Dragging Chains #FAV-2

[Intro]
It’s crawling in my veins,
Feeding on my pain…
This disease called depression —
It’s eating me alive again.

[Verse 1]
I wake up choking on my thoughts,
Another war I never fought.
A shadow feeds beneath my skin,
And I can’t tell where I begin.

Every heartbeat feels like rust,
My sanity’s fading into dust.
These voices scream inside my head,
“You’re better off gone, better off dead.”

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s a parasite in my mind,
Eating what it finds inside.
Can’t escape, can’t disguise,
This disease won’t let me hide.

[Chorus]
This disease called depression’s eating me alive,
Tearing my soul just to survive.
Every breath feels like a crime,
Trapped in hell, but I act fine.
Yeah, this disease called depression’s eating me alive,
Bleeding through the cracks I try to hide.
But I won’t break — I’ll fight this tide,
Even if it kills me inside.

[Verse 2]
I’ve got a smile that’s stitched and fake,
Hiding demons I can’t shake.
Every mirror shows my pain,
A stranger staring back again.

I tried to pray, but God went mute,
Faith feels hollow, pain feels true.
Every night’s a war, no peace in sight,
This disease just feeds on my fight.

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s in my bones, it’s in my chest,
Won’t let me sleep, won’t let me rest.
I’m drowning deep in my own mind,
Suffocating, still confined.

[Chorus]
This disease called depression’s eating me alive,
Scratching, clawing, I’m barely revived.
It feeds on fear, it drinks my tears,
Been fighting this monster for too many years.
Yeah, this disease called depression’s eating me alive,
But I’m still breathing — still gonna rise.
Burning pain keeps me defied,
I won’t let it decide my life.

[Bridge]
It whispers lies like lullabies,
Tells me comfort’s just disguise.
I bite my tongue, I bleed inside,
But I refuse to say goodbye.

You want my soul? Come take your shot,
I’ve lost too much to lose a lot.
This pain won’t own my final line —
I’ll turn this sickness into fire inside.

[Final Chorus]
This disease called depression’s eating me alive,
But I’ve learned to turn my pain to drive.
Every scar’s a war I’ve survived,
Every tear means I’m still alive.
Yeah, this disease called depression’s eating me alive,
But I’m the flame it can’t deprive.
I’ll burn brighter — I’ll stay defied,
Till this darkness finally dies.

[Outro]
It’s in my head, it’s in my soul…
But I’m still here, still in control.
This disease called depression —
Will never take my whole.

This Disease Called Depression

A slower tune and a sight of what's to come! Most likely can't access any of my older projects so there's months of finished tunes gone, I'll be happy to show what I can make from there on <3

Also listen on other platforms: https://fanlink.to/falling-apart

Stream

Falling Apart

Eclipsium

After Dark

Empire Of Steel (Young Medicine Remix) [feat. Scandroid]

Hey everyone! Me and my man Jax made a collab! We have worked super hard to get this song right. We hope you all like it!
DM me on discord for the project if you want to see how me and @heyimjax did this!

cover art done by: @heyimjax

FYI this song was my first collaboration!!

embers w/ jax

Empire Of Steel

Empire Of Steel (Martin Zeidner Remix) [feat. Scandroid]

Would you be our Cyberfriend?

#Cyberfriend #Cyberpunk

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Becko - Cyberfriend (The Forgotten Remix)

Another old project finally out. It's been done for over a year now, just collecting dust. Hopefully you like it. Download available.

Thanks to @ohthatkazuki once again!

Work

Silver Lining

After Dark (The Remixes)

Half-Life (Cyazon Remix) (Instrumental)

⪢ 𝘥𝘪𝘨𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘴𝘢𝘭𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥 
⪢ 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘦?

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Empire Of Steel (Young Medicine Remix) [feat. Scandroid]

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