i think im feeling it now just like you did </3

hope tonight ends in my dead body on a stretcher

(prod @copics)

october sucks but novembers cool,
we had a promise to keep but you
broke the rules, i remember last time
we talked that shit ended cruel, so
i'll see december as a month that makes
me look like a fool,

oh who, its you
oh who, oh its you
oh maybe is its you

can i ask why you split my brain into two,
late night walks yes i was thinking of you,
octobers breeze made your face turn blue,

so october sucks but novembers cool,
we had a promise to keep but you
broke the rules, i remember last time
we talked that shit ended cruel, so
i'll see december as a month that makes
me look like a fool,

oh who 3x,
oh its you
oh maybe its you

its you prod crayon

alex g
she took that picture
idk how she liked it

i don’t think she wants to see me anymore.mp4

oh sydney  
wont you
come to the giving tree tonight 
lies and secrets 
on a silver spoon 
you feed in my mind 
and i’ll eat them up 
in take ur stories  
 pretend that im blind 
ill still eat them willingly 
helps me pretend that ur mine 
cause i only really care that you are there
and no one will fight our peace 
and you may not love me 
but thats how u make it seem 
 when that joe can’t speak   
 and you just left back with me 
and your just left back with me
 cut your wrist 
and have your blood go and seep into mine
when you are missed 
 go to the back of my room 
hit up your shrine 
id cast spell 
to make everyone of ur tears 
turn to wine

don't cry ;~; soon ur tears will be wine 😁

a message to that 1 girl :( wsd on ALL PLATS

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna go nowhere
'Cause you're home to me
You are everywhere
And all I breathe is you
And I only care about us
Two peas in a pod, that's what we are
It's me and you

[Chorus]
You are everything
You are everything

[Verse 2]
I don't care what they have to say
They have no clues to say
It's miscommunicated by the fools who just
Like to hide away behind a screen
With lies that they give away

[Chorus]
It makes me scream
It makеs me scream

cover of no punctuation song by beabadoobee

prod. eve

this christmas as kinda sucks
and im out of luck 
n I dont know what to do 
this christmas as kinda sucks
n I got no one to even fuck
but youuuuuu ouuuuuut
this christmas as kinda sucks
n I got no one now
I don’t know what to do
my feelings fade away all this numbness
i can’t even feel this painnnnn

just another christmas :/

idk where tf this guy got the instrumental but i got it from this guy
https://soundcloud.com/user-523015242-267571034/break-for-you-rainy-alex-g?si=a504b137a3cf43ecad9f12ec87663ab1&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

hello 2014 (break cover by alex g)

ALL PLAYED BY ME
EVERYTHING BY ME
VOX GUITAR SYNTHS ANYTHING ELSE LIKE DRUMS
IF THERES DRUMS
THERE BY ME
EVERYTHING BY ME OK

empty demo

There are moments in our lives when we just do stuff without thinking. We simply follow our impulses in the search for “feeling alive”. 
But sometimes those impulses aren’t exactly the best idea. Sometimes they can even be harmful. 
So, this song is about exactly that. A bunch of metaphors that represent the silly, crazy and even dangerous things someone (me) can do just looking for a thrill to remind them that they’re alive. 

And it ends with a simple line that represents that moment when you look back and you think “oh… why did I do that?”

Here’s the lyrics:

Eager to feel something 
I do these really dumb things 
I play around with fire
And always end up burning myself 

Eager to feel something 
I climb, I run, I leap, I push
I fall and scrape my knees 
I hit my head real hard on the ground 

Eager to feel something 
I throw myself into the ocean 
I’m a terrible swimmer 
The lifeguard has to save me from drowning 

Eager to feel something 
I dare a train to chase and catch me 
I’m cackling as I run 
I’m anxious to see what’ll happen if I fall

Eager to feel something 
I set a tightrope in the sky
I walk it like a ragdoll
But I’m made of crystal, I’m fragile and weak

Eager to feel something 
I pump this poison into my veins 
I dance and dance around 
Until the moment I finally drop dead
Heavens help me… why am I this way?





Pd: if you’re into astrology the fact that I have Sagittarius moon might explain a lot.

hello 2014 (break cover by alex g)

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