Lit Songs #56

Collabed on this beat with @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
so i never wanna leave my bed, i stay lost up in my head
please do not disturb me you could wake me when im fuckin dead
guess im giving up thats why you always gettin left on read
dont talk to me dont hit me up im busy tryna get my bread

dont take my pulse cause i flatlined
i know youll leave just like last time
put on a show like its halftime
like im a poet but i cant rhyme

you never heard a flow so slow, guess ive given up completely but im vibin on the low, i dont got no energy for nothin keep your fuckin hoe, she be slidin in my DMs im depressed but she dont know

said she thought its just persona
said she thought it was an act
said she thought that id be happy cause im piling up these racks
said she plays all of my songs
said she listens to my tracks
said she wanna save me now before im never coming back

Shedontknow

shedontknow (prod. Gaia & HKFiftyOne)

More And Less

one of my favorite songs i've ever made. big shouts out to the homie guardin for getting on this with me!! check him out here:

soundcloud.com/guardinmusic

sample credits: https://soundcloud.com/yungcold

sad chill - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWgkYnqG4u4
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pfn_ugMCzmQ
静的 static - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1V_UlSTkw1k

california dreaming (feat. guardin)

Ｉ　ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＴＨＩＮＫ　ＴＨＥＹ　ＲＥＡＬＬＹ　ＣＡＲＥ

//いいんだよ//

sample is be kind by alex g

no amount of words could ever express my love for you guys. thank you so fucking much for every single comment, like, conversation, etc. i live for this music & to know i've got that much support behind me is insane. you blow my mind. i love you guys.

ＬＹＲＩＣＳ
https://genius.com/guardin-take-away-the-pain-lyrics

lyrics

take away the pain

ft: @barrenwaste
prod: @anobodyreally x @cpt_sad

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat

getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont care im just anxious
we got some plans to be famous
i dont know if i can take this
money good, but the paper faceless
im so useless, didnt choose this
feeling clueless, send me cute pics
like you used to
got a new life
that im getting used to
drunk in my room
like im Free Throw
in the back row
with my hopes up
and my head down low
man im stressed out
getting aquainted with all of my thoughts
hoping ill turn out to be who im not
grabbing a knife just to cut out the coms
my heart in the fridge where i ice out my head
my brain is a mess, id be better off dead
cant fight up the courge to end my own life
but find out the futures got reasons to live
i cannot go, but i wanna bail
burried in woes, to sorrow i hail
i drink from the veil just to swallow my tongue
maybe ill join up the 27 club

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat
getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont know if i can take this
all my life ive been faceless

yeah i did some things
i don’t want to say
same as for you
so it goes both ways
don’t need this high horse 
you rode on in
its been too fucking long
since you sang the same old song
to try to get my sing along
but don’t you ever try again
im sick of all this patience
that I’ve been always fading
and try to get back
but its never helping that
i can’t understand the relations
between you and i
theres nothing left
but there always something else
that I’m wondering 
why do you always come back
to try to get me in
inside my own head
to try to trick myself
to think i love you again
it always works somehow
until i realize 
its nothing that i want now
its nothing that i need
but you always try to 
convince me

Follow me <3

faceless (ft. barren) [prod. ʎpoqou x yesterday]

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

blackheartemoji

spotify

too long (ft. shinigami)

thanks so much to everyone for the love and support through making this. more coming soon. shout out to Brody for the beats, Andy for the heat, and Arlaina for the cover art.

180 degrees (prod. brody)

Baby girl don’t walk away
Wishing for tomorrow, today
Baby girl don’t walk away
Working for tomorrow, today

I know that this will kill me
You don’t know how it feels see
Baby girl don’t walk away
Wishing for tomorrow, today

There’s nothing in me really
Beneath the snow, I’m chilly
Baby girl don’t walk away
Wishing for tomorrow, today

I seek intrinsic happiness
I’m on the path of baphomets
The holes in my heart, cavernous
The blood is leaking, afference

I’ll show you where the magic is
Tripping harder than acid hits
The mushroom kingdom laughing it’s
Always fighting, so ravenous

I’m sick to my stomach
Starting to show in public
Broken soul, I want none of it
Venom leaks into my gullet

Happy on the day I die
Darkened soul, I seek demise
Body low, but I’m up high
I’m flying through an open sky

I know that this will kill me
You don’t know how it feels see
Baby girl don’t walk away
Wishing for tomorrow, today

