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You were my sedative (Prod. rx808)

i have this scheduled so don’t expect responses for a few days 
I'm fine as of writing this i just cracked under the pressure

Lyrics:

speedometer capped at 135
press on the pedal with tears in my eyes
swear on that night i thought i woulda died
i woulda died
i woulda died
lady i guess it just wasn't my time
something's in store for me i realize
i'm not the type to go round n pick sides
go n pick sides
go n pick sides

talking to myself and my body on the weekend
i choose to go under i love the fucking deep end
i don't really feel it could u see it in my eyes
as i reach my breaking point i rlly realize
that i'm coming down the freeway at existential speeds
i'm not slowing down till the trees need a replant
as the windshield caves in i can taste the pesticides
and the grass punctures my skin as i shatter up my spine

it doesn't matter how ur feeling just grind

speedometer capped at 135
press on the pedal with tears in my eyes
swear on that night i thought i woulda died
i woulda died
i woulda died
lady i guess it just wasn't my time
something's in store for me i realize
i'm not the type to go round n pick sides
go n pick sides
go n pick sides

135 (canyouseetheghost)

shout out to @breckenford, @yungcray & @slashybitch for hopping on this!!

prod. by: @yagirlbunny

soul train w/  yungcray, FøRD & slashy

Prod @Sinxi

LYRICS 

Stop my heart
Dont fear this
Stuck all day
Cant see its
Too unclear
My feelings
Wont fade here
Im breathing
And im sleeping til my eden
Keeping distant
But you stay here
I been waiting
You wont change things
Just to fake things
Just to breath near
When im creeping dont be thinking
That im drinking and Im safe here
Cuz im dreaming about dying all the time
You dont like on what im thinking all the time
All the time you wont ever say
Cold fresh air
Vomit pitch black
Im back
Two seconds
Might just relapse
My last
Im checking all of my thoughts on facts
No guessing
Got me on form like that
Too bad
Shawty moving like a trackstar
Way she throw it back
Living life Im not gon act hard
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at

So frail
Snap my life in two
I guess im too stale
Pick up all my ounce in my lungs
Keep me in the back til im done
Cuz I been breathing for a long while
Too bad
Shawty moving like a trackstar
Way she throw it back
Living life Im not gon act hard
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at make a fucking move

Got my fucking signs
I dont wanna lie
Darling girl your fine
But i dont wanna do this again
She wont like the way that i am
Cuz i be sending it to voicemail

So frail
Snap my life in two
I guess im too stale
Pick up all my ounce in my lungs
Keep me in the back til im done
Cuz I been breathing for a long while
Too bad
Shawty moving like a trackstar
Way she throw it back
Living life Im not gon act hard
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at make a fucking move

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VOICEMAIL

produced: tiedforsilver
feat: greenwood 
artwork: my amazing gf <3

lyrics:

( i would give anything to walk by your side again, alone my hands are trembling and i would make the sun drown)

i would give anything
to walk by your side again
the loneliness is dragging me 
further in the dark and now i cannot pretend 
that i can take the suffering
when your not around i’d rather be dust in the wind
alone my hands are trembling
i would make the sun drown to bring you back my friend

(greenwood)

keep you safe, i don't know if i can manage
i whip it fast, sip it slow, its fucking static
guess you were right, never more than just an addict
i compensate, i overdo it fucking manic

all of that in my life though
i just really wanna go home
call you drunk from your friends phone
straight passing out at the dial tone
i don't what this life's worth
guess i don't see what you see (don't know what you mean)
nothing ever came easy when i'm face down in the deep

compensate i never get it right
run it different in my head like just the other night
see the mist and all the people on the other side
i know you're there and i don't even have to wonder

(epitome)

i do not have the time, nor a good alibi 
to explain why, how nothings been going right
i could roll the dice, but that would waste the time
of you and i, no need to try to chance it now

this loneliness as left a frown
on my face, it’s dragging me down
to the ground, now underneath where i can’t even hear a sound

i would give anything
to walk by your side again
the loneliness is dragging me 
further in the dark and now i cannot pretend 
that i can take the suffering
when your not around i’d rather be dust in the wind
alone my hands are trembling
i would make the sun drown to bring you back my friend

i would make the sun drown w/ greenwood (tiedforsilver)

produced by nate2timez, boyfifty, & lxst boy

-lyrics-
don't speak, you've got nothing to say
you'll leave on another rainy day
say you'll change but you always stay the same
in the deep dark, I don't wanna

I don't wanna save the day, you don't appreciate 
anything I do for you
and I don't wanna say goodnight, knowing you're with him right now
girl, oh good for you
say we'll work it out then we end up here again
you'll just embarrass me in the end
and I don't wanna save the day, you don't appreciate anything I do for you

back and forth again
losing lots of sleep
I cannot pretend
I just make-believe
that everything is fine
then I look underneath
all the petty lies
then you decide to leave
I need me some air
if you wanna fight then baby fight fair
say that you hate me then expect me to care
yeah, how do you expect me to care?

