Credits:
Artist - Claire 
Backup singer - Zi Yu
Songwriter - Zi Yu, Le-Ann, Mikhaela 
Producer - Ethan 
Arranger - Ethan, Le-Ann 


Bitter

I remember when you told me that you’d hold me tight 
Were they really all just lies  
I remember all the times we would kiss and fight
Now i'm staying up at night
Hoping you'd be closer, a little warmer, a little something that lasts “forever” 
Should've stayed sober, now it’s all sour 

Waiting in silence, louder than sirens 
No matter where you go I’ll be
Waiting through phases, clouded by faces,
Hung on your lips though I know it 

Tastes so bitter, bitter, bitter
Better if I’m the
Villain, villain, the villain 
Wish I could pull the trigger 
But the sugar on your fingers
Made me feel so bitter, bitter, bitter, yeah 

Everybody tried to warn me but honestly I’d rather risk it all 
Risk it all, running back to you, you

Waiting in silence, louder than sirens 
No matter where you go I’ll be
Waiting through phases, clouded by faces,
Hung on your lips though I know it 

Tastes so bitter
Tastes so bitter
Better if I’m the
Villain, villain, the villain 
Wish I could pull the trigger 
But the sugar on your fingers
Made me feel so bitter, bitter, bitter, yeah 

I know I can’t help it but (bitter, bitter, bitter) 
I know I can’t help (better if i’m the villain)
I know I can’t help it but (villain, the villain) 
I know I can’t help (wish I could pull the trigger)
I know I can’t help it but (but the sugar on your fingers) 
I know I can’t help it (made me feel so)
I know I can’t help it but 
I know I can’t help it (tastes so bitter, bitter)

Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

Bitter

LUCAS - Production, Mixing, Mastering

ANGELA - Vocals

XIN HUI - Piano

MOE SUNY - Songwriting

SHANE - Production, you’ll see ;)


Lyrics:
ooooh ooooh ooooh

Eh you got me in love, baby got me in love
I cant get em to leave me alone
Remind myself, one touch and I know I’ll surrender 
Must I confess, your love is the one I remember 

And I cant hide
Devil in his eyes
Always on my mind
Make me go blind in the moonlight 

Oh I cant lie, when I’m with you I lose myself
Everynight, there goes all of my self respect
Happiness, only lasts, when I’m in your arms 
I cant lie, when Im with you I lose myself

Baby im addicted to you
You are like the darah dalam hati aku (say yes)
Bending over backwards for you
Macam ponti anak kejar-kejar kamu (say yes)
My heart is locked behind your door
So can I get lost in yours (say yes)
Give me your heart, I’ll give you more, 
And we can go lovin till 4am

Oh I cant lie, when Im with you I lose myself
Everynight, there goes all of my self respect
Happiness, only lasts, when Im in your arms 
I cant lie, when Im with you I lose myself

Eh you got me in love, baby got me in love
I cant get em to leave me alone
Remind myself, one touch and I know I’ll surrender 
Must I confess, your love is the one I remember

LOSE MYSELF (Angela)

Vocals: Shane
Guitar, Lyrics: Crisdean
Bass, Piano: Isaac
Guitar: Joshua
Drums, Mixing: Emmanuel
Composition: Us

Verse 1:
I can’t explain, it’s all not the same.
I never wanted to tell you anything at all.
You never left me, you just disappeared,
from my life it’s making me go insane.

pre chorus:
maybe if I could, I shouldn’t even try
to give you a chance, it’s something I’ll never try
but all of these feelings, is something I just can’t deny

chorus:
It’s YOU I don’t ever wanna see,
don’t MAKE me want to disappear.
maybe I’m just a lil close to the edge,
being someone I don’t wanna be 
I’m no other option for you, 
you don’t have a reason to choose me,
‘cause I’m not another fish in the sea

verse 2:
I can’t explain, it’s all not the same.
you're putting me on the edge, 
don’t ever say my name again.
I’m playing a game of chess, and i’m losing it hard enough,
to understand what makes me tough

pre chorus:
maybe if I could, I shouldn’t even try
to give you a chance, it’s something I’ll never try
but all of these feelings, is something I just can’t deny

chorus:
It’s YOU I don’t ever wanna see,
don’t MAKE me want to disappear.
maybe I’m just a lil close to the edge,
being someone I don’t wanna be 
I’m no other option for you, 
you don’t have a reason to choose me,
‘cause I’m not another fish in the sea

last chorus:
it’s me you don’t ever wanna see,
I’ll make you want to disappear.
maybe you’re just a lil close to the edge,
being someone you don’t wanna be 
you’re no other option for me 
I don’t have a reason to choose you,
‘cause you’re just another fish in the sea
‘cause you’re just another fish in the sea
‘cause you’re just another fish in the sea
‘cause you’re just another fish in the sea
‘cause you’re just another fish in the sea

