prod ~ hostile

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1gKtf2FsnJyOMiAtwsd9k2?si=77d470dff4a74158

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/your-night/1823793278

I tried to change my ways
for you to still be the same
out here partying, clubbing, it still wont add up to nothing
I tried to stay in my lane
but you wont give me a break
why don't you tell me the truth? woah

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

you don't call, you just ghost then pop up in my mind
yeah, say you care but it's always at the worst time
fake friends gassin you up, this shit is not fine
I give you love but you give me a maybe
switch moods every week like the 80's
in not stuck anymore but I'll keep it a maybe
since I'm brand new, you keep on claiming you made me

you only hit me when you're hurting
you say it's love but it's a burden
sending mixed signals, you're uncertain
sociopathic, you're disturbing

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

I still wait for your name on my screen
hoping one day you'll mean what you mean
but every time it's a rerun scene
same words, same hurt, same in-between

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

cocktail hour

your night

prod. mercenary

@ripouturmolarsforme
you still have a lot to learn
take no regard and let my heart burn
I know that somehow I'll end up hurt
if I didn't know better I'd say,
"It couldn't get worse"
you're plaguing me with nothing but confusion
kick me to the curb and just render me useless
plaguing me with nothing but confusion
I've gained nothing, this bond is so fruitless

@lyfelxss
you're so fruitless
can't tell what I want
am I stupid?
tell me what you know
how far will you go?
I've seen you lie about the things before
do you have a soul?
and do you have control?
cause I know you're falling down again
I need you to move on
I need you to go
I need you to move on
I need you to go

@ripouturmolarsforme & @lyfelxss
you still have a lot to learn (a lot to learn)
take no regard and let my heart burn
I know that somehow I'll end up hurt
if I didn't know better I'd say,
"It couldn't get worse"

go stream!

burn

What's on your mind?
Let me inside.
I'll make it right,
Just give me your time.
Face so divine,
Pink calypso — the color of her lips,
So I can't let go.

I can't let go, my love.
She said it's best I let go.
She said, "Go find, go find somebody back home."
But I told you, "You're my only home."
I gotta convince her
That I'll be her mister,
I'll be the man you're for.

What's on your mind?
Let me inside.
I'll make it right,
Just give me your time.
Face so divine,
Pink calypso — the color of her lips,
So I can't let go.

She's so perfect, she knows she's worth it.
Gave her my heart 'cause she deserves it.
She got the remedies
That makes me sing these melodies,
That makes my heartbeat symphonies.
I need her always there with me.
Baby, I'm so sorry, see...

What's on your mind?
Let me inside.
I'll make it right,
Just give me your time.
Face so divine,
Pink calypso — the color of her lips,
So I can't let go.

Pink calypso, color of her lips,
Something 'bout her...
I can't let go.
I can't let go.
I can't let go.
Baby, I can't let go.

pink calypsoo

turned me to stone w fenix

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @1nvaydn

yuh
yeah, you're constantly proving you never needed me
regardless of your words I don't know what you see in me
I should've known it was an act, you didn't believe in me
did you believe in me?
oh, I know the pity will subside
so much to say but my gut tells me, "keep it inside"
if I get another lovey-dovey text from you I might die
know I'm expendable you're distant but won't ask why
she's the girl who claims she, "has it all together"
he's the boy who just wants back his green sweater
I'll handle you with care like a feather
I'll write my dying wish in this letter

girl don't worry about me
yeah, go live your life without me
explore the world without me
there's no need to doubt me, I know
my time has come... so I...
harbor my feelings for you
I gave this thing a chance
yes, but now this chapter is through
the way you look at me with disgust gets under my skin
you said every time I open my mouth I push your buttons
the way you look at me with disgust gets under my skin
but I just want my green sweater back from my ex-girlfriend

my green sweater

Carved your sigil,
Just a little too deep,
Just a little,
To the point I can't leave.
Girl, the words you cast are spells,
They just trap me in this hell.
I'm so in love I can't rebel against you,
Against you — no, no.

All the memories don't outweigh bad,
All your melodies just make me sad.

It's only you
That leaves me screwed.
You treat me cruel,
Texting these dudes.
What does he have I don't?
You make me sick, but with no antidote.
Trapped in this slumber, and I can't be awoke.

spell

prod. me
@sideshowhan

girl i get where youre coming from 
but i dont think youre hearing me
i cry out for you its a flood of love
girl i think that ive fallen way too deep

im exhausted i think that ive lost it
tell me why you treat my heart like a target
been tryna rationalize why youre so heartless
i wouldnt have to suffer if you were honest

i wouldnt overthink if you were just honest.

honesty.

A smooth neo-soul track about obsession and desire, wrapped in rich harmonies and a laid-back groove. “Raspberry Lipstick” drips with sensual imagery, honey-sweet verses, and a chorus that lingers like the taste of trouble. Perfect for late-night listening and lovers of modern soul.

Raspberry Lipstick

when i look at the sky, i think of you

The Lessons in the Yard
(c) J. Murdock McInnes Vasey

[intro]

The boys ran to the yard
They had their bags of marbles
They knew the game was hard
But they had a trick this time

Some sharper than the others
They had their spots marked out
They stacked marbles at one end
Come and get them they would shout

Roll your marbles if you got 'em
If you hit them you can keep them
If not you lose the bet
And go home with your regrets

[chorus]
I never listened, 
I never had a pyle
I always was the loser, 
But I learned to loose and smile

[01:58][instrumental]

This was a game for suckers
And I was one of them
The marbles cost me money
All that I had to spend

I alway lost more than I won
I don't think that it was fun
We were trying to be tough
To show we were a man

My dad he called me "boy"
He rarely called me son
He'd say "boy, you're going to loose"
"It is time for you to choose"
"You cannot be the roller"
"No one is your friend"
"The only way to get ahead"
"You gotta own the game"

[chorus]
I never listened, 
I never had a pyle
I always was the loser, 
But I learned to loose and smile

[04:24][instrumental]

My dad he called me "boy"
He rarely called me son
He'd say "boy, you're going to loose"
"It is time for you to choose"
"You cannot be the roller"
"No one is your friend"
"The only way to get ahead"
"You gotta own the game"

[chorus]
I never listened, 
I never had a pyle
I always was the loser, 
But I learned to loose and smile

[instrumental]

I never listened, 
I never had a pyle
I always was the loser, 
But I learned to loose and smile

[instrumental]

[outro]


The Lessons in the Yard

shesaid

I want u to feel the music like you as if you were there with me through the experiences

pink calypsoo

9VN