ye just dropping by, wanted to say that I STILL LOVE THIS SONG

Check out the producer:
Soundcloud: @morningm3adow
Traktrain: traktrain.com/heycurly
Insta: www.instagram.com/morningm3adow/

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/0u9B7tJYm…EN0zb5pfK3g&nd=1
Instagram: www.instagram.com/devilboyxo/
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UC1r8soprLjOPmurl2D_NdFw
Twitter: twitter.com/devilboyxo

Lyrics
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Smash my head through a window pane
Expect the blood dripping down my face 
Sorry about all my rage
Since a kid I don't ever change
Sorry about all my pain
It only ever seems to show with age
I'm sorry for all the things I ain't
I promise I'll never change

Like the face of the ignorant
I'm just so sick of it wondering how they get along
Like in my head what's the sin of it
Living this intricate, dodging the pros and the cons
Professionally fucked in the head
I can tell I'm indifferent to differences in right and wrong
Intentionally crushing the dreams
To a means of a living and putting it into a song
These are the reasons I bottle up feelings
And lie awake dreaming until I see dawn
Trapped in my head again, this is my element
So why the fuck don't we all sing along

These are the reasons I bottle up feelings
And lie awake dreaming until I see dawn
Trapped in my head again, this is my element
So why the fuck don't we all sing along

Alright, just got a new plan
Work all day 'till the middle of the night
If you wanna start somewhere you gotta start nowhere
No one remember no one who don't try
Sun rise up and I'm on my grind
But at midnight is when I shine
Hours and weeks put it all on the line
'Cause I'm the only one who don't miss my life
Still do it, but I don't know for who
Whether for me or for you
Is it selfish to want all the money in the world
Or selfish to improve
All these feelings to entomb
Into my words writing these tunes
Through all the hellish and the devilish
And y'all ain't even seen me bloom

Ignorant

Ignorant [Prod. Morning Meadow]

Prod. @not-a-fucking-hero

Lyrics:
Destroy my heart, make me question my fate
Flashes through the darkness your an image in my brain
Repetition wondering if anything the same
Blood run down my chain

Am I fake am I real
I go into that place where I can’t feel
Killing myself, im just breaking down help
Crush a little bit, so the flames can’t melt


Feel what I’ve been feeling
All my life
Ice cold sometimes
But my thoughts run wild inside

Can’t replace me, got too many demons
I’ve been feeding them with reasons
Even my demons got demons, I was empty and they freed me

Yuh
In the lights so now they see me
Ay
It’s all fleeting like my breathing 

Something in my head not working right 
Dragging me down, like nails on my skin
Cover up the damages, 

Sorry I can’t hide this shit
Baby I would die for this
You make me feel so blind, but so alive
When I wanna cry, when I wanna lie.


Destroy my heart, make me question my fate
Flashes through the darkness your an image in my brain
Repetition wondering if anything the same
Blood run down my chain

Am I fake am I real
I go into that place where I can’t feel
Killing myself, im just breaking down help
Crush a little bit, so the flames can’t melt

ALL PLATFORMS

DESTROY MY HEART (prod. hero)

stay aurora - sofi where are u

INUYASHA [Prod. HXRXKILLER]

[Prod. HXRXKILLER]

MY LONG AWAITED LYRICS:

Feel the pain from the blood pouring down your sleeve feeling nothing but me leaving scars to bleed
Till you ran down to hide 
Yeah 
Don’t you lie 

Feel the pain your the same as you 
We’re before though you never implored you were such a fucking whore
Don’t you cry 
You’re fucking ugly
Yeah  when you cry 

Seven days now 
You never came out 
Like a call upon the phone whispered you’d let me die 
See the scars upon your face and torture in your eyes
I wish you’d let me exactly what’s been on your mind 
I wanna hurt you 
Because you hurt me too and I don’t wanna let you know 
The things that you made me do 

Revenge is on my mind 
Blood is clear in visual 
The pain is so insane I think I might just kill you too

I thought I knew you
I thought you loved me 
Too
But I see that you were lying 
 I got scars to prove 
Prove it to my face and show me your just comfortable 
Comfort in your skin and lies are just the usual 


I shoulda never trust a girl
That’s the usual 
I should’ve never given in because I’m used to you 
I’m used to you abusing me your 
Unforgivable 
love that pretty face
I can’t believe That we are through

VENGEANCE [Prod. HXRXKILLER]

Chemically Imbalanced Feat. Safehold & Sleye (Prod. Dee B)

LYRICS:
Hmu 
Let’s make some plans 
& then I’ll blow u off
I’m just anxious cause I really like to talk to you
Have our fun
And then we ghost
It’s like a months too long
I toned ur phone just hmu I wanna laugh again 
I’m used to being kept out in the cold
Without a jacket on
Looking from the other side to see everyone cheering
My blood is freezing
Now there’s nowhere else for me to go
She says “he’s just a friend” but I know that they’re fuckin tho