Fish In The Sea

KAI STREET POETRY
I dont blame if things don't stay 
Dishing out money when it hits my pay
Staring allat brokes, mandem working minimum wage
My body strapped with 40s 
Talk more and my gun’s reloading 
The road might be rocky, no biggie, be asap ‘cause it's ferrari 
‘Where's your ice? You a fraud” no I left them in my mansion
Got my apartments as retirement now I call it wealth and pension
we gon take a trip to venus and tour around uranus
Book the flight 
Now we head off for departure

ARQUESH STREET POETRY
two girls in my bed man ya alrd know
thats how we move thats how we flow
ones ur girl and your bloodlines hoe
look so dumb when i come up
im so high when i turn up
all these bitches lay in frunnamee 
like a football teams line up
im so high ya cant reach me
u fell off like G-Eazy
Im divine i split the sea
the bible got nothin on me
you hate me you wna be me
your attitude its peasantry
and u feelin like u diddy but ur itty bitty needy thinkin u gettin the pussy but the reality shows it

ADITYA STREET POETRY
got the lambo stuck in a tree 
while you taking the mrt 
Got a, Fairchild 670
got these ho’s, looking at me 
got all these diamonds and gold
You know they just jealous ouf (of) 
Me That's how you know my money heavy 
Half of her cheek’s weight in kg
Got dat dough from my mommy 
To spend it all on big parties
 Where the lengs ask for my number
Brought the bitches to my penthouse
 Let all out that I pent up 
Sent her back With the cash
In the crack In her ass and a slap On her rack and a speck On her neck 
AND I CRASH OUT

DEPRESSED TALKS
You know i don't feel right 
the sunrise don't shine 
i need someone on my side (on my side)
I was on the curbside selling sweets 
people buying now i'm in my suite   
flying first class i deserved my seat (on my seat)
the days that gone by 
memories are getting undefined 
I'm stuck with an illness
Antidote (pass me antidote)

Credit 
Rappers: Kai Xiang, arquesh, Aditya 
Production: Aditya, Kai Xiang
Piano: Christopher

MONEY TALKS

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Thanks Russel for drawing over cool escalator photo. Bro needs more money @ocelotts on instagram

a very long escalator ride to the other floor

V1:
I can’t go back to what we had
Remembering, the memories
Don’t fall asleep you’ll fall in deep
No time to mourn
No one to hold
I’m by your side you’ll be alright
Nevermind, you were never mine


Pre:
Please don’t let go of me
Stay where we used to be
Nothing’s real it seems
Can we stay where we used to be?

Chorus:
We had it all
Dry your tears and take the fall
We’re not in misery
You’re not who you’re supposed to be

Verse 2:
Should I forget
All that we’ve said
How could you lie to these red-rimmed eyes
I hold my smile til’ you’re out of sight

Chorus:
We had it all
Dry your tears and take the fall
We’re not in misery
You’re not who you’re supposed to be

Solo

Bridge:
I’m tangled in the thread of our broken past
In the shadows of this town I’m losing ground

Soft Chorus:
We had it all
Dry your tears and take the fall
We’re not in misery
You’re not who you’re supposed to be

Chorus:
We had it all
Dry your tears and take the fall
We’re not in misery
You’re not who you’re supposed to be

Credits:
Electric Guitar sessionist and arranger: Isyraf Dean
Bass sessionist and arranger: Isaac Ng
Drums sessionist and arranger: Lucas Chang
Lyricist and Composer: Julia Lauren
Vocalist: Shane Chen
Mixer: Isaiah Teo

All Not Misery POD B

Songwriting: Le-Ann, Ziyu, Joo
Arrangement: Le-Ann, Ethan, Liyue, Matthew, Lucas 
Recording Engineer & Mix: Isaiah, Ethan
Vocals & Vox arrangement: Claire 
Instrumentalist: Liyue, Ethan, Matthew, Lucas

VERSE 
everywhere i walk i see
everyone just staring at me like 
cover up, hide away from your eyes 

wonder why i cant believe
in myself like i’m asleep 
run away from the gaze of your eyes   

PRE
as times goes on 
and i move on 
your mistakes are part of me 
and i'll walk on
the bridge i’ve drawn 
it's the path that’s paved for me 

