This beat tape is a sonic journey through the emotions that come with turning the page—new beginnings, quiet reflection, and the hunger for growth. Each track carries its own mood, from mellow introspection to raw motivation, painting the soundtrack of a fresh chapter. Let it play while you move forward

When You Need It

“Forget” is about the battle between your head and your heart after a breakup. It's that moment where you’ve deleted the texts, blocked the number, and tried to move on… but emotionally, you’re still stuck in the past. No matter how many people you meet or how many nights pass, the memory of that one person keeps showing up—in your dreams, in your habits, even in your silence.
The song’s deeper message is: some connections leave a permanent imprint, even when the relationship ends. The heart doesn’t have a delete button. So the track becomes this raw confession of trying to act like you’re over it… while knowing deep down, you never truly were.

Forget

[Verse 1 ]
You used to be my peace at night
Now I wake up reachin’ for your side
You say we grew apart with time,
But you still log in just to watch my life
I ain’t cheated, I ain’t lied
I was solid I was ride or die
Now you out dressin’ pain in pride
But your eyes still beg me not to try
He hold you, but you pull away
You still think ‘bout me when y’all lay
You don’t want me, but won’t set me free
You want control  not love from me

 [Chorus]
I just don’t get it
why You let me go, but won’t let me forget it
Say it’s done, but you still in my space
Girl, if it’s over, why you won’t let me escape?

 [Verse 2]
How you hate me but still watch my stories?
Act like you healed, but you still record me
Every time I move, you pull me back
You hate the truth, but you love the past
I ain’t bitter, I’m confused as hell
You burned the bridge, then wished me well
Keep your new man out my name
You still hold guilt when y’all do your thing
You post that smile like nothin’ wrong
Then text “I miss you” right before dawn
I stayed down, you changed the rules
Now I feel like the fool who kept it true

 [Bridge]
Girl, if you don’t want me, then why you here?
If I ain’t the one, then why you near?
You let me drown, but won’t let me swim
You let me go, but don’t let me win

 [Final Chorus]
I just don’t get it (nah)
Why you let me go, but won’t let me forget it? (no)
Say you don’t want love, but you still in my business (still in it)
Call me when you lonely like I’m still your forgiveness (every time)
I just don’t get it
You let me go, but won’t let me forget it
Say it’s done, but you still in my space
Girl, if it’s over, why you won’t let me escape?

I Just Don’t Get It

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I am That I am: A Cosmic Weastern Single

This song is me questioning how to truly love someone when I’ve been hurt, misunderstood, or left feeling empty in the past. It’s not just about romance—it's deeper than that. It’s me trying to figure out what love should look like, how to give it without losing myself, and how to trust again when my heart’s been guarded for so long. I’m not asking if I can love, but how—like, what does real love even mean when you’ve been through pain, silence, or betrayal?

It’s vulnerable, it’s raw, and it’s me searching for that balance between passion and peace… between giving my all and protecting my soul.

Love Within You

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