i fell into this empty place

The Last Message That I Wrote

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i know i can be a person 
that  gets hard to deal with 
dont know hwy you stay 
but im just glad you take the time to listen
god knows that i rly need it
if u make a promise, keep it
tell me what ur rly feeling
did u ever rly mean it?

you look so damn good 
when ur driving up 
tell me what you see
when u think of us
plese just say im right
when i think im what you want
is this rly what u want 
are you gunna give me up?

i still got so much left to talk abt
with you please dont go
please dont leave me now
i feel so alone when ur not around
when ur not around

youlooksogood<3 (prod. neverforever)

of my own design

songwriting & production by afterlife
mixing, mastering, & executive production by @fuckpraise

ig - @aarrghh

thanks to my friends & family, the ones listening & the ones gone
i love u all so much, goodnight

closer

25 songs for 25 years :)

these 25 tracks were made anywhere from 2020 to 2025.
i always enjoyed listening to them as private tracks on here, but i never felt like they could be released.
i've finally decided to share a good chunk of those songs in honor of my 25th birthday.
also, there's a good bit more where this came from. and, yes, i'll drop those at some point too :)

thank you for your support
i hope to start dropping a bit more consistently, despite life being rather busy

i also want to thank all of my family and friends (especially make family not friends lol) for everything they've done to support me over the years.
big shoutout to james gorczyca for giving me the courage to drop something like this, as i never thought any of these tracks would see the light of day.
ultimately, i wouldn't be where i am if it weren't for listeners like you, so i'm forever grateful for you as well.

once again, thank you all very much. i couldn't have done this without you.

cheers,
eric checks <3

Stream

idgaf (demo)

machine experiment 3 [versions]

DON’T LIKE ME 💁‍♀️ [PROD. AURA]

i can’t figure what you are
like a lycan living in the dark
could you find it ?
could you find your heart ?
could you find your heart tonight ?

something’s going
make your mind up
keep on searching
can you find your heart tonight ?
i been stuck in carbonite
so can we give it one more try ?
i know that you lost your light
so can you find your heart tonight ?

wait for me
break for me 
baby tell me where you’re going
we could be make believe
girl just don’t make me
keep on hoping

all of the time we spent
is it irrelevant 
could i redo all it
you’re where my heaven went
long nights make for shortfalls

i could find your heart if it’s something that you want
and i can break your walls if you’re done putting them up
or we can talk this out if you don’t think that it’s love
if you don’t think that it’s love

findurheart (tiresss)

i know the vocal is cutting i have no idea how that happened

Open Your Eyes

i dont think they'll ever really hear me

🝊 never better album out now 🝊
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/eskeisgone/never-better

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https://soundcloud.com/ashencvlt
prod. @eske_is_gone
all beats prod. by me unless it says otherwise

i fell into this empty place

eske is gone

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