot feel my face
These is faces of [?]
Got no reason to complain
Got real meds,
got a big ol' check
Walkin' out the bank
lackin' every time I step
Can't believe I made this shit
off the Internet
Selling beats got me
into a private jet
Looking at my neck,
it's CCs
Glisten in my teeth,
know it's VVS
Dripped up in designer, 
double GGs
Spend cash like a fool,
I don't need these
(yeah)
Carats in my face,
so I say cheese
No license still got a Rari
Take a [?] come with me
Even in the summer I freeze

[Chorus]
Well. baby, whatcha doin'?
Yeah, shawty, 
come slide my way
Well, baby, I'm no cupid, 
but you'll fall in love with me
(yeah)
I don't wanna waste no time, 
I know you want me for the bankroll
I don't care about what's mine, 
I'm a demon with a halo

Hella Sketchy / Demon With A Halo [IG Live: Unreleased Vrs.]

Hella Sketchy - On The Beat (snippet)

Snippet from Sketchy's IG live
Edit 6/11/21: Song has been leaked but I'm not posting it because I guess it was a paid leak from some song page...

Hella Sketchy - Scripture/Ridin (snippet)

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