I don't wanna save the day, you don't appreciate 
anything I do for you
and I don't wanna say goodnight, knowing you're with him right now
girl, oh good for you
say we'll work it out then we end up here again
you'll just embarrass me in the end
and I don't wanna save the day, you don't appreciate anything I do for you

huh
deep dark with my eyes closed
got caught in the wind by the cyclone
and i got the time but how would i know?
i never drop my songs it’s a cycle
and if i called right now would you answer?
cause you dodge my texts every single time
i write bout you, every single line
hits hard like drums from nate2timez
i hate the guys you always used to talk bout
thinking back, red flags better back out
lights out yeah i feel i’m boutta black out
“giving tree” hitting your line, where you at now?
i don’t wanna know what it takes
i don’t wanna know what you’re taking away
i cannot fake what i feel in my brain
heart in my hands better take it away

(don't speak, you've got nothing to say
you'll leave on another rainy day
say you'll change but you always stay the same
in the deep dark, I don't wanna
I don't wanna save the day, you don't appreciate 
anything I do for you
and I don't wanna say goodnight, knowing you're with him right now
girl, oh good for you)

the deep dark

prod. ?

lyrics:
I thought there was a chance that you'd come back again
Does this mean its over? My brain can't comprehend 
Waiting by the screen, this can't be reality
Almost 23, is there no one for me?

I'm having a smoke
And drinking my jack and coke
Telling some jokes
This is how the punchline goes

I wonder how it feels to be missed
Seems like it's easy to forget I exist
Putting up a wall made of cement and bricks
Cause its easier to block it out than to deal with it (x2) 

havens perspective:

You always said you'd come back to me
It's hard to believe this is happening 

I wish this could just be a dream
and the next morning you'd be next to me 

Oh how I loved you so 
but you let me go way too soon
and I wasn't ready to say goodbye to you

scorpio:

I wonder how it feels to be missed
Seems like it's easy to forget I exist
Putting up a wall made of cement and bricks
Cause its easier to block it out than to deal with it (x2)

But would I do it all again? If I knew how it ended? 
But would I do it all again? If I knew how it ended?

cement and bricks (feat. Havens Perspective)

wakin up to sirens screams
the higher ones indicted me
mercy deaths a glorious scene
but they tie me up and shackle my feet

dont pull up u dont wanna test this
if u pull up u must got a deathwish
you see me biting down n feel ur flesh rip
i cant guarantee that youll be dead quick

i might end my life i dont need it
dont cauterize when i bleed it
this aint do or die
its a suicide
when you bite the hand thats been feedin

baby why is you fiendin
you can calm it down a bit
pretty soon ill be leavin
you can call another bitch
i take shit as i see it
ill take this for what it is
we dont need no meetin
you need intervention bitch

like a mothafuckin quickscope (x)
i aint one to be makin problems nah i break em down n i fix those
been steady goin up like crypto
make that boy feel like eric way he show up dead on arrival

if this a fight i win the title
everybody tryna ride my wave this bitch been goin tidal 
we race for pinks so pass the title
damn the girl is getting way too sick this bitch is viral

face it
bitch i make you anxious
jaded
faded
dont fuck wit no lame bitch
u aint it
u aint shit
i wont be complacent
ur toxic
contagious
dont know how to take this

wakin up to sirens screams
the higher ones indicted me
mercy deaths a glorious scene
but they tie me up and shackle my feet

i miss autumn

bleed it

bleed it (yunnygoldz)

Bros before… Something, something… I can’t remember…

Back to Forever

loveisaac -
baby i cant seem to conjure up
a single reason why you always seem to hate my guts
damn i thought that you had thought of us
i could walk across the world it still wont be enough

yea you got me down on my knees
youre so inconsistent and youre never picking me

i think i should go to sleep
yea youre not beside me
but ill see you in my dreams

yea youre never picking me
if i had it my way baby youd be in sheets

ha i cant seem to conjure up
a single reason why you always fucking hate my guts

huh damn you really broke my trust
call me crazy but i might just go kill both of us

will i ever be enough? x4
i dont think that im enough
damn i hate being in love

Smile4me -
yeah i don't fw that shit
in the store im posted wit my glick
outside posted wit the clique
outside posted wit yo chick

yeah i gotta get the bands up, i just went n hit a lick
i pour a duce in the fanta, i just wanna take a sip
yuh try again we get u hit
gun out the window then dip

i can't seem to talk 2 u when im gettin drunk
i think i might want u imma test my luck
don't kno if i feel u don't kno if i am in love

cus in my head we is just fuckin
cus ik u tryna turn this into something

i just can't stay patient when ur so hot and i want it
cus my first thought is how you'd look at me when ur cumming
n i just wanna know if i can rlly make u horny
n all these thoughts yeah u heard them

Loveisaac + Smile4me -
i can't seem to conjure up
(too afaid)
a single reason why i shouldn't go n spill my guts
(don't know what to say)
i think thats whats best for us
(what 2 do)
i think thats whats best for us
(its all for u)

Smile4me -
girl its all for u
all 4 u
u can arrange that however idc

bleed it (yunnygoldz)

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