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If you are reading this, you have been in a coma for the past 20 years. I don't know where this message will end up in your dream, but I hope it works.

Please wake up . . .

Astari Archives - Volume 1: The Awakening

2015

Thank you to all my friends who put their trust in me & helped put together the first volume of the archives.

& shout outs to all of my amazing supporters out there listening to this, w/out you none of this would be possible & I wouldn't be where I am & who I am today w/out the love & support you all continuously show me. 

Thank you,

I hope you all enjoy the tape.

Cover art done by: @denzelsterling

SORRYSINES - JEALOUS

https://G59Records.com
G59Recordsbooking@gmail.com

[Verse 1: Lil Famine]

smoke lines on my face from the cigarettes always burning
combination of the drugs and the chronic got me slurring
it's that don't fear no busta
187 a sucka
kill a motherfucker
climbing out of nothing
me love to kill a rat
me smoking on a sack
turn me into psychopath
chomp chomp
eat another xan
me don't fear no man that can bleed like i can
rag on my face like i am taliban
this lean is the ocean and i am the sandman
hold up let me glo up
ruby with the stance while my eyes steady rolling
oozing get the bands while i stick up and i hold em
screaming "fuck the man" when the middle fingers go up
that redrum that redrum
written all on my bedroom

[Verse 2: The $uicidal $hepherd]

i been picking flies off the eyelids of sinners' kids
coming to claim your religion
opinion formed by television
never listen to the voices inside of your fucking head
i died and now i'm dead
what is life when you're in debt yo the reaper?
fuck a hole dig deeper whether it is in the ground or spread apart by bitch's fingers
let me linger
hook, line, and sinker
trained by the teacher
raped by the preacher
not saved by the leader
put a blade to his neck
told him "run away and never look back. that's a threat"
then i turned to the flock and said "you're no longer oppressed"
but they follow me anyway
never taught to think for themselves
belt tied around my neck
i'm the $uicidal $hepherd
$now Leopard bounce a check
hot boy bitch i'm peppered
never gave a fuck what i bitch boy got to say
he can never levitate from out his motherfucking grave

Eternal Grey

SAY CHEESE AND DIE

https://G59Records.com

[Verse 1: 7th Ward Charizard]

Bitch, i be that 7th ward dragon
Make a wish, I'll fucking grant
$uicide taken for granted
Burn a fuckboy until he's blackened
Burn a fuckboy until he's charred
7th ward charizard
Bitch, i break the fucking law by pulling over cop cars
Fuck a pig trying to cuff my wrist
Then he saw the slit
"oh shit! this that oozing motherfucker from the pit!"
7th ward lord grab his sword and sliced a fucking bitch
Now I'm swerving in the 'vic about to ride off of a cliff, bitch

[Verse 2: Lil' Half Cut]

Break the law say fuck a pig
Always on that devil shit
Killers from the northside rolling in the 7th bitch
Buck em down and bust em
Baptized in that tussah
Half cut getting masked up coming to rush 'em
Passing judgement on a bitch
Throw em in the river
$uicidal killer better known as $lick the ripper
Stoned to the bone
Me and oozing got the thrown
All alone with the tone
Let the bullets take me home, yeah

BREAKDALAW2K16 (FEAT. POUYA)

https://G59Records.com

VERSE I: RUBY DA CHERRY

they figure me a dead motherfucker
romeo da black rose
shedding petals
hold me over until they finish digging me a hole
i need a new beginning so i tip toe behind my foe's bitch
unzip, i'm throwing it into that bitch's hole
calling all my enemies the same place where that dick go
fuck an online pussy boy 
talking shit
acting like it was a brick thrown through a window
sticks and stones might break my bones
but words will never hurt me
some slick hoes might catch me froze but soon they will desert me
get rich blow that smoke in o's
don't ever act so thirsty
sick diss though
fuck all this 
slowly die before i'm 30

