[. samsara .]
⦃68\\91bpm | Gminor⦄
everything done by me :)[with thx2 drama trial <333]

✦ inspired_by ✧
(re)percussion - drama trial
movies for guys - Jane Remover
words_frm the dying - sewerperson

. .『lyrics』. .
and you know where to find me
sitting by my lonely
staring into starlight
looking for her

and you know where to find me
sitting in desperation
staring into starlight
fantasising about her

[מִחָדָשׁ]
i want her to grip my tits and fuck me until my neck snaps
until my visions jet black
i needa get that
i want to leave this earth with her and never get back
dissipate into the sky
die to feel alive

[מִחָדָשׁ]
[looking for her]
[חזור]
[die to feel alive]
[מִחָדָשׁ]
[חזור]

[מִחָדָשׁ]
¿if i leave, what will it mean?
never here, never been
just a voice in peoples heads
just a ghost in peoples dreams
just a part of everyone who isnt me
ive never seen outside my iris
¿so what difference will there be?

[מִחָדָשׁ]
[¿what difference will there be?]
[חזור]
(i'll be here if you need anything)
(i'll be here)

---

dirt dress; 6 below
wooden cardigan; 6 below
earthly sheath; 6 below
let it eat me; await my rebirth

and you know where to find me
laying dead on your living room floor
with my blood soaking into your carpet
and my brains all over your decor

and you know where to find me
laying dead on your living room floor
looking for her
looking for her

[मौत]

---

physical death, earthly escapist
finally a time where my life isnt wasted
shattered mind, scattered crying faces
didnt care about mine so i fucking erased it

off to see my beloved
such a steep climb, i love it
treat me just like your puppet

fuck me till i feel nothing
[nothingisreal]
[nothingisreal]

---

¿will they remember me?
¿as the girl who couldnt fall;
as the girl who couldn't bleed?
¿will they remember me? [ნახვამდის]
¿as someone i could never be?

its a long way home
i dont have the time
to rewrite my past
it was a long time coming
but i hope they remember me
as doing my best

and you know where to find me [կորցրել]
as i ascend [ასვლა]
as i leave your world [მე არ ვბრუნდები]
as i enter בָּטֵל [ეთერი]

i hope they remember me [הֱיה שלום]
as doing my best
[all i think about is you]
[¿რატომ არ მიყვარხარ?]

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↺संसार²↻

here is one

pinwheel theory

produced by https://soundcloud.com/kuriyai443, codyne, and dami4k

lyrics:
shit, i've been a liar and a fake
i don't wanna talk to you, i'm just counting up these days
i don't feel like i belong with you, i feel like you hate me
and i'm boutta fail my classes
cause i'm spending all day daydreaming

cause you don't think of me as a person
sit alone in my room as my condition worsens
having bags under my eyebags is the only thing thats certain
so i'm talking to a mic while my life has no purpose

cause i don't see greatness coming my way
i'll slam my head into the mirror and have the shards ruin my face
to give me one more fucking reason to put the mask on today
cause i'm so sick of everything
i've got no air left in my wings so i'm gone

i don't think i'm coming home soon
i remember the days sitting on trains playing sudoku
and i don't think you have a clue what i go through
and i don't keep my head above the ground because you told me to

shit, i've been a liar and a fake
i don't wanna talk to you, i'm just counting up these days
i don't feel like i belong with you, i feel like you hate me
and i'm boutta fail my classes
cause i'm spending all day daydreaming

cause you don't think of me as a person
sit alone in my room as my condition worsens
having bags under my eyebags is the only thing thats certain
so i'm talking to a mic while my life has no purpose

(at all)
(at all)

glokk flow

(v2) 'esbee*