Does this remind anyone of i want you to eat my pancreas 😭🤧😭🤧😭😢😭💧😪😪🤧😭😢😭💀😭😢😪

Yall ever just dream bout you and your crush but they like you bff-

This tune was based off a Ghibli movie called “Spirited away” Btw

hi friends!! 
so... i'm finally officially releasing "Floating" 

i wrote this song back in 2017, which means it's been 4 whole years :O
when i wrote this song, i was in a very vulnerable place. i felt very socially anxious and doubted myself a lot, but writing this really allowed me to express myself and to this day i still somewhat relate to the lyrics i wrote back then. so i hope you enjoy this new and improved version of the song, and i also hope you can find some comfort in it the way i did when i first wrote it :')

a big thank you to Park Bird (@pivot1) for his production, and Luxid (@luxid_dream) for his mixing and mastering skills (and putting up with my crazy requests LOL). without them i wouldn't have been able to finish off this song or recreate it into the pretty ballad it is now :)

love chevy xo

p.s. more songs are being finished off as we speak! i hope you stick around for their releases as well <3 

cover art done by Phoebe! <3
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Lyrics: 

Am I enough
Or am I just a shame?
Should I go
Or should I stay?
Silence is creeping
Think of something to say
You stutter and mumble
Today's just not your day

They smile and laugh like people do
Yet you're standing there without clue

I'm floating away just like a balloon
I'm fit to burst
But they can't see that it’s you
They say they'll hold on tight
But is that really the truth?
If I'm let go now I'll just fade to blue

"How was your day?"
"It was fine I guess"
The words you say
Don't match what’s in your head
Do they like me?
Am I their friend?
Or am I a nuisance
That they have to attend?

They smile and laugh like people do
Yet you're still standing there without clue

I'm floating away just like a balloon
I'm fit to burst
But they can't see that it’s you
They say they'll hold on tight
But is that really the truth?
If I'm let go now I'll just fade to blue

Mmm
Mmm

Floating

LYRICS

hey pretty stranger
i think you look cute
can i get your number
i wanna know you

tell me your secrets
tell me your fears
nobody will notice
lets get outta here

hey girl don’t catch me looking
oh boy i caught you staring
what do you think of me
do you think of me

you got that new style
you wear that perfect smile
i’ll take you on a date
are you free saturday

and i-i-i think i like you
(i like you, i like you)
and i-i-i hope you do too 
(you do too, i like you)

hey pretty stranger 
i think you look cute
i don’t think i’ve ever
met someone like you 

people come and go 
but i’m here to stay
just call my name
we’ll be okay

hey girl don’t catch me looking
oh boy i caught you staring
what do you think of me
do you think of me

you got that new style
you wear that perfect smile
i’ll take you on a date
are you free saturday

and i-i-i think i like you
(i like you, i like you)
and i-i-i hope you do too 
(you do too, i like you)

your text

download (:

~and just like that the summer was over

Check Jinsang out at @jinsangbeats

Summer is Like a Dream

Fantasy

Download!

Fantasy(Prod. Jinsang)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1GXEKgiYpA3pPCPGg2q3y0

k-indie x lofi hiphop 

the magicians: 
@love-sadkid
@chriswrightotj
@ciikki

art: twitter.com/lordohsew

lyrics:

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어
(You never said that it hurt, said that I was your first
I didn’t know where we were going)

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지
(You never said that it was okay, said it would work out
and I just believed you)


This is me losing to the rapids
Take it back moving ever faster
Check front no never going backwards
I peep whatever is disaster
We fight we talk and make it up
You jumping ship when it gets rough
I can't ever just be enough for you, matter fact I can't even afford you
I saw the way you look at him
I seen ya eyes tryna hide ya thought
Wanted to get with the truth and ya lies were afoot
Keeping me down no matter how I fought
I noticed that the us in trust was the you and I in my suicide
Never going back, never check the past
Sorry's never matter, promises don't last
I know that the fire burning wasn't wrong but it's a perfect match
We were good for eachother so much that we burned to fast, left and we turned to ash
Iodine diet you made me salty just for fun
And throughout explainations of my expectations you could never learn to love

Oh we can't go from whence we came
I know that you won't try that hard
I'm wounded by my battle scars

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어
(You never said that it hurt, said that I was your first
I didn’t know where we were going)

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지
(You never said that it was okay, said it would work out
and I just believed you)

I think I might of spent my whole damn life in love with somebody, but
Hopelessly, you don't miss me, on the way back round to the house party
Made a stop at the store got whiskey galore, and I drink that shit till my eyes can't see
Broke down ice machine, always meant to be cold but I drink enough that it’s warm to bleed
You were warning me about bad decisions
But you made it worse in this bad religion
Like Scientology, high and gotta be mixing off of this bad addiction
Treat popping pills like a competition, when you popping off about how you miss him
I add her all up, some bad addition
My windows stuck on a old edition
Cause we been staring at the same shit but it don't look right to me
You cut my image out of your group photo, framed me for it, then blasted me
But I still feel like I can't ignore it
Flag wave in my face so casually
Don't wanna another casualty, and actually I'm so proud to see
That we came far enough from our home towns (hometown)
To see it for ourselves that it's going down (going down)
All up on your phone I been calling just to lay around
You don't wanna talk so I think I gotta say it now
I'm crazy for you

