In Loving Memory of - "Rowdy Lowkz"🙏 aka "Rowdy Baby" 💔😢🛡️(My Brown Maiden) who just lost her life 4-10-25 It's still all so unreal to me I cant seem to function normally without you in my sight Lord Knowz🙏🛡️😢 everyday that passes is just a blur, as I gasp for air and reach for your hand,  it's no longer there. I find myself talking to u and buying lil things u might like, to only realize, your not here no more. I look around and over my shoulder constantly awaiting your arrival, from which way is what I'm guessing and all to suffer this pain and depression. Hard to accept that you're not here with me, & never will u be. I hope in heaven that I'm greeted by your laugh and hear u cheer for me. I'll hold u tight kiss your face and let you know that every time we would bump heads, I was wrong & u were right, I wish all those stupid arguments and fights we had, didn't ever take place id hold u close while snuggling and use our time together to show you how much you meant to me baby and never let go, cuz I didn't know life with you would be cut short and I should have did things right and never took u for granted, but now I'm left to suffer and reflect on only the past and memories never will I understand it. The baddest Girl (truest and most solid)- downer than some guys even- that I've ever known, the most bravest and purest of em all with respect and pride loyalty and honor and dedication for the hood - Life's So Ruff (Lost Soulz Remain) I'll c - u when I get there babe I love you Rowdy. Lost without U 4-10-25 RIP

 my 3 fallen late homeboyz who recently lost their lives-R.I.P- 2 my homeboyz "DoBoi" 5-4-22 & "Big Tempz"- 5-6-22 🛡️ "Lefty" aka Leo (missing you and my family up there!  😞-Life's So Ruff- C U when I get there!!!😣  "The Good Die Young"🙏R.I.P. ⚔
 I'd like to say thank u 2 those peepin my jams out. If it wasn't for my boyy Oneks showing me all that I know about recording, and 4 all his dope ass beats/ production, I know 4 sure I wouldn't be able to be heard today. Thanks "O". 4 reals 💯
 -Now I got that chicano rap street flow, so don't knock it just know that we come from different backgrounds. Much love to all those playing my shit! Thanks 4 listening that really does mean alot to me. I stand here representin' the struggle, & the streets that raised me. THE STREETS OF RIVERSIDE CA!! LA SIERRA TILL I DIE. 92505... str8 Hustle as I flow! Righteous is the way to go. I thank God 4 giving me the ability 2 do music & the opportunity to be heard, (I hope you guys hear me up there 2!) I'm a stand tall till the very end. Even in the darkest hour of my darkest nights, I aint goin' out without a fight. Let my voice be the light, so now i'm clutchin' the mic. Thanks Bro 4 leading me 2 music, which we both loved doing. So Everything I do is in memory of you, my son & the rest of the family up there with you R.I.P. you too lil cuzzin' Sean- "Clever" love you and miss u all!!! I'm sorry for letting you guys down at times, I promise 1 day I'll make a comeback and they won't know what hit em.. just stay positive, shake the fake, and don't lose focus by those that hate. Stay in motion go and get yo cake. Rather eat crumbs with bums than steak with snakes.....
LIFE'S SO RUFF 
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Album 1 Life's So Ruff (Coming Soon)
Mixtape 1 Strugglers Dream (Out Now) available everywhere music is sold digitally
Album 3 Life's So Ruff Pt. 2
Album 4 These Streets Im From
Album 5 In The Darkest Hours Of My Darkest Knights..... 

Much Love and respect 2 all those I know from the streets, my neighborhood, the car club (LifeSoRuff) Rascal what up. the homeless I walk amongst. The homies coming up spitting. Sup Bully let's get a sesh in soon. My nigga Lil Tempz luv u doggie! Keep your head up and if u ever need me I'm here 4 u. A big what's up to those I've banged with did time with came up with and hustled with, rocked stages with, and dropped heat with. They can't stop this. Stay Up N never let up !!!!! 🔥

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