blood remedy (demo) </3

yk - want it all (numb)

@wristcutsforyou

trying something new need to get better at mixing but i think this is alright.

lyrics

u can take what from me
u can do anything cuz im so lonely
i just want u to stay right by me
i just wanna eat u so u stay inside me
and i think about u often
u can do what u want to ill take no caution
ur the only one that i want no other option
i like how u cut my body baby its exciting
the feelings so enticing i like how u hurt me
i really deserve it shouldve been aborted
im so fucking worthless im a disappointment
ik my mother hate me i hate my body
so cant u just hurt me cant u just stab me cant u just abuse me
all this shit is pointless thought that u knew that i wish i could turn back i wish i could turn back
baby can u hurt me a bunch of times

hurt me (rena)

i have to get more high
Lyrics:

Think that ima have to just get higher
All these people around me just seem to fall in love
They do it so easily
I do not not wanna be
Around any wannabe’s
Of course theres leather on the seats
Bitch go and take a seat
Now u tryna see a receipt
Acting extra i cant keep ya
Grab the package im the receiver
No i dont like to talk get away from these people
You turn yo back like shane
Like what side do u hang with
Yeah these boys they take the wrong risks
Yeah this bitch she suck me up that shii was the gnariest
Feel like im going to narnia
This bitch she say she the horniest
No i do not think i can keep it up
I think that im gon walk my way
I dont wanna be here
I dont wanna be here
That bitch she bald like cere
Putting it into gear
Idk what i wanna wear
That bitch she wan do coke ric flair
Didnt want hurt ur feelings my bad
Didnt want hurt ur feelings my bad 
If i go up im gon buy a house for my dad
Like i gave this hoe all of me
It felt like it was all a dream
Always made me feel like it was all abt me
U hate me and i hate u too
I hate me and u hate me too
Im crazy and ur crazy too
Bet u wanna hang me
Wanna save me now
Loosen my noose
Or cut me down
My heads fucked up from everyone
Where i will lay is where i will rot
Keep fucking up and keep doing drugs
I wouldn’t wish this on anyone

u hate me/ i hate u (jade)

prod. sedate

like the smoke in my lungs
youre looking bad for me
ill fix myself up
am i enough?
just say that you love me
touch me
girl you feel the damage
im dying
dying

cant wait for tomorrow
cuz ill see your face
dont care if it hurts me
if thats what it takes
not a boyfriend
a puppet
just something to break
and my heart it aches
just to feel your embrace
take my hands and my eyes to feel something
rip my heart out my chest like im nothing
nothing to you
im nothing to you
nothing yo you
im nothing to you

healing myself
no youre healing me
thoughts about you putting my mind at ease
(K I S S I N G)
if we dont end up kissing
(H * N G I N G)
you gon find me fuckin missing
these pages i fill in my diary
ill rip them all out cuz i feel incomplete
i swear im not crazy
i want you to save me
baby come back
dont ever replace me

like the smoke in my lungs
youre looking bad for me
ill fix myself up
am i enough?
just say that you love me
touch me
girl you feel the damage
im dying
dying

u hate me/ i hate u (jade)

ersan