And I don’t wanna talk about love anymore
'Cause it’s getting too much for me
All I do is waste and decline, waiting for that age of my life
When I'm old and love is all that I’ll need

Swaying in the lamplight in my mother’s white gown
Holding out like a dog they’ve yet to put down
I whore out my tears and just keep wasting the best of my years
Like a beauty queen with eyes bleared

Got what I wanted but it’s never enough for me
Darling, don’t you see ?
I’m so beautiful and it’s wasted on me
Because the taste reminds me
I hate what love’s turned out to be

I don’t wanna be in my house anymore
'Cause it just makes me sad
Letting in the wild with every man who brings a world of hurt
With him each time he falls in my bed

Do you just want my blood?
Am I just that damn hard to love?
'Cause it feels like all I have is still just not enough
I guess that I'll just go outside
And watch the fire and fields of gold fly farther away from me

Got what I wanted but it’s never enough for me
Darling, don’t you see
I’m so beautiful and it’s wasted on me?
Because the taste reminds me
I hate what love turned out to be

But one of these days, it’ll come right back
I’ll love myself and I’ll tell myself that
I don’t have to wait to be happy when I’m old
And one of these days, I'll find a way
To fight the waves, embrace the pain
And paint the ages a hundred shades of gold


And I have found a way, I forgot the way
I’m on my way, I’m on my way
Don’t wait too long, I don’t want you to get tired of me
But I’ll be coming along
I’m coming along, I’ll be coming along
I’ll be coming along, I’ll be coming along
I'll be coming along, I'll be coming along
I'll be coming along
I'll be coming, coming for you
Don’t wait too long, I don’t want you to get tired of me
But I'll be coming along, coming along
I'll be coming along, I'll be coming along
I'll be coming along

Ethel Cain ~ Golden Age (Piano Version)

ATLAS - EP

Apologetics (Synapse Track I)

Played during an Instagram live stream on November 8, 2021. I tried to polish it a bit to make it somewhat listenable and failed spectacularly. Anyway, here it is.

All music owned by Hayden Anhedönia.

Ethel Cain - There's Something Wrong With Me / But He Doesn't Know It Yet (Full - LQ)

A Lullaby for Judas - White Silas

You're safe with me, my love
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good

These walls have missed you
Just close the door
The world is empty
But I'm all yours

Have You Told Your Wife? (snippet) | Ethel Cain

Made sometime in 2021 during the inbred sessions, leaked in 2024

Ethel Cain - Brood X (Demo 2)

Sex Change

Make Room In Hell

Make Room in Hell (Demo)

At Morning Lullabye

Моя новая песня "Сумерки", песня под гитару, с гармониями и фортепиано. Мне кажется много людей испытывают меланхолию в большом городе, особенно осенью...
Слушайте на Telegram/YouTube/SoundCloud, надеюсь, вам она понравится!
Желаю всем всего самого доброго!❤️

My new song, "Twilight", is a guitar-driven song with harmonies and piano. I think a lot of people experience melancholy in the big city, especially in the fall...
Listen on Telegram/YouTube/SoundCloud, hope you will like it!
Wishing you all the best!❤️  

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Фотография: Зишаан Шаббир
Photography: Zeeshaan Shabbir

Сумерки (Twilight)

Суета за окном...
Все спешат домой.
Кто же ты? Кто же я?
Нет покоя в час ночной...

Сумерки в городе,
Тихий шум дождя...
Как же быть без любви?
Как прожить без тебя?

Сколько слёз, сколько дум
Всё напрасно и зря.
День угас... Он не спас
Ни тебя, ни меня...

Сумерки в городе,
Тихий шум дождя...
Как же быть без любви?
Как прожить без тебя?

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Bustle outside...
Everyone's rushing home.
Who are you? Who am I?
No peace in the night...

Twilight in the city,
The quiet sound of rain...
How can I live without love?
How can I live without you?

So many tears, so many thoughts
All in vain and wasted.
The day has faded... It didn't save
Neither you nor me...

Twilight in the city,
The quiet sound of rain...
How can I live without love?
How can I live without you?

Make Room In Hell

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