VERSE II: SLICK SLOTH
isn't it so convincing how that blade slide across my throat
coke residue all in my nose
couple graves dug for my foes and it goes on and on
my girlfriend calling my phone
ain't seen her in about a week
this depression got me weak
ever wake up everyday and you want to die?
life going good 
can't figure out why
blank walls all around me keep the pills near by
play with the nine and then i close my eyes
$uicide only thing gonna gratify this urge to leave
can't you hear my plea?
i'm down on my knees

Tape

KILL YOURSELF (PART IV)

OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQRsDx11pCg

[VERSE I: SOULJA RAG MURDER]

all i see is scrubs
face mean mugged
on a couple drugs
smoke with migo plug
FTP my blood
grey the fucking gang
boy stay in your lane
never high
just maintain
hate this fame
hate this game
take these shoes
last a day
oil flowing through my veins
lil remains that make that stain
y'all look good in cellophane mane
insane
real blade
swing it through your fucking brain
i said fuck 'em
we got a problem?
what you gonna do with it?
i think nada
just a persona
and i'm nirvana
popping xans to make you mad i know you want some
rolling rolling rolling rolling rolling rolling rolling
got an ounce of the coke white snow floating
river road shawty
yung christ the one chosen
slick tote the AK47 stolen
woadie joscin' 

[VERSE II: SNOWMANE]

all of yall are oversaturating 'preme and bape
bitch its FTP all fucking day
all yall look the fucking same
fuck the fame
fuck a lane
bitch i'm bout to swerve into the toll booth and scrape the change
bring out your dead and blaming it on yung plague
bitch i pull up with the K
K9 by my right leg until i say OK
K9 on his hind legs ripping off your face
all i gotta say is G*59 until the grave
1 color
2 numbers
3 fingers in the sky amongst the thunder
i'm like fuck the others
ima bring the ruckus
i might fuck your bitch
she swears she suffers under the covers
ima hell hound
hell bound
shawty wanna die
ima sell pounds
shawty said she might let them bells pound
shawty wanna cry
i'm like fuck
every night keep turning black
i close my eyes

KILL YOURSELF Part XII: The Dark Glacier Saga

2ND HAND

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vnGj_kFeVc

https://soundcloud.com/bruhmanegod

I don't bother speaking underleveled 
People strike me, fuck the devil.
Jesus raped me, Allah fucked me
Shoot my shot like Call Of Duty.
Burn my skin to get some feelings.
Wasted like we got No Ceilings
Wasted like It's GTA.
Wasted like my brain today. 

Pick me Up from my Own
Pick me Up from my Own
Someone stop this metal
Someone tell me Hello
Pick me Up from my Own
Pick me Up from my Own
Need the help already
Got the toolie ready.

Now the basketcase been slightly woven
Times are changing, people spoken
Got a cough but still I'm smoking
Got depression, still I'm drinking.
Got some issues in my Omen.
Dip your soul deep in the cauldron 
Drink my pain and find your knowing.
Hear you scream from gradual moaning.

Says I got some issues, so I break it off.
Says I got some problems, so I end it all.
Says I'm just like daddy, so I nod it off.
Says it's all ok, do you know it all?

Poverty is just another problem
Body aching, time for Sodom.
Get to close I'll kiss your face.
So get so close I'll break the ice.
Pray to Jesus every night
Pray he finally takes my life.
Keep me sane with jokes and Memes.
But then what happens when it's Dreams?

Teenage Angst (prod. bruhmanegod) OFFICIAL VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

Doused down the cast
Match and light it up
Hidden down your sleeve
Bet you don't believe
Grieving when i interrupt
Aroused by the shit that you've seen
Like it's nicotine
Pressure building boiling point is reaching
Gambling like you're dreaming

Stakes so high they're subliminal
I can mimic the ritual
Hit the limit
I get it that's just a gimmick

But the clocks ticking
Ringing my headache is on the brink
I'm might have said it between the lines if you read it
But bitch illiterate

Down and swing around
But where's your hammer now?
Unless you coming out the cloud with a frown
Now your face at the base of my d*ck
Personalities evasive
Covered up and never traced outside their base

Doused down the cast
Match and light it up
Hidden down your sleeve
Bet you don't believe
Grieving when i interrupt
Aroused by the shit that you've seen
Like it's nicotine
Pressure building boiling point is reaching
Gambling like you're dreaming

Damned on your back
Bitch you bout to get it again
Ascend when i bring it up a level
Like i never saw the pain of my supression
When you're coming out the chains

Bringing out the panic
Schizo-motherfuckin-frenic
Folded back and laced in venom
Where is my mind?

