Back†hen - failed you (116-123)

Back†hen w/ WhoKilledSora - low light

FUNERALPYRE (PROD MAJZKLUANI)

blood on me (prod. ayochichis)

Lyrics

[verse]
What’re you doing im already hurt
Whatchu tryna pursue what is your concern
I got walls up from the lessons i learned
I played with fire and then i got burned 
I hide it all until its to hard to handle
Thats when i get a bottle and go psycho
I know i been livin on a tightrope 
I always isolate, i hope you got my note
Tryna tell you a secret but i got hella issues
I have troubles tryna talk it through 
I start but my mind goes blank and confused
Very unstable my mind be on the loose
Yeah im fucked up, tired of being numb so im drugged up
Cant go by without getting high
Sit on my bed watching time go by
Wish i could be sober with you by my side
Grossed out by the scars on my arm
Fucking sleeve been exposing my heart
I been hella damaged i have hella scars
Wish i could go one night without falling apart
Been tryna find strength but i been in the dark
You question the mark I question the start
So tell me tell me what is the point
Fillin my chest it’s the empties void
Always been hushed i aint got a voice 
I know im never enough ill always disappoint 
I been tryna find a new way to vent
Laying in my bed stuck in my head
Talkin bout my money i know in debt
Everyone leaves, it’s just my thoughts left



[Verse: 2]
How can you love me i cant love myself
Question how i can love someone else
Lately been putting my feelings on a shelf
Tired of fighting this a cry for help
The realest people are the rarest gems
Poison lethal im in my death bed
I can tell that you been upset
My minds scrambled my room a mess
I been depressed, anxiety levels got me stressed
Everythings building, it’s hurting my chest
The only thing exciting me is the concept of death
I wish people would stop actin like they care
Tell me im different then go n compare
You talking shit and act like im unaware
I was listening i was right fucking there 
I know i mean nothing i wish i was something 
I bottle stress until it hurts in my tummy
Everybody round me been actin funny
Give me a bottle Ill get to numbin
Lately you hate me, callin me crazy 
Actin like you don’t wanna date me
It feels weird knowing that you ain’t my lady
Push me under the water and don’t fuckin save me
There’s a couple of things i cannot believe
There’s a hole in my heart tryna fill it with peace
Everything that helps the pain ease
I wanna wake up i been stuck in a dream
You know what i seek
A little love from someone who won’t leave
Someone who wont cut and let me bleed
Won’t dig the knife in my back deep

Sleepy Flower ~ Why Do You Love Me? (Prod boyfifty) OUT ON ALL PLATS

dove girl (prod. internet joe)

Lyrics :
3 AM and I'm up
Tears in my eyes
With some liquor in my cup
Thought I had it all
Watch it all crumble into dust
Looking back at it all
I wish I never gave up 

Nowadays I'm sad
Looking back at what we had
Had my mind on the prize
But it all was made of glass
Gotta drop the act and
Leave my feelings in the past
But you're everything I had

This year I'm gonna work on myself
Get some hours on my belt
Get some flowers, make you melt
All for you, Anything for you

This year I'm gonna work on myself
Get some hours on my belt
Get some flowers, make you melt
All for you, Girl anything for you

I'm never happy
How we were happy
God damn it's a tragedy
I remember laughing
The memories lasting
Feels like an eternity

When I walked away
I left my grace
When I see your face
My heart breaks
I miss you everyday

This year I'm gonna work on myself
Get some hours on my belt
Get some flowers, make you melt
All for you, Anything for you

This year I'm gonna work on myself
Get some hours on my belt
Get some flowers, make you melt
All for you, Girl anything for you

We've made it here so far
And I can't move along
The flame in me grows strong
Even when your long & gone
The tides will come our way
And we'll meet again someday

I'm never happy
How we were happy
God damn it's a tragedy
I remember laughing
The memories lasting
Feels like an eternity

When I walked away
I left my grace
When I see your face
My heart breaks
I miss you everyday

Minutes, to hours, to days
Keeps on ticking
The pain in my chest
Makes it hard not to listen
I miss you everyday

The Memories

SPOTIFY

Roll The Dice

Save My Life ft. Backthen (prod. Frevel)

ghzy-dripping

[CRONA]
Watch my back when the drugs come through
Smoke my pack ‘cuz I need that loot
Oh, god damn, it’s another motherfucker
Always angry ‘bout something that I can’t control, bitch
Get yo hoe while I get my dough
Stay ten toes when my wrist on froze
All black lamb and the doors stay closed
Take my hand ‘fore kill myself
Smoking up the weight
Taking bullets to the face
Nothing really left to say
‘Cuz I’m on my own
Building up a case
Serving words up on your plate
Pussy fuckers just like snakes
When I’m in my zone
Pull up with za
Slangin’ that rock
Blood on my sock
Bitch, watch your tone (Aye)
Fly to the sun
Icarus burns
Up in her buns
Now, wait your turn

[UGOTMESICKKK]
Pull up with my south side bitch
Sniffing blow on me
We on some fucked up laced pills (uh)
better run from me
Bitch it's Crona and Sickkk,
You better watch your lady (nah)
Flipping more pounds
Trap is my sound
Blood on my kicks
'Cuz you running your mouth
I got no house
That bitch is loud
Swimming on blood
I just hope that I drown
Sike, bitch (uh)
Pussy toy
Why you run your mouth
If you know that you’re not like this (uh)
Running from the feds
Imma kill myself
So right now they
Can't catch me (nah)
Racing my whip I got blood in my face
Bitch on ma dick but she can't feel my pain
Thoughts in my mind they don't want me to escape, aye
I’m in the darkness
Just cutting my veins
Dying again
Trying to save u from me
'Cuz I know that I hate you
And this shit is not feeling the same, yeah girl
At the end of the night, I'm fucked up to deal with my pain
It's making me insane
I wanna escape from my brain
Going to sleep and don't wake up again
Going to sleep and don't wake up
Baby tell me what is real
I'm tired of living, I’m tired of breathing
I don't want this feeling, no more
No por favor
Me ahogo en dolor
Si ando muriendo, baby
Cada dia, solo por tu amor

Watch My Back - Crona x Ugotmesickkk

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Sleepy Flower ~ Why Do You Love Me? (Prod boyfifty) OUT ON ALL PLATS

Sleepy Flower

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