Gloomy Trap 6

ether

lyrics -

know I’m needing change
I think I might erase myself
in a funny sorta way
I think I kinda hate myself 

find me 
diggin out my grave 
the critters never good for health 
in this hell I call a maze 
would it hurt to kill myself  

help me fly away from here
watch me drive away in fear 
no where else stay in here 
I was never made for here x2

PARIS - KILL MYSELF (PROD. JUSHINAS THEME)

life is a curse (prod. Sheoda) *ON ALL PLATFORMS*

twenyohthree - self doubt [deleted]

Lyrics: 

Beat by the lake waste deep mistakes I pray for some change 
But a dollar couldn’t break it feeling empty in a cage I’m a sickened motherfucker feel deranged 
In my mental closing in I need escape 
In the darkness 
Cool it by the gallows in the rain
my carcass 
Dead for the birds ascend my conscious 
Flirt with the worms these bitches toxic 
Im off the acid the weed and the chronic 

Sipping on 13 feeling like Austin
Tripping off perc 10s sit in my closet 
Sucker put work in just to fall of quick 
Working nocturnal don’t care how the clock spin 
Right on my waist is the Glock watch the block spin
Sike I don’t care for your drama I’m chilling off habits 
Dividing my commas internal a nation that’s all out of options 

Blacklisted I wanna rid of em 
Sipping on Ritalin you ain’t the bigger man 
Chill with a stick like the reaper you middle men 
Dead in the distance a horse see a mound of decisions 
Adrenaline pumping my wrist an incision assumptions be living so reckless its nothing  
They love the depression relate it to something 
Feel dead everyday like a zombie not bluffing


So so so so

Slow as I stroke deep 
Hand on her throat 

Swear nobody knows me I gotta go 
Pack all my belongings head for the road

Like oh oh  no no

Devil within me its straining my soul
Taking me over a gun to my skull 
Heavily drugged I lay stiff in the road 
Like

oh so fucked up every moments worthless as I lay in bed 
I always think about my life and if it’s worth it 
Always dread
 just read the Verses written I feel fucked up off
Another med Self diagnosed neglect-ion need a reason for I blow my head 

splatter all the walls I colonize the floor with cells of red
Insecurities amount from all the words they fucking said 
But anyways 
Smoke another blunt it’s just another day
Wait what you say?
I don’t really care unless you comfort me without the endless lies you piece of shit don’t come back now for me

NEWPORT DREAMS (prod. aureola)

CHROMEHEART
SK3LLY
GUTSTHEWITCH
PROD CRESCNTA

MOLD/FARAWAY

GUTS THE WITCH
CHROMEHEART
SK3LLY
PROD WICKED

LIBRARY

CHROMEHEART
GUTS THE WITCH
SK3LLY
PROD HYDRO

TEENAGE JUNKIE

ALL MINE

OGMIDNIGHT // GUTS // CHROMEHEART
PROD ??

PIGS FLY

[lyrics]

i got blisters on my hands 

n bruises on my body 

ima grown ass man all this shit i do for u shawty 

i been makin money maybe now she’ll finally love me

she dont even wana try i’m wastin my time 

i been thinkin bout death it dont rlly seem bad 

why tf i love u ig i like bein sad 

fuck this life dat i’m in 

i’m jus waiting for an end 

i been killin myself every night jus to live

wake up w them weights on my chest 

i can feel shawty layin by my me in my bed 

turn my head around 

open up my eyes turns out she ain’t there 

i been seein things 

suicide inside my dreams 

ain’t nothin what it seems 

i ain’t where i wana be 

everybody gona die why not die tn 

when i end my life 

tell me are u gona cry? 

nah  


[people in this song]

@jacc_ak

[main ig]

@nohopeshawty

wrong place, wrong time (prod. slendy)

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