@vaeo-music me & bestie did it again aha


told myself I won’t go back now
wanna know wanna know why I always fuckin let u down
wish that life would pause
know I need a moment need a moment
wish that time would slow down
if I could go back now would I wanna
what’s left of us got me fucked up
hold my head down under the water
I just been walkin round feel like a productt

In a perfect world, i never would have let you down,
my world ended when i looked up just to see that frown,
hands out, tryna drown the sunlight out
never wanted me i know that shit without a doubt
slow motion, switching out of focus should’ve known that’s how you wrote it,
never owned it, except the status cept the bonus,
that shit was bogus!
take you out my mind i need hypnosis, i need hypnosis, i needa get you out my head!
i’ll leave your messages on read,
i see ur face and then my heart fills up with dread
headshot, feeling better off dead
no sense getting out of bed again,
my shoulders are heavy from the resentment
should’ve never said those words if you ain’t meant it,
broken down i been feeling pathetic
drugged out get me out of this town, out of this hellpit

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productt w/ vaeo (yungspoiler)

I can't see no evil
don't know why i should keep it on
i can't see my people
the evil lurks inside them all
everyone tests me they watch like a hawk
really wanna best me i do not give a fuck
im not gon be yo bestie im ready to count up
everyones resting you'll see me when im up 
i read the lies that you been sent to my inbox
im so impatient sick of watching the damn clock

Im ten feet under water drown me out
dont count me out
my mind tends to wander im losing now
im in over my head
reconcile with past i cant get out
just let me out
when will you see me for me and not the things i did

art by moosekleenex on deviantart

don't drown me out (p. blvnkface x yeezo)

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

wants & needs (feat. funeral)

(p. rodmadeit & endie )

lyrics:
tell me what you waiting for
only time can tell
so you don't have to say no more
baby watch your step
do not want to fall again
down to the floor
the stars turned dull
but I just can't let them go away
I know why
and im sorry I just couldn't
end it off this way
you don't know me
not the old me anymore
you don't know me
you don't know me at all
I know why
and now you're waiting for the day
you can tell me im wrong
I KNOW WHY

criticized by the internet
and ill take it
cause their numbers are worth
way more than they should be
and honestly
I cannot breathe right now
tell me what the fuck you want me to be
why you coming at my throat
like you wanting me dead, why now
I'll burn out
I'll come back just to take you down
fess up
told me that you knew what you were doing
but im head up
wish I fucking knew what I was doing
but I've held up
out of damn luck
with this re: love
came back in my life
but I didn't know this was set up

know us
just don't let me grow up
I'll watch the leaves as they fall
know you'll just oppose
hold up

promise you'll forget who you were before

no more locking your doors when u get scared of the height ⋆୨୧˚૮ ＾ﻌ＾ა˚୨୧⋆

prod/written by me
additional composition by @goodbyex2002
https://twitter.com/evansasha_

cover art taken by athena: @aithuia 
https://twitter.com/aithuiasound

lyrics:
walking outside i see blood on the floor from all the 
things that you hide no more locking your doors when you get
scared of the height see the fear in your eyes 
guess there's nothing to hide nothing to hide

call on the phone you said you know you're not invincible
and i've heard it all no where to go don't make this difficult
a note on your car text on your phone just always know you're not alone
and when we're far were always close those are the things that mean the most

Mirage (Prod. Thislandis & Mochila)

ericdoa