CHORUS
if it's all meant to be  
then i will let fate say it’s piece 
nothing is as it seems 
it’ll depend on you and me 
why wont you hear it now hear it now 
leave it to fate now fate now 
it's not over
the spark ignites now  

POST CHORUS
the spark ignites now  
the spark ignites now  
 
VERSE 2
stuck in a haze
i’m tryna find my place 
can’t shy away 
these feelings are hard to change  

CHORUS
if it's all meant to be  
then i will let fate say it’s piece 
nothing is as it seems 
it’ll depend on you and me 
why wont you hear it now hear it now 
leave it to fate now fate now 
it's not over 
the spark ignites now  

BRIDGE
i found my pace
don't need you to show me your way 
i know i’ll break these chains  
the mistakes that i’ve made
will go a long way   
ill hold on to what’s meant to stay, to stay

CHORUS
if it's all meant to be  
then i will let fate say it’s piece 
nothing is as it seems 
it’ll depend on you and me 
why wont you hear it now hear it now 
leave it to fate now fate now 
it's not over 
the spark ignites now  

POST CHORUS
the spark ignites now  
the spark ignites now

SPARKS IGNITE

Psalm 51: 15-17 
Open my lips, Lord, and my mouth will declare your praise. 16 You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it; you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings. 17 My sacrifice, O God, is a broken spirit;     a broken and contrite heart you, God, will not despise.

Lyrics: 
Verse 1
Elohim Adonai
El Shaddai, the Prince of Peace
Comforter, the great I Am
The cornerstone, my God and King

Chorus 
The weight of all my sins
Cast away by Your cross for me
So why should I exist if not to bring You praise
If not to bring You worship

Verse 2
Gentle Lamb, Emmanuel 
Love abounds in oceans deep
Daily bread, Your kingdom come
You’re all my portion
You’re all I need 

Chorus 
The weight of all my sins
Cast away by Your cross for me
So why should I exist 
If not to bring You praise
If not to bring You worship
If not to bring You praise
If not to bring You worship

Verse 3 x2
Calvary’s cross Your place of death 
Where stood Your rugged cross
Now stands Your way
Sin and death held its breath
As they breathed their last
No more they were 

Chorus x2
The weight of all my sins
Cast away by Your cross for me
So why should I exist if not to bring You praise
If not to bring You worship

If not to bring You praise
If not to bring You worship

Credits:
Composer: Joash
Arranger: Joash, Noah
Main Vocalist: Regina
Backup: Noah
Electric Guitarist: Sam Wan
Bassist: Jtan
Acoustic guitarist: Noah
Keys: Mark
Pads: Tiffany 
Organ+ Synths: Joash 
Drums: Melvin (Muffin)
Choir: Ange, Leo (I breathe), Joo, Joash, Claire
Recording/Mix Engineers: Bryan, Joash and Pally :))

Special thanks to Angela, Josh, and BRMC for providing the mics and equipment. Hall reverb is immaculate. 
Recorded live in BRMC.

If Not,

shoegaze
vox- claire
bass- rifqy
drums-lucas
guitar mix master production-isaiah
aria-aria

from mistakes
January has gone to waste
dont lose faith
time heals all in may 
count the days
not much longer 
til youll be okay
dont be dazed
one more day


I saw you again
those febuary blues
they fade away
the stars aligned 
accept my fate
one day
up on rooftops
I saw you again
the rest is history

breathe in breathe out
cant you see 
my remedy is you

alwaystrustaria (POD FINAL VER)

Ceļš tukšs, vilcieni un lidmašīnas kļūst par simboliem sapņiem, kas reiz sākās, bet nekad īsti nebeidzas. Dziesma ir par kustību un gaidīšanu, par ilūzijām un realitāti — par mūsu Baltijas ceļu, kur stāsts atkārtojas, bet beigu nav. “Nekad Beigas” ir kā viļņi, kas sitas pret Baltijas krastiem — mūžīgi, nepārtraukti. Tā ir dziesma par cilvēkiem, kuri stāv, gaida un cīnās, lai atrastu savu vietu laikā, kas vienmēr skrien tālāk.

Nekad Beigas - Vudmena Evika

Piano, Hip Hop, Lo-Fi, Blues, Hip-Hop, Uplifting, Rap,

Plays In The Rain

"It's all a working process." There isn't a really an end to anything, but a process that leads to somewhere. 
My inspiration comes from the music I hear, wherever it may be. New sounds. New ideas. New stress? Maybe? Certainly. 
Working with people is great, as ideas bouncing around is sometimes faster than the project bouncing. So, if you enjoy my works, and you’re interested in collaborating, feel free to reach out at abcde@gmail.com

Bitter

Ethan Chai

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