There’s nothing in me really
Beneath the snow, I’m chilly
Baby girl don’t walk away
Wishing for tomorrow, today

follow fiftysix

don't walk away (prod. fiftysix)

This fightings beating up my soul
I know, you’ll never know
That without you, I’m not whole

And they always say I’m gonna blow
I’m dizzier than vertigo,
Just hold me tight and don’t let go

You threw my heart down the hole
I know, you’ll never know
That without you, I’m not whole

You’re gone and now I’m so cold
Dizzier than vertigo,
Held on tight, but let me go

You let me go
You let me go
You let me go

No stopping a plane that’s in the air
She’s going away, I sit and stare
Emotional days have me feeling despair
I’ll never forget you, I know you’re aware

Living life’s escaping death
Until it counts to my last breath
Demons lay my heart to rest
Beating stops from in my chest

It’s all gone now
Know you won’t come around
I’m fucking useless
Now stuck I’m soulbound

Meant more than life itself
Without you there’s no one else
Meant more than life itself

This fightings beating up my soul
I know, you’ll never know
That without you, I’m not whole

And they always say I’m gonna blow
I’m dizzier than vertigo,
Just hold me tight and don’t let go

You threw my heart down the hole
I know, you’ll never know
That without you, I’m not whole

You’re gone and now I’m so cold
Dizzier than vertigo,
Held on tight, but let me go

You let me go
You let me go
You let me go

twitter

you let me go (prod. misery)

Prod @tothegood
I'm just a fucked up kid, with some real bad skin
I throw up too much, spill my guts from within
I always feel sick, and my heart wrapped in sin
I don't wanna fit in, I just need some medicine

Sitting in my room I just can't think of you
Why you be so far and why you feeling blue
Feeling like I'm dead I know you feel it too
Wanna leave my body its just what I do

I been spendin all of my time tryna be an angel
But this darkness held within will kill me slow and painful
Cause we live fast and die young yeah but its fucking shameful
Way I talk to myself has been really hateful

Locked inside this old room with a gram
All that's left now I'm dead in the sand
Desert heat, a mirage on command
Leave me left for dead I black out on demand

fkdup (prod. tothegood)

feat. @softhert
prod. @softhert & @notmorgn

(guccihighwaters)
i got toxins running through my veins
keeping me alive but also eating at my brain
maybe i’m the one that fucked it up but girl you changed 
and i’m looking down the barrel when you aim

this time ill try for you
last time last time i died for you
but it’s all my fault
and i’ll take that blame
cause i’m too fucked up
I can’t feel my face
it’s all my fault
(yeah ill take that blame)
it’s all my fault
(i’ll change my ways)
it’s all my fault
it’s all my fault

(Ȿoftheart)
you a keepsake
imma keep you safe
imma hold on
till my bones break
i stay by my lonely 
most my homies out of state
i saw one the other day 
gotta say shit aint the same
dont know what you did to me
only hurts more when she tell me 
that she misses me
im just hers to you 
and your just his to me
save me pull me up and out my misery

(guccihighwaters)
we can’t fight forever
one of us is gonna fall
i’ll make sure it’s not you
keep you safe at all cost
i’ll make it all up
i’ll throw up my guts
if it means i’ll get a touch
if it means i’ll get a touch
(touch from you)
i promise that i'd be enough
(be enough for you)
if it means i’ll get a touch
(touch from you)
i promise that i'd be enough
(be enough for you)

(Ȿoftheart)
dont wanna hide anymore
dont wanna lie anymore
so sick of fighting
i don't wanna try anymore
so two faced
so double sided i swallow my pride every time that we talk
then send me off
you left a void in my life
and this music the only way i can fill up 
all the silence inside of my room
okay i'm gone
get what you want ill play dead
wont stop until ive made it
same shit
inside im screaming for help outside i dont say shit
save it
wish i could erase it
couldn't face it
uncomplacent

(guccihighwaters & Ȿoftheart)
this time ill try for you
last time last time i died for you
but it’s all my fault
and i’ll take that blame
cause i’m too fucked up
I can’t feel my face

(guccihighwaters)
it’s all my fault
(yeah ill take that blame)
it’s all my fault
(i’ll change my ways)
it’s all my fault
it’s all my fault

all my fault (feat. Softheart)

enjoy. 

prod. (@hkfiftyone2, @traviks, @cxldblxxd)

Lyrics

[HkFiftyOne]

Had too much to say I'll take it in the booth
Spittin flame you know I only speak the truth
Really fuckin hate it when you feelin blue
Used to make me smile but now youre frowning too