Down and swing around
But where's your hammer now?
Unless you coming out the cloud with a frown
Now your face at the base of my d*ck
Personalities evasive
Covered up and never traced outside their base

Pieced together like a cheap pair of pants [Prod. Istasha]

Promise Me....... (Slowed)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/3qOzpOUqXT9WP03fiETkut?si=ElYJagEbQDKFFEjsBfWHTA

something a lil different to vibe to

this song is available for free use, I just ask that you credit me.


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mixed&mastered by DEVIANT

LYRICS:

[YOKO BLACK]
Bitch im blacked out in the rave 
homie im bout to pass out 
Jaguar paw been running 
Im hunting back 
Clash with the claws or homie yu gettin clapped out 
tracked down fucking with black 
Yu better back down 
Black craft 
Bottomless Stash
fill gas house
Trash house 
All these celebare im bouta crash now 
black out 
Wake up every morning bust a pack down 
Facts proud 
i can pay the billies with the trap now
Sad still 
i been poppin pillies like they advil 
Mad max i been on the edge 
Smoke mad pack
Last act send me the suits cus im a class act
Asset 
Knowing all im worth 
N shooting pass tht

I been in light i dont feel right 

I been gettin high i dnt need a life 

I been outamind hope im healing right

I been laying low staying out of sight 

I dnt wana die before i even shine 
In the morgue with a whore Tht ant even mine 

I been in the light i dont feel right 

I been gettin high i dont need a life 
i Been out my mind hope im healing right
I been laying low

[CRUELKAME]

CROWD AROUSED AS I BURN IN A FUCKING PLANE CRASH
THE DEVIL WANT ITS PAY BACK
SO IMA HAVE TO STAY BACK
THE VISION WANT ITS LANE BACK
AND I AINT NEVER SEEN NOBODY GET THEY FUCKIN FACE SNATCHED
THE BEAUTY OF A PLANE CRASH - NO PAY BACK
THE VILLAINS WANT A STAYCAP
OR NIGHTCAP, SO IMA HAVE TO LISTEN
YOU'LL PROBABLY CATCH ME GUARDING GATES OR GIVING OUT DECISIONS
2 EYES WATCHING BONES SCATTER AROUND IN A PRISON
CAUSE I'M LEADING DEATH AND I AIN'T LISTENING TO BITCHIN 
YOU BITCHES

MOKSHA

MOKSHA (prod. J^P^N^)

Lost Days [Prod. Istasha]

Shoutout @nastiitaxii for killing this.

Lyrics:
String tight strapped and snapping off 
Now resting eyes in azure thoughts 
Assured in surface 
Station dock 
Refill insurance serviced trailing curtains 

Gilled fucks stuck inside their refuge over nothing 
Mesh will never bend pressure from a obsession over gas

Got a bag full of bricks
Sleeve leaking all but tricks 
Take another level back
As style displayed as displacement inside the dashcam 
Screen a schema
Now a breed of vacant essence 
Self assessment Need a task/hand? 
Bleeding for a second 

Stomped out 
Strong doubt 
Scout wrong nets when your brought down
Crack rot stretch In the caravan 
Left into wretch 
Carry acts in gown

Na$tii:
I can feel the fucking
blood clotting up under my skin
I beg to let it flow 

I grab the fucking razor 
as I feel the rust catch on my throat

I don’t have the fucking patience 
for this steel under my coat 
You pussy bitch 
you fucking shaking when I let it blow 

penetrated by the fucking isolation 
straining on my iris 
just to focus on what I created 

