prod me

and if you sink
it’s all my fault
every time i blink
you make the time stall, woah
my dreams go in a spiral
can’t find a way out
the path’s been washed away now
it’s been months since we’ve talked
and i’m right outside ur front door
calculating all the time that i gotta make up for
you close the blinds while the sun pours
remind me what im testing my luck for

i had a dream
bout u and me
i told u
you asked what it means
like u can barely hear my screams in the night
as i’m banging on the window
need some advice tired of crying to my pillow
5th avenue, im getting off
fuck google maps always getting lost
where did i go wrong
i sweat off my blush
now there’s a hole in my bag
i can’t turn back, i spent my last 20 to get here

and if you sink
it’s all my fault
every time i blink
you make the time stall, woah
my dreams go in a spiral
can’t find a way out
the path’s been washed away now
it’s been months since we’ve talked
and i’m right outside ur front door
calculating all the time that i gotta make up for
you close the blinds while the sun pours
remind me what im testing my luck for

earlier tonight, the first time that u tried
u went to open me the door
but then u shut it in my eyes
i don’t know what im waiting for
guess i thought you’d throw your wine on the floor
now i’m writhing in torment
keep pouring
know ur head hurts, just ignore it
i’ll forfeit 
forget my problems draining four fifths
will we be short lived
thought u said i was important 
recorded u talking different shifting formants
got lost, it took a cost
gotta log off
u had it wrong gotta unlearn everything u thought
don’t talk, don’t wanna remind me of what i forgot
so don’t bring him up that boy is gone
and u can say his name is wont turn around
already numb, there’s not much u can do to hurt me now
there’s no way u could tell just how i’d turn out
ur first doubt you had i thought u would drown

and if you sink
it’s all my fault
every time i blink
you make the time stall, woah
my dreams go in a spiral
can’t find a way out
the path’s been washed away now
it’s been months since we’ve talked
and i’m right outside ur front door
calculating all the time that i gotta make up for
you close the blinds while the sun pours
remind me what im testing my luck for
[repeat]

spiral

written & produced by valetical
(also https://x.com/euclicide/status/1757109291029266834 this is super sick :P)

lyrics:

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

i'm being haunted, i know that their watching my every move
stuck in my room, too afraid to go out and fight my fears
and i know you want what's best, but i'm scared of being left out
and i hate to make you feel bad but i'm only getting worse now

i sleep every night and i see that man in my dreams, he’s watching me i fear
do you believe in me? i watch my shadow move on its own, i’m scared
and i tried so hard, you don’t understand, how can i make my point clear?
and i’m changing more than you realize, i’m not who i was last year

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

(145.130)

haunt

Produced by @vampiremutual
Background Vocals & Mastering by @blackwinterwells
Started July 2023

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/11ig4KhZEzCyluoJEBQ3Nm?si=c3b38cb72c884106
Lyrics: https://genius.com/Elxnce-limerence-lyrics
Download: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/limerence

Limerence

A life full of charm 01: Bare the loss

the least i do is try to try
ignore the fade away from the corner of my light
Stuck within limbs and bones
Another passenger arrived

Stupid girl who has a lot to learn
cant pick and choose what you'd prefer
and make mistakes that leave their mark in the dirt
I can only hope im with the odds
permanent care or none
if it goes there i couldnt bare the loss

sometimes im scared of what we'd become
of course i miss u when ur gone
imagining im sitting by you its a one on one
its not the same through the phone 
i dont know where u came from
and i dont know where we'll go

whyd u fit the other side so well
make me believe we'll be alright
you've been my favorite thing no doubt 
uh huh hahaha
im deadset cus theres nobody like
baby you're my best friend for life 
lets go far out, lets go now

i'm trying to find something to follow
whether i would believe it or not
so if one of us happens to die tomorrow
we can keep more than memories to comfort us
okay i mainly hate the waiting when its so long
and then for once i didnt want the time to spare
i know that nothing guarentees i'll have some good luck
but if i go with u i would feel safe no matter where
i'd burn out every light and just trek along
or if u decide ur done liking me after all
they dont get it like i get it 
so mean and treat it like a joke
moving on from the out 

we speak quietly
putting me right to sleep
and im so sorry im not there
i shouldnt be afraid of it irrationally 
as long as u dont confirm fears
i wait for the minute u might not like
it comes apparent i'm just stuck i should let it go i was unprepared i was...
awake in the middle of the night because
we've been apart its not fair

whyd u fit the other side so well
make me believe we'll be alright
you've been my favorite thing no doubt 
uh huh hahaha
im deadset cus theres nobody like
baby you're my best friend for life 
lets go far out, lets go now
awake in the middle of the night 
because i like the way you keep me up
and who could blame me when i'm dreaming bout us
awake in the middle of the night because you call my name i think u must sleep talk or maybe u were dreaming bout us

