Love Hallucination, Feel So True
Music & Lyrics by Th.Ho
Covered by B.

[Verse]
On the day I met you a vision clear
Never knew your love would feel so near
Familiar faces blending closer
Side by side as we start to blur

[Chorus]
Love hallucination feeling so true
From just a spark to all I knew
And more than that hearts on a ride
When emotions twist and collide

[Verse 2]
Talking every night dreams intertwine
In every moment your heart aligns
Seeing what you like what makes you shine
Caught in this love blurred lines

[Chorus]
Love hallucination feeling so real
From just a dream to what we feel
And more than that hearts on a ride
When emotions twist and collide

[Bridge]
Laughing through the joy crying in the rain
Every step we take it feels the same
Facing all our dreams hand in hand
In this love we'll always stand

[Chorus]
Love hallucination feeling so true
Every part of life I see through you
And more than that hearts on a ride
When emotions twist and collide

Love Hallucination, Feel So True (RB)

"Lie to Me Once More" is an intimate, soul-stirring acoustic ballad that captures the raw ache of love slipping away. With delicate piano melodies, haunting violin swells, and lyrics that cut deep, this song invites listeners into the fragile space between heartbreak and hope. It's a desperate plea for one last moment of closeness, wrapped in the bittersweet comfort of a beautiful lie. Perfect for emotional acoustic playlists, heartbreak collections, and late-night reflections.

For fans of Lewis Capaldi, James Arthur, and Phoebe Bridgers—this is the song you didn’t know you needed until it breaks you in the best way.

Lie to Me Once More

Loved Too Much

The Book We Write

blend of contemporary pop and a slightly retro, feel-good vibe

Spotify

You Were Good to Me

ALWAYS LEFT BEHIND
Words & Music By Rhob Elliott
©2010, 2025 Awful Racket Music (ASCAP)
All Rights Reserved

[Verse 1]
I watched the taillights fade again
Another chapter with no end
Promises whispered, then erased
Just echoes in an empty space

You said you'd call, you said you'd stay
But like the others, you walked away
Now the silence fills the room
Like a ghost that never moves

[Chorus]
Always left behind
Last on every line
Forgotten like a song
No one takes the time to find
But I still stand
I still breathe
Even when my heart's on its knees
You go ahead
I’ll be just fine
I’m used to being
Always left behind

[Verse 2]
Birthdays pass without a word
Dreams unravel, never heard
I build my world from broken stone
A quiet life, but all my own

You chase the stars, I chase the light
In the corners of the night
Where the truth don’t hide in smiles
And love don’t run a thousand miles

[Chorus]
Always left behind
In the rearview of your mind
The shadow on the photograph
You tossed aside in time
But I still sing, I still rise
Though you never hear my cries
You run ahead, I'll read the signs
I’ve learned from being
Always left behind

[Bridge]
But one day someone will see
The fire still burning in me
Not as baggage, not as pain
But as a soul that dared remain

[Chorus]
Always left behind
But I won’t fall this time
This heart still beats
With battle lines in every rhyme
And I will shine, I will be
The one that I was meant to be
You lost the best, and that’s your crime
While I became more
Than just left behind

[Outro]
So go on, chase your sky
I’ll be here
No longer
Left behind

ALWAYS LEFT BEHIND

Unconditional

Lyrics:
Happy home, sunshine, laughter, feeling safe,
Then the kindergarten fear, gripping tight,
Mean kids, playground bullies, whispers, tears,
Finally first day of school, a new start, hope.
School problems hitting hard, numbers, letters,
Parents fighting, late nights, slammed doors,
Mobbing in school, whispers turning to shoves,
The separation, parents splitting, silence in the house.

Yeah, the rain fell hard, the skies were gray and cold,
But the sun breaks through, a story to unfold.
From the darkness, a light, a future shining bright,
Hold on, keep going, everything's gonna be alright.
'Cause the tides they turn, the lessons learned, the pain can fade away,
Look how far you've come, standing tall today!

New school, bad grades, falling behind,
Outcast, alone, no friends, no one to talk to,
Another new school, violence brewing, tension,
Still excluded, eating lunch by myself, invisible.
Alone, really alone, just me and my thoughts,
Sadness like a heavy blanket, day in, day out,
Then puberty hits, body changing, strange new feelings,
Stress with mom, arguments, slamming doors, feeling misunderstood.

Yeah, the rain fell hard, the skies were gray and cold,
But the sun breaks through, a story to unfold.
From the darkness, a light, a future shining bright,
Hold on, keep going, everything's gonna be alright.
'Cause the tides they turn, the lessons learned, the pain can fade away,
Look how far you've come, standing tall today!

Finally, school graduation, a deep breath, freedom,
My own apartment, first key, independence,
Met a good friend, finally someone who gets me,
Great apprenticeship, learning, growing, feeling capable.
Nice colleagues, morning coffee, shared laughs,
Awesome job, truly loving what I do,
Boss respects me, values my input, trusts me,
Good circle of friends, nights out, true connections,
Happy, genuinely happy, finally finding my place.

Yeah, the rain fell hard, the skies were gray and cold,
But the sun breaks through, a story to unfold.
From the darkness, a light, a future shining bright,
Hold on, keep going, everything's gonna be alright.
'Cause the tides they turn, the lessons learned, the pain can fade away,
Look how far you've come, standing tall today!

Thats Me

My life (so far)

Only If You Want Me To

Oh, the joy, the tears, he shares it all

Tussen vlammen en sterrenstof

Hey, I’m Ethan — a quiet soul making songs for quiet hearts. 🌙🎶

I’m not here to stand in the spotlight — just writing what feels true to me, and maybe finding others who feel the same.

I’m not that “musician under a tree with a guitar in the moonlight.” This is how my songs come to life:
MusicXML + Composer + DAW + MIDI + My Vocals/Lyrics + Instrumentalists + a Techno DJ Mixing Engineer + AI Mastering = My Songs.

If you’re curious about how I create, I’m always open to share.
If something in these songs speaks to you — that means everything. If not, that’s okay too.

No image, no hype. Just music that matters to me.

Thanks for being here. Really.
— Ethan ✍️💙

P.S. I don’t do this alone. A quiet thank you to the people behind the scenes who make these songs whole — Daniel Berger (composer, a soul like a father), Anne Connor (violinist, the heart of string), Alicia Hill (graphic editor, a visual whisperer), and Emmerich M. (techno DJ & mixing engineer). Grateful always.

Unconditional

Ethan Horahn