need to find some place by myself i can gooo 💫💜

All the songs are my favorites❤️‍🔥😅

This  song is so good 💥 I like these kinds songs in 2020

you dont understand it jus leave me alone

can we just(prod. splashgvng)

true story

but i dont think that its the last time 
baby this is not right 
u been on my mind like all night 
but still i see u in the starlight 
all these things i cant find
n its getting harder to pretend 

i need u off my mind 
off ur love im so blind 
still miss u all the time 
cant get out of ur bind 

but still i see u in the starlight 
all these things i cant find
n its getting harder to pretend 
but i dont think that its the last time 
u been on my mind like all night 
n i dont think we just can make amends 
n i dont know if i’ll see u again 
wanna take ur hand in this bitter end 
but still i know we cant be friends 
n yet its breaking me apart 

but i know things are not for certain 
cut my wrist and lock ur words in 
but i dont know if i deserve this 
lose myself behind closed curtains
n i know maybe im not worth it 
if i could i would be perfect 
but i dont know if i deserve this
lose myself behind closed curtains

uncertain (recycleBin + nate2timez)

@dercept @remghost

and i dont know what i care for anymore
every single person turn tail and they ignore
all the time and dedication that we swore
that shit sent me burning flames straight into my core

and all those pretty lies
i get
that my time's compromised
i walk
towards the purple lights
bleached hair
and my life's a landmine

time keeps tickin away
dont stall just cut right to the chase
cold dead eyes on a pretty face
got me out gunned an arms race

and im wasting every day
i dont really fuckin know
what im doing anyway
so (i dont know)
i stay up to 3 am
melatonin in my head
cuz i just cant go to bed

and i cant
just be myself
but i hate
that someone else
in my head
is always somewhere
fighting
against my conscious

landmine

prod. ttenoji

i don't wanna die, drugs make it easy
i just wanna feel alive and like i'm breathing
you tell me that it's fine but then you leave me
and i'm afraid to try, want you to need me

you don't understand it, just leave me alone
need to find some place by myself i can go
no, nobody needs me, don't want them to know
i've been down bad, don't answer when they call

0000

prod @faze-outplays

idk wtf is going on
not really sure if i want to
let's go

got diamonds my lips glossed (uh)
for a verse it's a lot (yah)
bet you're sad you forgot (uhhuh)
that girl ain't yours no she not (uh uh)

i just saw her in another dude's tesla (no way)
matching fits, extended clips, think she blessed up (what)

i know you don't think you're enough 
kinda find it rly sad it must be tough
i know you wish you were one of us
expensive jewelry, thrifted tops 

and that's how we do
i got sonic on my shoes
seeing purple when i use
somebody save me from the drugs that i abuse

i stayed up til 7am making this wtf lol

chao garden is still my favorite game

w/ @bhertuy
prod @recyclexbin

eunhae:

when i wake up no i don’t feel okay
i don’t wanna go another day 
where i’m alone and i can’t see your face
nothing else amounts to the pain

when i’m without you it gets scary
it gets dark and my vision gets blurry
i can’t believe i saw you at that party
all over her cause you were off the molly

i can’t believe i’m going through this again
i just want to think i made you up in my head
it’d be so easy to feel something if all along it wasn’t real it’s kinda comforting
people think i’m crazy no wonder no one fucks with me
honestly i’m all alone unless i’m in my dreams

bhertuy: 

and you can say anything you want
it's not my fault I lost my all
rejects receive that's what i got 
refresh my feed that's what i lost

and i'm just thinking alright 
let me cut cut you out of my simple life 
cuz i just realised 
im the one who write 
how i still fucked up my rights
is what had got me to deny

i can't believe i'm going through this again ft. bhertuy

https://open.spotify.com/track/0bqdZ25dWQ6LgEV3G8J9fu?si=0c6142c1cf9e46a0

biteki vid vvvvvv
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmOMzIdftbo

lov u fern <33 @x1fern

mix and master by me

Vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/lovely-ft-fern-p-king-theta-184-bm-vocals/s-5c5ywlaA5qq?si=ba41921996cf453f851b8906a4d4068a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

(fern)
tell me a secret 
cuz i cant believe it
i've been thinking bout you at my 9 to 5
and how i wanna spend my whole life
shawty in my head got me kinda fucked up
sitting in my room wanna say i love you
tryna be cool but im burning up inside
baby if u have me im here for the ride
im here for the ride

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

lovely feat 1fern prod king theta

i made this 7 months ago and still  kind of hate my part
@karoisnotok killed it ty to @starsbeforesunrise as well for making the drop <33

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMrf88KA_aQ
BITEKI VID ^^^^^^^^^^
lyrics~

(kryst3n)
you came to me w some real lies
i walked out before i realized
that i couldnt live wout u
say imma change but i  never get around to
keep telling me how i messed up
im sorry that i couldnt get the best of u
now ive been tryna keep my head up
its not that hard when ur not breathing down my neck

now im stuck in bed wout u
im sorry i ever shout at u
now im stuck inside a cloudy room
im sorry i ever doubted u

(karo)
could u tell me
how to avoid all the drowning
would you help me
if you saw that i was the one drowning
liike ur favorite season u are ice cold
i feel like ur one that i might hold
every day i feel im on a tight rope
every time we talk i get the eyeroll
told u i am not enough u didnt listen
now ur running off sayin u are quiting
now u wanna talk to me like tell me whats the difference
just take a second and look at the distance
right up between us
angry red phoenix
talking like u mean it but u dont really mean us
and nothing comes between us
pull strings like a seamstress
everybody talking but not one of them have seen us

around2 ft okay karo p king theta, starsbeforesunrise

Runaway

i rarely make my own beats and feel like i suck at mixing but hope someone enjoys this <3

to be content

<3

@fuckyoushadow

just want something i can feel
something that looks so real
the thoughts always in my mind
i just don’t wanna waste your time x2

you’re so far, far from me
do you know who you are, can you see
will you be back now
lost you in the big crowd
will you pick me up from the ground
but my head is full of doubt

just want something i can feel
something that looks so real
the thoughts always in my mind
i just don’t wanna waste your time x3

0000

eunhae

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