posted to her tumblr 1/12/23

open mouthed, she bit you 

“you can’t hurt me if i never loved you”

i was wrong when i met you

about who i thought would save who

chose to be alone

and walk the whole way home

soaked to the bone

hid your face

said i don’t wanna play

but you were born game



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bambi - Ethel Cain

happy’s always been the dream, but we need to start wakin up

that white horse is long gone
say your prayers, we’re moving on
but we’re moving on
we just keep moving on

ethel cain - independence day (prod. little triste)

lyrics:

There’s been a stain in the carpet since the day our father took those pills
And nothing’s felt real since then
We haven't seen the ocean since two days after we were born
And now you say you wish they’d thrown you in

The red and white stripes above our bed have started tearing
And I’m just waiting for the stars to fall through
They let this town fall down around us like we always thought it would
But we never left, even though we knew

You and I are not in love, we are just the same
Two children in a motel making love in our own grave
And we are not embarrassed, but we’re filled with worms and dirt
We were better off dying with her at birth


And I don’t care what girls you hurt as long as you come home to me
’Cause I can’t be alone for long
You would’ve died if I didn’t hide you when the army came to take you
You can try, but you can’t tell me I’m wrong


You’re the only one I’ll let touch me
’Cause no one makes me feel safe like you do
All these dreams of violation starting to come true
Deep down, I don't wanna say no to you, no to you


You and I are not in love, we are just the same
Two children in a motel, making love in our own grave
We are not embarrassed, but we’re filled with worms and dirt
We were better off dying with her at birth

two children in a motel - ethel cain

all rights to mother cain pls don't nuke me i need this in my veins
this is the original upload saved from long ago

ad nauseum | ethel cain

I know you better now than I ever have before
I know you better now that our clothes are on the floor
And I had started shaking when you walked in through the door
But I’m not scared anymore, I’m not scared anymore

And I’ve never felt more alone with your arms around my shoulders
But I know if you left I’d cry myself to sleep praying that you’d hold me closer
But I see your face in the lamplight
And suddenly I don’t wanna die, I don’t wanna die

And I don’t need to be happy anymore
I just need to know that I’m yours
So will you tell me that I’m yours You sleep so deeply cause you hope you won’t wakе up
But I tread so lightly cause I’m scared you’ll sеlf destruct
And I know that we’d go up in flames but I can’t help myself
Cause I’d die if I knew you found safety in the arms of someone else

And I don’t need to be happy anymore
I just need to know that I’m yours
Will you tell me I’m yours
That I’m yours

room 209 - ethel cain

You're safe with me, my love
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good

These walls have missed you
Just close the door
The world is empty
But I'm all yours

Have You Told Your Wife? (snippet) | Ethel Cain

Sex Change

Make Room In Hell

Lead Poisoning

Soul

Моя новая песня "Сумерки", песня под гитару, с гармониями и фортепиано. Мне кажется много людей испытывают меланхолию в большом городе, особенно осенью...
Слушайте на Telegram/YouTube/SoundCloud, надеюсь, вам она понравится!
Желаю всем всего самого доброго!❤️

My new song, "Twilight", is a guitar-driven song with harmonies and piano. I think a lot of people experience melancholy in the big city, especially in the fall...
Listen on Telegram/YouTube/SoundCloud, hope you will like it!
Wishing you all the best!❤️  

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Фотография: Зишаан Шаббир
Photography: Zeeshaan Shabbir

Сумерки (Twilight)

Суета за окном...
Все спешат домой.
Кто же ты? Кто же я?
Нет покоя в час ночной...

Сумерки в городе,
Тихий шум дождя...
Как же быть без любви?
Как прожить без тебя?

Сколько слёз, сколько дум
Всё напрасно и зря.
День угас... Он не спас
Ни тебя, ни меня...

Сумерки в городе,
Тихий шум дождя...
Как же быть без любви?
Как прожить без тебя?

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Bustle outside...
Everyone's rushing home.
Who are you? Who am I?
No peace in the night...

Twilight in the city,
The quiet sound of rain...
How can I live without love?
How can I live without you?

So many tears, so many thoughts
All in vain and wasted.
The day has faded... It didn't save
Neither you nor me...

Twilight in the city,
The quiet sound of rain...
How can I live without love?
How can I live without you?

Make Room In Hell

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