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어
(You never said that it hurt, said that I was your first
I didn’t know where we were going)

숨이 헐떡거릴 만큼 너는 뜨거웠고
멈춰지질 않아 참 곤란했었지
(You were hot and gasping for air
you didn’t stop and it was awkward)

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지
(You never said that it was okay, said it would work out
and I just believed you)

rhodes played live by the homie Steven

sample: CIKI - Baby Crush

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strangers (ft. love-sadKiD, Chris Wright, CIKI)

you were supposed to be here for a while

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~ lyrics ~

내가 너를 알게 되고
몇 번의 시시콜콜한 얘길 하고

조각나버린 병실처럼
멍하니 너를 기다리고 있어

그렇게도 저주하고
슬플 걸 알면서도

네가 날 구하러 와주길

다정한 목소리로 참 잘했다고
행복하게 잘 지내라며

우울하고 허전하고
여전히 네가 나를 잡을 것 같고

어젯밤도 지금 이 순간도
나만이 잠들지 못하는 것 같애

그렇게도 목을 매고
죽을 걸 알면서도

너는 날 버리지 않았지

다정한 목소리로 좋아한다고
행복하게 잘 지내자며

니가 내게 울먹이며 말을 해
미안해, 널 볼 수가 없다는 말에

이제 네가 보여서 널
안아야 하는데

왜 대신 들어오는 건
시퍼런 가위 뿐인가요

이제 네가 나의 눈을 가리네
태연해, 근데 자꾸 움츠러들 때

어떻게 널 원망해
지금도 우린 이어져 있고

그건 네 잘못이 아니잖아

이제야 필요없다 말하기엔 너무 늦었어
이미 새빨갛게 물든 나의 손목을 봐

언제부터 네 안에서 난 자꾸
견딜 수 없게 돼

이제껏 너는 나 뿐이라고 속삭였던 것도
내게 이름을 지어주곤 미소짓던 것도

다 안녕, 이 모든 게 다
잠깐 왔다 갈 사이였다고? 우리.

watch on youtube

CIKI - 사이

Sundial - Your Text

kirari futari

Khai Dreams - Fantasy (Free Download)

hii im back!! i thought i'd cover this song with my best friend @chevyha cause we both liked it a lot. when this is up ill be in america for three weeks and i hope its gonna be fun!! this should be on spotify in 2 weeks so i'll drop the link down here once it's up! stay comfy and i love u

Stream on Spotify!

best part ft. chevy.

Big thanks to 
https://soundcloud.com/milky_day
https://soundcloud.com/hayneshin

Frad & Hayne - fool (feat. Milky Day)

Artwork by Shirako
https://www.instagram.com/rakoshirako
https://twitter.com/rakoshirako
https://rakoshirako.com

chevy @chevyha
https://www.instagram.com/chiffonhaha
https://twitter.com/chiffonhaha

park bird @pivot1
https://www.instagram.com/parkbirdmusic
https://twitter.com/parkbird789789

Hey, it's been a while... haha...

This song is about having to say no to your friends after they invite you out to socialise because you have too many things to do. You tell yourself that today is the day you will get all your work done, but deep down you know this isn't true and you'll end up being lazy and procrastinating. The next day your friends ask you to come out again, but the same situation happens and you end up staying at home.

We hope that you can enjoy this song as much as we enjoyed making it. :)

Lyrics:

Sorry, sorry I don't think that I
Can make it to the plans we made
Something came up, I'm bogged down
Got so much work that I just found
A trip outside I can't allow
  
Maybe, maybe if I planned ahead
I'd feel a little more at ease
When I talk about my plans and why
I can't come out tonight
I laugh when I fall for my own lies

I can't leave my room (I can't leave my room)
I've got so many things that I gotta do
Checklist on the wall (the wall)
Oh you seem rather tall
 
I can't leave my room (I can't leave my room)
I made a daily schedule yesterday
Even if I missed the first thing on the list
And the hundred today got-to-do bits
I'm sure tomorrow's the day
I can't leave my room

You know, you know that I'm gonna try
But it seems that I've wasted time
See I lack in planning expertise
But excel in procrastinating
It's all on me

Please don't think that I don't care at all
If I could I’d be out that door
But you know that I've gotta stay
'Cause I've got too much on my plate
I said that yesterday

I can't leave my room (I can't leave my room)
I've got so many things that I gotta do
Checklist on the wall (the wall)
Oh you seem rather tall
 
I can't leave my room (I can't leave my room)
I made a daily schedule yesterday
Even if I missed the first thing on the list
And the hundred today got-to-do bits
I'm sure tomorrow's the day
I can't leave my room

I swear I swear I can't leave my room
Lah dah dee dah
Lah dah dee dah 
Oh oh

I Can't Leave My Room (w/ chevy & park bird)

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I’ll be putting the free download songs on my bandcamp account. 

Thank You.

Khai Dreams - Fantasy (Free Download)

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