conbini 2003

mhm [+ yam612]

prod. erick

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https://ffm.to/rgjbz9d

no fun

- Choke u till u feel da painnn

- thanks again to twik for sending me a bunch of beats

FilterFreak (twikipedia)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0IHbekaueGek7nFPKpZpbD?si=89260079818e4242
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/desideratum

produced by 8een & arcane
additional production by me
mixed written performed by me
+ thank you eve for mixing advice

frick north york
thank you for listening, i hope you enjoy <3

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the more that I try, more that I hide
the more that I try, more that I hide

the past few months I felt like I would die
before I did anything that I loved, oh my
I'll stay strong
eighteen round the corner, how'd I (make it!)
this long
all the pressure makes my head hurt
give it time and it'll get better
and if you hate it well then, know I put in effort :/
I do my best, how dare you say that I don't
still get nervous when there's lumps in my throat

I'm aware no one said it'd be easy
spoke to the teller now everything's clear, see
it all
pretty girl
girl

and if I don't wake up
tell every single person I love
that I put all my heart in
I will be an artist
there'll be people that care and I'll build something honest

go!
don't hide
do you even know who you are?
go!
how'd you even call that shit art? (desideratum)
go back pull your hair out, restart

I can't focus well my darling
got a stutter when I'm talking
you broke the news as I was walking
news when I was promised

desideratum

end the year right

all plats: ffm.to/redhorse-anecdote

words:

verse
felt like yesterday
that i had all these fucking words to say
i was free and all alone
no one was gettin in my way
keep on punching thru these walls
the clock keeps getting louder
bloody hands all up my face 
jus wanna tell u that im down there

prechorus 
n im wasting my time
putting those thoughts in my head
n i was reading ur texts 
try n feel some typa way
u know ur home to me
but i always pull the plug
from my reality
let you know now

chorus (one of my best)
that im way too fucking done
get me out this rut 
am i just another anecdote
another bit of fun
standing out here in the cold
stood me up with all them missed calls
they all look at me weird now
what am i here for   

break

rap
no eye contact jus mind my business
mantras like dat were drilled into me
not enough for the cool ones like u
not soft enough for the nerds and geeks
odd one out, was a way of life
too hard to make friends thru struggle n strife
sat by the keys practicing bee thoven
before i couldnt say it right
every day i stare down the clock and dread the time ticking
mum tells me that im just being silly
cry on her shoulder im too scared to die
see pitch black it’s the last day of my life
like what would i do then
anything to get out this system
9 to 5 nightmare situation 
n now u fucked me up lets face it
lets face it

bridge
what is life 
when we're drifting apart
what is purpose 
when i cant fall in ur arms
asking all the questions 
what is all your rush
oh u distress meeeee

alt prechorus
and im going insane!
having those thoughts in my head
thought u loved me in those texts
feeling all these kinda ways
u know ur home to mee
but i always pull the plug
from my reality
let you know now

chorus
that im way too fucking DONE
get me out this rut 
am i just another anecdote
another bit of fun
standing out here in the cold
stood me up with all them missed calls
they all look at me weird now
what am i here for
repeat

ty 4 listening, love all of u
also did sum actual non-midi guitar on dis 🫢

anecdote

they said we couldn't so we did 
we stole the fuck outta this beat i'm ngl 
s/o ice spice s/o caesar patron s/o papa johns 
fuck jersey tho

@xelcius
@imxela
@somberpara
@1jayne
@blurxy

munch cypher w/ xel, xela, para, blurxy, jayne

angel cover

prod dead yami

know i always been afraid of heights

lamb shanks at spiros

im treading water i swear
that if i drown i dont care
im out of love i wont share
they call my name i wont hear
my heart is falling off
i cant seem to talk at all
fuck change i put it off
sit waiting for ur call

and im sitting im writing this letter to u
its too late i couldnt do better for u
no what ifs or if i had mattered to u
no matter what they aint comparing to u
try to right my wrongs if i cant
put my words in this song oh
will u hear at all aye
keep going keep it strong if i aint
i dont know where im going but ill keep it unknown aye
"how u doin, how u been, are u well"
i dont like to talk but if u call then ima tell
"i been fine, oh u too, yeah thats swell"
fuck a small talk just tell me why i fell for u
ur better without me i know
no lesser, u i'll keep i know
deserve better, u dont need me i know
i'll never move on from u i know

treading water

produced by aftrr and will rhead
all plats: https://ffm.to/rqj2oyo

lyrics:

[intro]
i dont wanna talk if ur just gon run away
break my heart, said u wouldnt want it any other way
and my life, gave it all to u
ended all too soon
picked up my pieces, im not begging u to stay
no more

[verse]
damn
i guess we’re falling apart
everything so unexpected
wish i knew from the start
i kept it copacetic
tried my best to play my own part
still got a few more hours with u before my flight depart
u told me its not me its u
when did love become an issue
i know that im still missing u
but i cant deal with the misuse
and ur on my mind
feels like a waste of time
cant wait for u to decide so

[chorus x2]
i dont wanna talk if ur just gon run away
break my heart, said u wouldnt want it any other way
and my life, gave it all to u
ended all too soon
picked up my pieces, im not begging u to stay
no more

[verse 2]
hop in the whip v12 new mazi
pop out the rims new lens they carti
i am too up im ricch like roddy
yellow my cup like piss no potty
u know its up, fw nobody
count up the deads, my pockets zombie
sippin that red, blue pill that molly
ts been killing me slowly
the words that replay, u told me
do u tell ppl u know me?
yeah u know me u know my body
stick to myself, dont say u saw me
i dont pick up when they call me
i dont even trust nobody
cut em off like get off me

[bridge]
we on different sides (baby tell me, tell me)
where ur heart resides
fall in love, fall out, no surprise
fuck it up, run it back, its alright

[chorus]
i dont wanna talk if ur just gon run away
break my heart, said u wouldnt want it any other way
and my life, gave it all to u
ended all too soon
picked up my pieces, im not begging u to stay
no more

[verse 3 idk this the drop tho]
tell me what to do (is it me or is it u)
conversations overdue (me or u, who to choose)
cant keep up with the way u move
tell me what do we got to lose
u put my mind in a ruse so

[chorus]
i dont wanna talk if ur just gon run away
break my heart, said u wouldnt want it any other way
and my life, gave it all to u
ended all too soon
picked up my pieces, im not begging u to stay
no more

[outro]
if it's not me then who
u loved me, is that still true
reciprocated love, so overdue

no fun

Erick

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