Second looped - xenx

untitled feburay leak

morning coffee demo

been awhile
produced by hilen

lyrics:

too much I can’t say
too much I can’t break
too real for my own sake
too real for a pump fake
you bitches only care bout profit
my pride and my ego, my toxin 
all wind, I don’t care bout caution
got lost in the sound and found it

got lost in the sound and found it
it’s too loud to hear you calling
(it’s too loud in here)
got lost in the sound and found it
(i found it)
all wind, I don’t care bout caution

too much to push down cause the feeling’s too real
one thought till I pop and my brains spill
I’d bite but the guilt drives me ill
I don’t really wanna fit your appeal
my hair so long I could conceal
my face for a little bit longer
try to push you but your love gets stronger
you’re nothing like the way you talk
tryna be like me but you know you’re not
you could never put a label on me
my shit too big to fucking fit in your box 
I ain’t really tryna fit in for ya
not the way I’m ‘posed to
try to put me on a poster
(can’t do that)
it feels like torture

you bitches only care bout profit
my pride and my ego, my toxin 
all wind, I don’t care bout caution
got lost in the sound and found it

got lost in the sound and found it
it’s too loud to hear you calling
(it’s too loud in here)
got lost in the sound and found it
all wind, I don’t care bout caution

too much

love song for the mentally ill og snippet

Little sneek peek of a upcoming album. This song is not mine. 

Single

Jackson OG - Suicideinseptember

love song for the mentally ill

Sneek peek

Dec1 new ver - Suicideinseptember

Currents

The Less I Know The Better

The official Ethereal Records™
Official record label for Suicideinseptember.
Established in December 2025.
The record label "Ethereal Records was formed on December 22nd, 2025. This label was made by the Soundcloud user "Xenxlover" to help  Soundcloud artist "Suicideinseptember" ("Boys who cry" Might release on christmas)

soundcloud:tracks:2230279292