I don’t give a fuck 
my god annihilated everything
I held in sacred naked and I’m wasted body bloated from asphyxiation 

let me rot 
let me fade 
let me get away 

let me say all of the names who can't speak to my face

let me clot 
lemme cut 
let my razor swang

let my cut out my regrets they fucking drip away

I got problems
I don’t know why I can’t stop it
I ain’t mean to fucking do it but I did it with no problem Ay

I got problems all I hear is fucking nonsense
I be screaming I be puking I be blacking out unconscious Ay

In A Sea Of Razors Ft.Na$tii [Prod. Istasha]

THE DEVIL WON'T LET ME SLEEP
FOLLOW @NICHOLASWHIPPS ON EVERYTHING

1ST MYSTERY

Lyrics:
Caught in breakrooms 
Unofficial excavations 
Digging deep inside the mind to find the problems are fictitious 
Want a part among the victims? 
See your knees get blown to pieces 
Iwo Jima style 
No big surprise 
When pride is up, decrease it 

Fuck is in your patience I would pay to see you waste it 
Like a prostitute with no excuse but reckless evocation 
See the blisters on your conscience 
Catch you neck less and beheaded 
Part from body, spilling nonsense 
Automated off of credit

Running out of steam I'll see you drowning with the fishes 
No supply 
No pressure 
Waste of power Where's the bitches? 
Train your pride to find some fuel to ride tracks and hide your hypocritic eyes Up on your plate 
And dine alright for preaching bugs and crickets 

Sit your ass down Full like: "I get the bag" 
Ain't depressed still run that shit "I get the bag" 
See a freshman lie 
Never ever hit the back 
With your practice, act like trash 

DEPTH STRIDA:
writing about stuff i hate?
ay thats no fucking problem
first thing is that his dad should have used a fucking condom

shit is getting personal
your stuff unaccessible
cause earrape is arrestable
ay strida and istasha
dirty flow like gutter
when you flow u stutter
you a  motherfucker

fuck
come
test me bitch
show me all your stupid hits
i
dont
care bout clicks
i see that you beg for it

trapmetal is a fucking bliss
just influenced by stupid kids
that beefing over stupid shit
like which screams more distorted is
get your fucking shit together
show the scene that you're mature
no one of us will be ever
famous like your favorite rapper

White Noise (w. DEPTH STRIDA)

Adjective. "dark, unenlightened, incomprehensible," borrowed from Anglo-French & Latin; Anglo-French oscur, obscur "dark, dull, enigmatic," borrowed from Latin obscūrus "dim, dark, appearing faintly, imperfectly known, concealed from knowledge, incomprehensible," of uncertain origin.

Obscure

sorry about the shit post song last night. enjoy.


tumble out that stump that you been living 
and end yourself 
open to wrong people all the time and then i save myself 
hide the fact that i’m alive and then i fucking percolate 
melt away the fact that you exist from my mind all day 

enemy 
friend to meet 
you will see 
what you need
i don’t know 
where to go 
who is that 
up in smoke. 

i don’t wanna be like this 
but sometimes life isn’t easy 
and every fucking step i make 
i end up one foot deeper

there is a pressure i push my eyes in 
suicide iris 
hit that nihilist 
i am a bastard 
i am the pastor 
i am the one to go kill all laughter 
laughing at me while i kill them faster
resulting in permanent damage 
shove it
shove it 


rising from the dirt
work is off the earth 
never message her
you gon be the first
i am just a joke? 
wish youd fucking choke
take your fucking neck
suck my fucking dick
(x2)


sometimes i feel i like it would be better if you were to die 
but i remember that you’ll probably just commit suicide 
repping depression like its a prize please just fucking die 
your whole life is a mistake if you have been glamorized

ATTENTION (GERMS) [PROD. PULSE + 19AKIRA]

for juli - forever mine

thx to @eyes2k for the sample

forever

Sybyr - Suffocate

thank you for 700, i love you all <3 
@divineboys 
@scarletiv0ry
@ange1n3t

memoryL'o$$

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