Tears in heaven.m4a

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hannah

Kuzu x Guri - Little Boy (sleepless touchup)

Another semi-angsty piece but a lil different from the other ones I'm p sure.

Lyrics:
I’ve just been smoking and poking around
Thinking about how all these highs are just bringing me down
Questioning my failing friendships and looking back in the past
I wish I could get over things, a year goes by so fast

And I almost feel like I don’t belong, As of late, I’ve grown to hate every single one of my songs
I feel like no matter what I have- it’ll just leave and begone
I’ve grown out of blendtastic, but I still don’t really know Vaughn

I feel like all this nonsense is finally making me nauseous 
I don’t know what to do- I’ve finally ran out of all of my outlets
So Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m Still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I wanna stray
(But fuck it)
I’ve been in search for a certain combination but I’ve feel like I’ve pulled the plug on all my luck
Find a girl to give my love but she just wanna fuck and the girl I wanna fuck just wants my love
Trouble relating, tried meditating, tried to go dating, now I’m debating
Whether or not to go all out or just pull it all back
Always unsure on how to feel- always a little out of wack 

And I’m struggling to find out who I am man
This girl ain’t interested and the next one’s obsessed but- why do I even give a damn
Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m still contemplating if I wanna stray

My life is seemingly falling apart at the seems
My whole reality is a nightmare or might just be a woke dream
Tryna keep my hopes up whilst having a low self-esteem
Everyday tends to be average if not stressful by any means

No- I need to be alone- I cannot answer the phone
Girl- you ain’t been here from the get go- don’t expect my hand to hold
Fuck it- keep these hand warmers in case you get too cold
I aint mad at yah- I’m just frustrated that I never feel at home

Bitch- I haven’t been content- shit just don’t make fucking sense
Too much shit don’t fucking make sense- fuck it- you really want my two cents?
I don’t give a fuck about you just because I feel loneliness 
Get the fuck up out my face before a beat fucks you up like I wish I did

Single

Confusion

[Relatable.]{ft. Anthem 2k}

every time i close my eyes i still see your smile.
and every time we touch your skin just stays for a while.

you’re a catch but not i’m not a receiver.
had me falling without any reason.
so i fell, and you laugh while i’m bleeding,
i want you to stay but you ended up leaving.
so i ended up screaming,
for your love as you call me uneven.
but you looked at my shape,
never minded my weight,
so you gave something to believe in.
look babe,
i know that i drove you crazy,
2014 mercedes,
i know, i know know.
yeah,
just a young kid in a mind of his own,
finding some love in some places unknown,
i’m praying you call, pick up your phone.
i love when you smile,
your smile is my home.

smile.

SXDA PXP - Patience?

This song was made as a way to get a few things off my chest that's all

𝕴 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖞 𝖚𝖕 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖆𝖘𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖜𝖍𝖞 𝖌𝖔𝖉 𝖈𝖆𝖓'𝖙 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖔𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖕𝖔𝖙 𝖓𝖔 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖑𝖎𝖈𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘

Off My Chest

all.

from the "18" EP. more songs releasing soon. it's hard to post songs when life has been so good, i should probably get back to it. but i can't help it, when i know i fell for someone who makes every second worth it. i'll be posting more soon!

distance (live)

escape ivan