pull over to decide it
frozen over go and ignite it
you’re colder cuz i’m spineless
and mind your soul, ha how you leave me fighting

i fall to the wayside
when i need to remind
myself of what we used to do

now i miss calls on a facetime
cuz you wanted some space right
i know what it is i do 
i know what it is i do

spineless

so much among the stars
and i feel it all on my shoulders
theorizing on a new world order
where i can be with you
by now it should be hard to fall
but the creasing's all on my shoes and
i just wanna get more and more close to you
i never thought id get this from feeling like if the ceiling was breaking my knees
if i could miss you there would be a meaning but its always enough to break myself

candlelight on a dark dim night
my hands are frozen to the core and you shut the light
look down im always there
even if thats a bad idea im always there
and its all my fault
if only i could see you i would regain all the words that ive thrown in the air
better left alone
cuz if you think that your faith is made by all your mistakes then it all starts from here

-

mainly inspired by tennyson and hidden contact
merry christmas !

https://papercuties.art

calipso

d#ga#fa#d
straight from this sleepy guy's voice memos

laid down in the dark again
feel my racing heart again
in my ears and in my neck
and in my arms and in my hands
this is what living will keep being like 

what am i being held against
keep saying this'll be for the better, yea
i just wanna know if i have felt all that i'll go through

february 2 song

hello everybody thank u for sticking with me thru my time not dropping, crazy amount of new stuff this year<3 enjoy these previews with some of my friends, 2025 our year

1. @outfed - what the hell remix (https://soundcloud.com/vst3/what-the-hell)
2. @outfed - ID
3. @outfed - when u come home (out now)
4. @outfed - ID
5. @outfed & @codraa - summit (out now)
6. @outfed & @ssoh - ID
7. @outfed - ambient thing
8. @outfed - ID
9. @outfed & @ssoh & @1rokit - ID
10. @outfed but dont worry about it

shoutout to absolutely everybody who showed support last year and shoutout to all of my friends that weren't mentioned i love you lets have a crazy 2025

2025 WIP REEL

I CRY EVERY TIME FOR U ;-;

lyr:

you either know it or you don't
and you don't know at all
laugh at me n I could not care at all
dont tell me what you want caus i want none of it at all
and you either know it or you don't
hope ur proud cus i did it on my own
(why not anybody else why not anybody else)
i just do it by myself
(why not anywhere else why not anywhere else)

my body's nothing to my heart its just a shell
(anybody else why not anybody else)
hate me i dont care i wish you well
(anywhere else why not anywhere else)
my body's nothing to my heart its just a shell
(anybody else why not anybody else)
hate me i dont care i wish you well
(anywhere else why not anywhere else)

andyou either know it or you don't
and you don't know at all
laugh at me n I could not care at all
dont tell me what you want caus i want none of it at all
and you either know it or you don't
and you don't know at all (anybody else why not anybody else)
laugh at me n I could not care at all
dont tell me what you want caus i want none of it at all
(anywhere else why not anywhere else)

my body's nothing to my heart its just a shell
(anybody else why not anybody else)
hate me i dont care i wish you well
(anywhere else why not anywhere else)
my body's nothing to my heart its just a shell
(anybody else why not anybody else)
hate me i dont care i wish you well
(anywhere else why not anywhere else)

you either know it or you don't
hope ur proud caus i did it on my own


https://soundcloud.com/chetporter/things-i-wish-i-could-forget-1

shell

0:00 headlines w/ @vanatice 2022
3:00 stupid w/ @vanatice 2021

headlines with vanatice

cuz you told me i was right

thank you all for 100 follows, here's a quick one.

prod. @oneleven112

jane remover - dancing with your eyes closed (valley short remix)

♱valley♱