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✨ "Crowned Alone" is a deeply emotional ballad about the silent price of chasing greatness.

From a young age, she dreamed of gold—of fame, success, and a life that sparkled. Determined and focused, she gave everything to reach the top. But in her climb, she left behind the people who once filled her world with love—her parents, her siblings, her friends. One by one, they faded into the background as her spotlight grew brighter.

Now she’s finally there. She has the fame, the throne, the glory she always imagined. But there’s no one left to share it with. Her parents are gone. She never built a family of her own. The calls stopped long ago. The applause is loud, but the silence in her heart is louder.

This song is a reflection on ambition, loss, and the haunting question: Was it worth it?

🎧 Raw, reflective, and poetic—Crowned Alone is for anyone who’s ever chased a dream and forgotten to look back.

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"Crowned Alone"

She dreamed in gold since she was young,
Of castles high and songs unsung.
A future bright, the world would see,
Her name in lights, where stars would be.

She chased her fate with hungry eyes,
Ignored the tears and faint goodbyes.
No time for friends or family calls,
Her vision stood above it all.

Now she's standing at the top,
The crowd below, the cheering won’t stop.
But there's no hand to hold tonight,
No voice to say, “You did it right.”
She got the world, the fame, the throne—
But somehow, she's still all alone.

Her mother’s smile, her father’s laugh,
Are fading echoes in the past.
Her siblings’ birthdays came and went,
While she climbed higher, ever bent.

The dinners missed, the calls declined,
She left those simpler things behind.
Success was loud, but love was still,
She reached the top, but lost the thrill.

Now she's standing at the top,
The crowd below, the cheering won’t stop.
But there's no hand to hold tonight,
No voice to say, “You did it right.”
She got the world, the fame, the throne—
But somehow, she's still all alone.

If she could turn the clocks around,
She'd trade the sky to touch the ground.
To hear her brother’s joke again,
To hold her sister’s child’s hand.

Now she's standing at the top,
But all the climbing made her drop—
The ones who mattered all along,
Were written out of her own song.
She got the world, the fame, the throne—
But in the end, she’s crowned alone.

She dreamed in gold since she was young...
But now she dreams of love she shunned.

Crowned Alone

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Esha Tewari

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