Feeling like I'm Oli switch like Majin Buu
Switch it up on beats i rock with Traviks too
I'm still laying bars you know its what I do
Tryna find myself I'm tryna get a clue

I dont wanna know if youre dead or alive
I just wanna get up and move on with my life
Blacking out on pills i sink into the floor
Yeah you said you hate me but i hate you more

[Esxovar]

I don't wanna know if your dead or alive 
I just wanna make my bands, catch you off my surprise
Look into my face, baby into my eyes 
Tell me that what you said was all just lies, yeah

Smoking all this dope on the daily 
Still in love with you that's a maybe
Still care about you, that's a maybe 
Do I still want you, that's a hell nah

I dont fuckin want you, anymore
Took you off the contacts of both my phone 
Poppin all these hydros, I lose control yeah 
I used to be sick you were my antidote 

Said youd never leave, but you left me
Scared of broke hearts, but your breaked me
Now I really hoping that you hate me
Hope the thought of me drives you cazy

Posting all these pics, it don't phaze me 
Blocked you off the gram, I don't wanna see your face b
Used me attention that's your craving
Said it wasint true, but you're faking

I've been really fuckin feeling empty lately
Snorting up the coke to forget you baby
I been doing all these drugs to forget you baby

ihateyoumore w/ hkfiftyone (@travikskun)

support: https://soundcloud.com/caspr

lyrics
i saw ur eyes in the shadow of my closet
i take it all, if i didn’t i woulda lost it
lots of x’s in my brain, i feel the cross hit
relaxed to the max in stacked fit

breaking hearts, like my shawty, do u feel me,
I’m fucked up, but its normal, u don’t feel me
don’t hate on the dream of a failure,
i just wish that i could just fly away forever.

waiting for the day i get to see her
she’s light itself, but im the reaper
darkness himself, lives inside me
i just wish that i could get these pills outside of me.

i saw ur eyes in the shadow of my closet
i take it all, if i didn’t i woulda lost it
lots of x’s in my brain, i feel the cross hit
relaxed to the max in stacked fit

shadow of my closet

shadow of my closet. (prod.caspr)

this song is a work of fiction ***

prod. @cxldblxxd + mixed by me
art direction @digitalyams

lyrics:
(its just he said she said.
just another reject, there's no end and then u said
im intense its just pretend)

but bitch ur ded tbh im fr 
im the noose around ur neck
in the car, im a wreck
yeah ur ded its a bet, but i fucking love u its
probably for the best

say it with my chest
wouldnt settle for less
all i know is stress in my fucking head

but bitch ur ded tbh im fr im fr
if we never get together imma kill u with a sledgehammer
kiss ur naked body imma throw up when the blood splatters
yeah ur ded its a bet, but i fucking love u its...

probably for the best
say it with my chest                                                       2x
wouldnt settle for less
all i know is stress in my fucking head

in the closet maybe underneath the bed
im the nail in ur step when ur foot turns red
in the car, im a wreck
im the noose around ur neck
fucking love you, its
probably for the best, say it with my chest

but bitch ur ded tbh im fr im fr
im the noose around ur neck
in the car, im a wreck
yeah ur ded its a bet, but i fucking love u its
probably for the best

im the monster in the closet maybe underneath the bed
im the nail in ur step when ur foot turns red
yeah ur ded its a bet, but i fucking love u its
probably for the best

bitch ur ded tbh im fr [prod. cxld blxxd]

Lyrics:
im a fuckin peice of shit, why you always gotta bitch
let me sleep in if i wanna, get the fuck up off my dick
know my mind is really sick cause i like it when you kick
-in me down cause i deserve it when i cant learn a new trick

im a dog, im a ghost, im the one you hate the most
im that toxic drink youre pouring raise me up propose a toast
this ones for all of the loosers, the forgotten, diagnosed
cause im one of you but im the king i really hate to boast

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of

i recorded all my verses, but im still dead like some hearses
and im trapped inside my body i feel like i need some nurses
i feel like i need some surgery, for all the shit thats hurting me
but im a ghost im never seen, i know that yall aint heard of me

write down in chalk, all the shit that i lost
while i run out the clock, just before it gets washed
know the year has been hard, got you down in the dark
cause the future is stark, that you 'bout to embark

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of
x2

i been living with the pain, yeah
but i know ill be okay, yeah
if you march right to your grave, yeah
nothing will ever be the same, without you

graves

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ihateyoumore w/ hkfiftyone (@travikskun)

Esxovar (traviks)

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