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you said it too many times 
to everybody else it’s got no meaning left 
I don’t wanna close the distance 
I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this 

(Decks)
i’ve been having a hard time adjustin
i don’t want it to amount to nothin
you unravel the spite and corruption
i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction
i, been holding on
nothing falling past the point
i took too long
i saw the problem with the story
all along
i wouldn’t have done that if i knew
how i was ending up
why? a troubled thought
gotta leave this fuckin town
i been here too long
if i heard what u had said
i wouldn’t be movin on
all the stars are burning out,
all my wishes gone
its far too often
my conscience
makes me regret the topic
i’m too anxious
over nothin
is this why im still stuck here?

murder the man but not the memory
east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me
far along the shoreline
i cant sit and waste my time x2


I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this

unabashedly bashing my head in ft. decks (Irby)

lakeshore blvd
quiet home and an old white car
couple tire tracks in the front yard
right across from the baseball park

i feel seventeen again 
the night never feels like it ends
i've fallen headfirst and all i can think
how did we get here, and why did it take so long
you are the love of my life
you're the reason i still breathe
and i still hope that this will be more than just likely 
let spring paint our town
i'll do it again, i won't let you down 

you're sick of the city i know
i can tell that you feel alone
i envsion a world where we were younger
i know you know what it's like to be cold
pick a road and we'll drive to the end
we'll make a home wherever we land
theres not much more left for us to go 
so for the night will you hold my hand

you are the light as it cuts through the trees
you are the power to buckle my knees
you are the song that i hear when i sing
you are i in everything

its not a hope but a knowing
of how things will change
that keeps us still going
towards our shared name

i wanna find a life with you
i wanna peacefully die in your view
bear witness to what we have made
show our love in everything 

and you're the moment that i come home
and the scent of a well cooked meal 
you are the dawn when i've only known dark
you are the light in every star 

(and this could only be for you)

oh you're sick of the city i know
i hope you know that you have a home
for forever it feels like i've known you
the best chapter of my life is with you
i will never turn you away
refrain from disgracing your name
it is only us this life
so to you i'll give mine

lakeshore blvd

lyrics:

i know who u are
can u see my scars?
is it a maybe?
ur driving me crazy
i wear sweaters and hoodies
to cover my scars
oh my gosh i’m lazy
i don’t give a fuck
oh and i’m trapped in ur backseat trying to get out
why would u trap me
i won’t leave
oh u messed up
u won’t get apology
trapped in my own thoughts
i’m anxious and it’s tiring
u rlly fucked up
now you’ll see a part of me
i keep him locked up
and now he’s unleashed
i wear sweaters and hoodies to cover my scars x2
 
u don’t care about me
i’m left in the dark
all my thoughts surrounding 
i’m left here to rot
all my friends are playing, toying with my heart
don’t care if it’s a joke, u took it too far

do i ever lie and say ur not the one
no i don’t, i always say that ur the one for me
i’m in my own head, i’m crying
yea i swear it’s blasphemy 
don’t try to pat me on my shoulder
yea ur the enemy
u cannot tell me that it’s over
yea ur a fucking beast 
u don’t care about my feelings, u don’t care about me
i’m a new man, i’m not the same from 23
u think it’s funny when u lie to my face and then u cheat like

sweaters & hoodies (p. nevrfall)

lyrics


i just sealed my own death
time to turn back
i cant live inside your head
im just left out but im blessed
i cannot die
but i get close when on these meds

im on my own now
oh i know
its ok love, ill see it thru
i cant be left inside the snow
i must push thru now all alone

take it back
take in what u said now
want it bad
but i dont want it near enough 
on attack
i cant change
my soul is firm
what u lack
vs what i know u need from me

this my final departure 
ill see u gain soon
i take back my words
but leave what i knew
i live inbetween heaven and hell
but when i return
ill come back for myself

i will see it through

zero suit (prod. mackk)

Hokkaido @Kenzee

i think u shld take 5
you could take lives wit this bassline
fuckin on ur shawty when u hit her up on facetime

this shit take time
started from the bottom not the baseline
dont know how to face my
dont know how to face my

problems
if everybody got em,
why the fuck has nobody figured out to solve em?
tippin back chemicals im mixin em up wit solvents
take another down im tryna meet god up my tolerance

i cant tolerate the shit u do n boy u do 2 much
bitch im feelin like madea keep a toolie in my clutch
u cant always use ur mental problems as a fuckin crutch
once karma comes to get ur ass youll see the person uve become

or the person that i guess u always were
all im hearin's fuckin bullshit i cant understand a word
im the one that fuckin stands out ur another in the herd
give a fuck bout what i do not what they say or what u heard

take5_freestyle

take5_freestyle (byriii)

boy i got my money up u got ur funny up thats bitch shit
passin out on oxy but i swear im not addicted
noddin off heavy headed headbutt you yo head dented
tyler1 wit the headphones on oh no he didnt

boy u think u funny but u never got my ass to laugh
only joke u ever told was music where yo plays b at?
everybody hates you in the scene boy im just statin fax
remember when you started talkin shit n tried to take it back?

boy i got my money up u got ur funny up thats bitch shit
passin out on oxy but i swear im not addicted
noddin off heavy headed headbutt you yo head dented
tyler1 wit the headphones on oh no he didnt

boy u think u funny but u never got my ass to laugh
only joke u ever told was music where yo plays b at?
everybody hates you in the scene boy im just statin fax
remember when you started talkin shit n tried to take it back?

boy u think u funny but u never got my ass to laugh
only joke u ever told was music where yo plays b at?
noddin off heavy headed headbutt you yo head dented
tyler1 wit the headphones on oh no he didnt

take5_freestyle (byriii)

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