I cut myself again
I really had to let it go
I’m a walking scab
A wound left open healing slow
I have this problem w/ myself
I can’t seem to get clean
My life’s alright but I focus on the misery
I hate myself more than I thought I did
That’s okay
Nobody cares about the underdogs anyways 
So keep it bottled up inside
Don’t ever let it out
Just HMU because I need someone to help me out

How the fuck am I supposed to be serious
Everything’s a joke to u
U act like I’m delirious 
I know u hate my guts right now but my words aren’t meaningless
Hug a bottle like a faith that’s worth believing in
The man in the mirror is not the one I wanna be
He’s a selfish lonely crow w/ no bare semblance of his empathy
Before I cast my sones I break my hands w/ heavy bricks
These are words I’d write to u that you’d never read

OH
I THOUGHT I COULD HANDLE THIS ONE
NO
TWO STEPS FORWARD & THREE STEPS BACK 
IM DONE
PUT A SILVER BULLET IN MY HEAD AND PAINT THE WALLS W/ MY BRAINS JUST RIGHT
YEAH
IF IM GOING OUT THAN IM TAKING YOU WITH ME

hmu xoxo

[PROD. TRECHOR BOY]
MIX & MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy
https://soundcloud.com/erisu-san
https://soundcloud.com/suckerpunnk
https://soundcloud.com/iamcjcarter

YOU CAN NEVER BE SAVED...


ERISU:

Up in my blood is the fantasy
xan take me out before I go to sleep
Strayed from the light So I’ve fallen deep
The darkness has taken up hold of me

Drink from the blood of the fucking weak
I am the ultimate, follow me
Baphomet whispered from in the sink 
I saw his image in front of me

Drowned in the loss and the suffering 
I was forgotten to rot in peace 
I will make you remember me 
I will make you remember me 

You thought I’d just let this destroy me 
Forged in the fires of hell I seek 
Vengeance is all I will ever need 
I’ll leave you cursed
Don’t you fuck with me

EVOL:

what have i become?
all of my demons won
i let the darkness in & take over
crashed the car again
just to feel somethin
anything but this
i’m not sober..

Just let me out
i cant breathe at all
i’m trapped between
these 4 walls

i feel the pressure
i think i’m cracking
i’m falling backwards
no one to catch me

SUCKERPUNK:

AND I KNOW IT’S MY FAULT
BUT I JUST Feel so Empty
There’s no one I can call
I don’t think you can help me...
Why you always gotta act like that?
Touch me..
You know how I feel!
You know how I feel!!
About you babe..
But can’t come back
You know I can’t do that again...

EVOL:

I walk alone in the dark
It’s been this way from the start
i’d let u tear me apart
im so jaded

run away from the past
but it keeps coming back
so i keep running fast
will i make it?

Just let me out
i cant breathe at all
i’m trapped between
these 4 walls

i feel the pressure
i think i’m cracking
i’m falling backwards
no one to catch me

ERISU:

You
Ripped
APART!!!

Fall through My arms!!


Save me 
from the dark!!

I.. can’t.. hold on!!!


You!!
Ripped!!
APART!!!

Fall through
My arms!!!!


Save me 
from the dark!!

I.. can’t.. hold.. on!!!

666! - ERISU X SUCKERPUNK X LOVESPELLEDBACKWARDS [PROD. TRECHOR BOY]

prod. trechor boy
cover art: trechor boy
thanks @sinxi for the sick guitar melody go follow him

[EVERY DAMN DAY IS THE SAME]

LYRICS:
im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it

im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it
(2x)

wasted

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

dead faces w/ seejayxo [fantom]

🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙
Prod. @diamoonofnhg

Lyrics:
I be in a dark lil room
Lil baby come through 
Lemme kiss you on your thighs

I just sing sad tunes
Underneath the moon
Pretty demon by my side

Why you always want my knife hoe
Run it down her neck slow
Drugs inside my black coat

Yeah

Said she wanna get high
Baby we could just die
Im good at wasting time
Be in my sad life
X2

Be in my sad life
X4


We both sad, we both sad
Said she love me but its cap
I can see right through your mask
Wanna fuck me, simply ask 

Bleeding black, hurt me bad
Smoking from the demon pack
I get high enter the past
I get high with her and crash



I be in a dark lil room
Lil baby come through 
Lemme kiss you on your thighs

I just sing sad tunes
Underneath the moon
Pretty demon by my side

Why you always want my knife hoe
Run it down her neck slow
Drugs inside my black coat

Yeah

Said she wanna get high
Baby we could just die
Im good at wasting time
Be in my sad life
X2

Sad Life (Prod. Diamoon)

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https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes

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VENGEANCE [Prod. HXRXKILLER]

ERISU🌙

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