Bare the loss

beat is a remake of @sketchywav song (GO LISTEN TO IT) big thanks 4 letting me post this sketchy

https://soundcloud.com/sketchywav/lets-go-somewhere

lyrics

shoutout soda thts my brother
40 melt him like he butter
dolce and gabbana only sign u see me under
always got it on me bullets flying get 2 cover
i js want a pint of tris its purple 4 the summer

all these drugs up in my backpack
seen ur stats i lapped that
nothing left 2 laugh at
name 1 thing im bad at
TOLD U u cant back that
all that talkin not gone help u bring ur dad back
n im posted in the lobby
rko him feel like @sanriorose
12g hit him where his body
apply pressure he get bodied
when u see me had u running
playin like u on me
skipped my way up 2 the top
yall could nvrr stop me

shoutout soda thts my brother
40 melt him like he butter
dolce and gabbana only sign u see me under
always got it on me bullets flying get 2 cover
i js want a pint of tris its purple 4 the summer

nvr liked u in the first place
pussy u been dead weight
cut ur fkin yappin
that shit leave me with a headache
think i sip a lil too much i-
i cnt even stand straight
catch me running fade??? 
u wont see me in the first place
n i hate u in the worst way
even on my worst day
nvr stooping 2 ur level
tainted u been dirty
i use the same flow again and again
and it still sound better than that shit u making with ur friends aye

u so ass u so ass woa
i made a song yea

this the last shit ima make for a min
if i come back and some of yall still ass ima be mad as fuck

conclusion prod me and sketchywav

[track2]
prod. me

lyrics:

you talk way too much
and i think that's embarrassing 
but i don't give a fuck
no, i don't even hear a thing

can we take it back to the start
broken glass inside a broken arm
can you show me how to fix a heart?
cause i know that you won't 

(i think)
you talk way too much
i think that's embarrassing 
but i don't give a fuck
no, i don't even hear a thing
(i think)
,,
did i say something wrong?
did i say something wrong?
tell me if i did
and i'll take it right back. 
(i think)

[+50/1]

i think

and when everything moves, can i catch up
up (x7)
and when i finally breakthrough, will i be stuck
stuck (x7)
and i'm so scared and confused cause it-
and when i finally hear news, i don't matter
(it's a recurring dream, where you call me, and i don't pick up and i'm the one in front this time x 2)
confused, confused, confused, confused, confused
confused, confused, confused, confused, confused,
head hurts, head hurts, head hurts, head hurts,
no
i'm so-, i'm so-, i'm so-, i'm so-,
no
love you, love, love, love you, love, love,
not news, not news, not news, not
stuck

disappointment + everything else you're scared of*

[track3]
prod. me

lyrics:

tell me that you love me
i tell my friends that i love them more
tell me that my life will change
destroy me to the core
(just make me feel)
-
upside down 
right side up
cant feel shit 
its been so long
its not enough
not enough
not enough to fix me

[-1]

outline(practice)

og song - https://soundcloud.com/yazida-essia/dazzled?si=6f40841b42cd4f52a3e5ed4e4225c574&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing 
prod. kiki @prodkbl + urs truly

dazzled - yazida + ashsocozy [KBL] (jersey club rmx)

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

(fuck)

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

now this is a story i don't wanna tell
it's like the end of a movie i haven't seen before
i've always lived for attention, why can't you see that?
i'm on my knees, begging for more

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
(was it something i did?)
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

(195.569)

war within

Out now on streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/simonm/settle

"you will never get what you want"
Originally recorded in 2021

dazzled - yazida + ashsocozy [KBL] (jersey club rmx)

espress:o

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