dead broke:
It's getting colder at night, she thinks that I wanna die,
I'm losing sleep and my sight, but no one's around for me.
This room was never empty, I think that's why it hurts me,
Don't know how much they love me, I'm fading into nothing.

idkconundrum:
I can't breathe, it's skin deep, needle wit the ink, 
like the way it poked in, like we did when we were young-
and dumb.

dead broke:
you're just a fly on the wall, is it that hard to make calls,
I fall asleep all the time, and take a tab just to fall.
you want me dead not alive, secrets you hide deep inside.
I know about your love life, I drown my pain every night-
in alcohol, and aderall.

idkconundrum:
Girl I thought this shit was perfect, why the hell do I deserve this?
running around like you earned it, girl you know you didn't do shit.
But she talk to me nice and I love it, shawty pull on my strings like a puppet,
and we doing all this shit in public, but shell never be mine so fuck it,

dead broke:
and we doing all this shit in public, I make a bag and I spend like a hundred,
everything that I wanted, I got it. Give me a reason to love you, I want it.
She see me in HD, I got police running after me. She thinks it's attractive, and I hate it, cos she sees through me,

It's getting colder at night, she thinks that I wanna die,
I'm losing sleep and my sight, but no one's around for me.
This room was never empty, I think that's why it hurts me,
Don't know how much they love me, I'm fading into nothing.

idkconundrum:
I can't breathe, it's skin deep, needle wit the ink, 
like the way it poked in, like we did when we were young-
and dumb.

dead broke:
you're just a fly on the wall, is it that hard to make calls?

Fly on the wall (ft. idkconundrum)

I’m a Fraud

creature

John Doe

0:00 shinigami - sanctuary pt. 2
3:53 familypet - Your Backyard
7:05 Oliver - Hip Bones
9:12 $hy - Slide Thru [prod. Jay Vee]
11:22 fats'e - i shouldn't look back (ft. scum & lil lotus)
13:34 VAGUE003 - i know you're probably not home (morgue remix)
15:05 beauboyrose - anxious [prod​.​colorhue​ & ​imdepression]
17:05 VELVETEARS - Cry To This [prod. oilcolor]
20:01 fm ! - dancing in the dark [prod. burnt boy]
21:28 nothing,nowhere. - i'm sorry, i'm trying.
24:40 LiL PEEP - the way i see things [prod. kryptik]
26:48 fm ! - changes... [prod. sproocht]

I Tried Killing My Feelings For You But Instead The Feelings Killed Me. [mix]

LoverBoy

messy (taylor morgan)

Prod. By Tundra

Lyrics: 

its taken me years
finding who i am
when all i see is blood and tears

why are we here
nowhere else to go
its snowing so we hide in fear

fuck it ima lose myself tonight

sick of fear
sick of love
liqor tears
goin numb

throw a spear 
at my chest
let us see
who dies next

see my text
read it lock
wanna fuck
love or lust
somehow fuck it up
can we stay forever young

stoney
lowkey
hate weed
dont we
always
playin
finding 
something

dreaming
waking
smoking
repeat
nothing
ever 
makes me
happy

(from the song Mirror by Lil Wayne)
Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall, you've been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talking to each other again

Patterns

part of a new series of 'one takes' i'm doing for a few of my songs over the next few months x

stay tuned for more <3

~ beside me (one take: acoustic)

[Forest]
I wish you would say something right now
but I can't make the words come out your mouth
Always overthinking bout the stuff you do
Just to tell yourself it'll never work out
and You already high don't know why you still smoking
You ain't dead yet but you're far from knowing
Hold you for the night make you feel safe
Take too much and you melt your brain

[Jacob]
If only you knew what goes on
inside this head of mine
Maybe you would get me
x2

I think i'm funny as shit
the way my moods will just shift
if I don't feel like I fit
in with any of this
in with any of this

If I don't know who the hell that I am
where the fuck should I go
They wonder why I just pretend
And I let the time go
Never really worried bout the end
But sometimes it'll come
and it'll all be done

[Forest]
This pain inside is sometimes too much
Think if I was dead that would be too clutch
Lay around the house I Don't wanna do stuff
Caught up in my thoughts
Stuck in my feelings
Looking at the ground
but I'm on the ceiling
Thinking way too loud
I wake up the whole building
When my nobody hits the floor
They won't be laughing anymore
When my body hits the floor they won't be laughing anymore
They won't be laughing anymore

I Tried Killing My Feelings For You But Instead The Feelings Killed Me. [mix]

xo