just sad girl things

tell me, what's the matter? 
I thought we were better than this 
I remember you looked at me
said that it was our last kiss 
there are things we can't ignore
but I don't have the guts to say it 
you don't seem to care for 
all the things you saw in me

I threw my favorite blade outside 
I thought you'd tell me what I'd like 
what don't you like about me now?
am I not what you had in mind? 

I don't think you see it 
there are things I never said 
and I think I try too hard 
it really got to my head 

we had times so full of love 
and I've tried for what it's worth 
we had times so full of love 
and I tried 

I threw my favorite blade outside 
I thought you'd tell me what I'd like 
what don't you like about me now?
am I not what you had in mind?



favorite blade

agony - yung lean cover

Im no one 
All this time
They haven’t asked me what I write
They can’t see things that I see
I don’t think that shit’s fair 
I’m so scared I don’t know if 
anyone’s there 

Hate it when I lose, I guess losing makes you grow 
Hate it when I lose, I guess losing makes you grow 

I know you so well
You say you wanna make up
But you just want some fake love
Stupid fucking fake love

You really wanna know
How much I can have control
You burned down my love 
And you turned down my soul

I don’t want to feel again
You just want to see this end?
How much will I grow again?
When will I find my true self?

sentimental (prod. chibi)

Elvie