yo this is acc pretty dope this mans going off

Gloves Off [PROD. @LAVKAI]

LYRICS: 

Verse 1: (Lil Zar) 
Woke up again fucked up
I don’t think I can do this shit again
Memories of you haunt me
And my brain is constantly medicated 
I remember all the the times you hated 
When I said no 
I remember all the years wasted 
Tryna fix what’s broken 

Chorus: (Lil Zar) 
I can’t forget you 
Wish I could hate you
 If only you knew 
The damage you put me through 
You tugged at my heart strings for years 
Now I am held hostage by all of my fears 
These demons you left me 
Forever haunting me 

Both Zar & Hex:

You gave me PTSD!!!!

Verse 2: (Lil Hex)
And it fucked me up 
I was feeling better when I’m off the fuckin drugs 
So I blow away my feelings when I roll it up 
And I mix the Hennessy with cola in my cup 
Just to get drunk 
Fuck love 
Fuck love 
Ima need your ass to back up , back up 
I can’t trust another bitch that ain’t love enough 
Cuz when times we’re fuckin rough you ain’t help me up 
So it’s fuck love 
When I woke up 
I was wishing I could hate when you when I’m sober 
But I never could forget you if you notice we 
Cuz these demons haunting me like I’m a soldier 
Feeling so numb 

Chorus: (Lil Zar)

I can’t forget you 
Wish I could hate you
 If only you knew 
The damage you put me through 

You tugged at my heart strings for years 
Now I am held hostage by all of my fears 
These demons you left me 
Forever haunting me (2x)

PTSD ft. Lil Hex

This was my entry for Futuristic's One Take Contest 2018! Beat by AKT Aktion, recording and production by Hiram Hernandez of Earth Says Studios, lyrics and performance by myself.

Youtube link for Music Video! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oPHjeUK9SCU&t=1s

Lyrics:
i'm like a ghost in the room, 
nobody knows who i am
so i got something to prove
and nothing to lose,
holding my hope in the palm of my hand
carefully choose, how to adapt to the feel of the room
beat on a beat till its black and its blue
watch for the nodin heads, hands in the air
so i know that you approve.

filed my teeth into fangs
don't give a fuck why you came
i'll be the reason you stay
i know you feel what i say
no longer hiding the pain
burning the bridges i made
use 'em to light up the way
bright in the light of the day
shine in the middle of hate
loving the look on your face
bubbling up in a rage

Inactive activist
synapse collapses in reactive accidents
we can’t come back from this
redacted happiness

undress the applicant
from here we send em back again
shit holes for caskets
but we can’t be passionate 
unless the fact demands
an act of selfless managment
Lips pinned back in violent grins
hands preoccupied with tiny violins

Brooding while I brew my coffee
True this music made me cocky
Waxing like I trained Miagi 
Won’t somebody please come stop me 
Rapping like I caught a body
Drop it from the tipy topy
Watch it fall and hit the concrete 
Splatter mater keep it on beat

I cut to the chase quick,
i aint only come here for the payment.
Stepped in to put teeth to the pavement,
wrote this shit just to prove I could flow bitch

hold up let me catch my breath
easy when my skin is blessed
no knee planted on my chest
feel no need to stop and frisk

I should probably quit while I’m ahead
Might slip up and say some shit and wind up dead
think I pissed off talking heads
What’s a man to do?
sick of cake and needing bread 
I'm just tryna keep my family safe from feds
keep the sickly hands from round their neck

hands half raised in disrespect
insult to the intellect
stupid moves through you unchecked
circle glued to your butt crack

Red state blue state 
no one gives a fuck
just drink the Koolaid,
too fake, toupee, too late, 
we still hate what you made
you think you make planets move
with each shit you take
tiny hands on giant snow flakes
angry that they’re hungry
while we eat our steak
on blood stained gold plates

We think we’re unique
and safe from the trappings of history
so we just carry on in our disbelief
ay it’s a ok long as you’re ok with me, right?

One Take Contest

Lyrics and vocal performances by ETC and Eddie Wellz

Beat by Retnik Beats
Audio Production by Sullivan Audio Productions

Charlotte (Feat. Eddie Wellz)

DNT G2G (Prod. Lav Kai)

Some unreleased , Chopped & Screwed by Smilemore !

PRODUCED : PRODUCERSUNKNOWN

TURN U ON ( CHOPPED & SCREWED ) ( UNRELEASED )

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