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Copy of Ethel Cain (Unreleased)

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Ethel Unreleased

Age Of Delilah

Iron Maiden

Good Boy

Whiteout

Mourning After

lyrics:

I sing the lord’s euthanasia blues
When I take you and your brother in the back pew
Drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why I feel so sick
Tradition’s ligature marks always yellow through


I lied when I said I didn’t want you
In no time, you’ll forget the way we were supposed to be
Asking what I’m on this time, holding on to you like I do
Like we’re the only people in the world god left to mind to

Two drowning coals won’t ever light
But if I ask you to, you’ll warm the night


If I want you like I said I’d never do
I would hold my breath and sit down next to you
Terrified you’ll bite the hand that needs you
And right now I need you
I don’t know what happened
I don’t know what happened
I was young and sweet
And then something happened
Something overwhelming
Something everlasting

Time drags on
I hate him for the time he’s gone
I’ve been here for weeks, I’ve been here for years
I’ve been here too long
I forgot what stop means
Either I drink it or the boat sinks
It’s easy for him to get out of me
What I’ve been praying will get out of me

Will I always be crying during sex with you
All my dreams take place in heaven where it’s quiet, lying next to you
Heavy breathing and sighs, bruises between my thighs, look me deep In my eyes like I’m a river worth wading
And if I’m crying, it’s because I’m in love

[Outro]
And I could love you if I tried
And I’m trying
I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying

crying during sex - ethel cain

lyrics:

Son of a preacher
Scared of the world
Guarding his heart like a fed
Sawn off pump-action
Backwater girl
Everything here wants us dead

My mama’s always been good at making me cry
Til I’m holding that gun to my head
America’s sweetheart, starved straight to death
And some say they’re still peeling her out of that bed, bless her heart

I keep praying you’ll save me
All alone in this house
Fucking my guts like he hates me
Spitting his love in my mouth
I feel so goddamn crazy
I think the heat’s getting to me again
But my son of a preacher, sinful as ever
Lies like he does and I’m still all over him

Neighbor’s daughter’s been missing
For four or five days
Who keeps track anymore
(I do, I do)
Well they found her this morning
Hauled out the water
Looking worse than before

Stood over her casket
Thinking you’re next
But America beat you in line
Scared you’ll end up like your daddy
High strung, from his neck
Begging his reflection for more time, more time

I keep praying you’ll save me
All alone in this house
Fucking my guts like he hates me
Spitting his love in my mouth
I get so goddamn angry
Unlike Tammy, I can’t stand my man
But my son of a preacher, sinful as ever
Lies like he does and I’m still all over him
(All over him)

I keep praying you’ll save me (I keep praying)
All alone in this house (all alone, all alone)
Fucking my guts like he hates me (Fucking my guts like he hates me)
Spitting his love in my mouth
I get so goddamn angry
Unlike Tammy, I can’t stand my man
But my son of a preacher, sinful as ever
Lies like he does and I’m still all over him
All over (I keep praying you’ll save me)
All over (I keep praying you’ll save me)
All over (I keep praying you’ll save me)

wrestling in dirt pits - ethel cain

lyrics:

My honey’s heart is blue and a second offbeat
Always tugging at me like he’s running out of daylight
Yeah, my baby acts cool but they all know something ain’t right, ain’t right
Only acting this cool when he’s walking with me
1998 forever and a day
I keep the pictures hanging where the world can see ‘em
I hope we die today
Save me from another late night of red eyes
But then the morning comes
You were there looking for me but I
I was gone, turned my back for a moment and
You had fallen apart 
They’ve been promising the lights as we beg for our lives
Selling pages of the times we’ve been waiting on
Now the weight’s too much and I can’t hold you anymore
How much of a cruel year can you call my fault?
Not even the memories are immortal
Terrified on this side of a conversation
A conversation we’ll never come back from
I’ll never live it down if I never get around it
Cause goddammit, I did it to myself in hindsight
I liked him cause his rule was do whatever you like and I tried alright
Now I’ll wear these scars for life
I loved you when it hurt inside to
But in the low light
You know I’d do anything for you


You know I’d do anything for you
You know it’s true cause I’ve said it to you
Held in my arms, I swore I’d be good to you
Then sat and watched as you walked away from me


Christ is cruel but you're so crueler

Iron Maiden

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