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✦ it's out now everywhere i hope u enjoy!! thank u for listening <3 listen to it on other sites here: https://share.amuse.io/PywdA2IRD7Yx ✦
@decayinganyways @bitekivibes

lyrics
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and i just cannot walk on
girl why u taking so long
i guess that u got enough
im really just nothing more
i told u you were so wrong
now i just dont give a f*ck
my heart it is getting crushed
by u, you're tearing it down 

time flies i die, cold nails dead flies
on my coffin tonight 
don’t write don’t act don’t say 
that we’ll find that you’ll just go stay 
you’ve been gone to long
but somehow you still got your claws 
inside my chest the cavity 
i’m bleeding out entirely 
can’t say it any differently 
it’s killing me

so long

spotify <3

so long w/ decayinganyways & biteki (yasuo! x jibaorockin)

prod @lilwannasleep

i took another trip back home
hoping that you're still alone
and not with her in your room

i thought that i'd be doing better 
by now
but it turns out i can't calm down

guess i'll spend another sleepless night 
alone by the phone 
incase you decide to call

i'll spend another day and another night
just starring at the wall

i don't feel okay i don't feel safe
when you're not here i'm not okay
that's why it hurt so bad i had to go

but are u okay do you feel safe
does she ask when ur not doing great
does she know you like i do

like i do

produced by mix 
this one means a lot to me
https://open.spotify.com/track/0jR8O452oApzcsn1ehsj5v?si=efd9e5f072894773
https://music.apple.com/us/album/stones-single/1740737359
hope you enjoy :>

lyrics:
I always tried my best, but you still left
you say I just need rest, but I'm a mess
and I hate the words you say, it hurts my chest
I'll let you beat me to death
and I know I try to fake, but idk what's next
is this really the end?

tell me why did it end this way?
cause you promised, you promised me you'd stay
I'm lost for words, is there something I can say?
no idk if I'll ever see the day where I will be okay

spent all my time caring for you
and I said sorry when you were wrong too
I wanted love, you wanted it too
always to you, always for you
spent all my time talking to you
did you even see how much I loved you?
even still now, I'll care for you
it's always to you, always for you

ohhhhhhhh
ohh ohh ohh ohh
ahhhhhhhh

tell me why did it end this way?
cause you promised, you promised me you'd stay
I'm lost for words, is there something I can say?
no idk if I'll ever see the day where I will be okay

(no I don't know)
(no I don't know)
(no I don't know)
(no I don't know)
x2

NOW THE SCARS WILL NEVER FADE
I CAN'T WISH FOR BRIGHTER DAYS
END ME PLEASE, I'M NOTHING WITHOUT HER
WILL YOU HEAR IF I SHOUT LOUDER?
KILL ME PLEASE MY HEARTS BEEN SHATTERED
INTO PIECES IT'S ALL BEEN SCATTERED
TO YOU DID I EVER FUCKING MATTER?

BREAKING ALL MY BONES
SHE RIPS INTO MY SKULL
TO WHOM I LOVED SO DEAR
I WISH YOU WERE HERE
HER TEETH START AT MY JAW
NOW ALL HOPE'S BEEN LOST

I trusted you I loved you
I trusted you I loved you
but you hurt me too
you hurt me too

I trusted you I loved you
but now I gotta go without you
cause I wasn't enough for you

thank you <3

stones

**This is an old track and I didn't write the producers name :(( if anyone recognizes the beat and knows who produced it, PLSSS message me and let me know**

Lyrics:

its a joke all the memories you held
cant look forward so you sit and dwell
all the moments you could count on one hand
a lot less things that you even had planned

wait until the time runs out
and you're wondering what its all about
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?
make that move cause you don't have time
you sit and watch while your life goes by
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?

sat and did not as thing this summer
looking back it is such a bummer
all the moments you could count on one hand
a lot less things that you even had planned

wait until the time runs out
and you're wondering what its all about
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?
make that move cause you don't have time
you sit and watch while your life goes by
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?

<3

It Didnt Last (p. ???)

thanks for listening :)

featuring @killzoltar and @iluvyousomuch 

master by the goat @kidmangx

impression, sisyphus (feat zoltar & ilysm) [prod lowtyde]

luv u :) official music video: https://youtu.be/u5ANogaRjSw
ooo
i fall apart 
oooo

Baby I don’t wanna talk don’t call
Every time I walk around, I’m stuck
I feel like a mannequin
baby, every time we talk 
I fall
playing games with my life, my head and asking me to make a change for you 
like what you wanted what you needed I’m not bringing back 
Took my heart and left me bleeding
But I’m still attached 
It’s like everything I see and do
I’m in the past 
i’ve been moving like a zombie
Wishing you the best 

I know you don’t like it when I lie  
I can’t do this anymore i cry

It’s like I know now 
It’s like hear me out 

Baby I don’t wanna talk don’t call
Every time I walk around, I’m stuck
I feel like a mannequin
baby, every time we talk 
I fall
playing games with my life, my head and asking me to make a change for you 
like what you wanted what you needed I’m not bringing back 
Took my heart and left me bleeding
But I’m still attached 
It’s like everything I see and do
I’m in the past 
i’ve been moving like a zombie
Wishing you the best 

I know you don’t like it when I lie  
I can’t do this anymore i cry

stream

mannequin [lazylabor] MV IN DESC

prod. quip

bass by @notdiscxrdia

pass out for your own entertainment 
freaked out on my own i'll explain it
watered down 
don't you slip through my fingertips 
started a sentence but you didn't let me 
finish it 

pass away 
i been stuck in my head since 
yesterday 
you know just what to say 
no panicking 
cuz the pathway is clear now 


i wouldn't pass you up
before i passed away 
ain't seen the light behind those eyes
in the longest time 
we've been apart don't know what to do
you are the one that i cannot lose 

oh i wont budge 
we running out of time now
i dont wanna figure this shit out alone
know you want your freedom that don't sound like home 
you said to me with a grin on your face 


(be the big man)
why do i seem at fault 
(be the big man)
why am i sinking down
like it's quicksand 

(be the big man) 
never gonna live that down
(be the big man) 
i cannot make it out 
like it quicksand 
the struggle makes it worse
oh, wow like it's quick sand 
like it quicksand 

outro

baby just ask what you want from me
i'll do my best 
speak with you chest 
do it confidently 

i'm in attached 
my body's there and im floating free
i cant see forest from trees
i can't swim back if its deep 
just tell me what to do 

on a mission am i 
counting my issues 
giving up 
the numbers getting too high 

you got a way 
you got a way with words 
the way that you talk 
i'm wide awake 
baby you pacing me 
love what i see

quicksand

cover of "be more" by stephen sanchez
re-produced by mix
may take down at some point and re-release on an alt

enjoy <3

lyrics:

let it be more
be more
be more

darling, be more
be more
be more

mix - be more (stephen sanchez)

this is the second track from the 10th Trey Xanthean Album: Blood, Soil, Love and the softer side of Hate. (c)1988-2024 By Christ Records Member ASCAP. All Rights Reserved. Produced, Arranged, Composed and Performed by; Trey Xanthean. Used By Permission of Trey Xanthean and By Christ Records, Members ASCAP. Unauthorized Use is a Violation of ALL National and International Copyright Laws. Recorded using; Schecter Banshee Mach 7 FR-S, Schecter C7 MS SLS Elite Multi Scale, ML Sound Lab Amped Icon and ML800, Yamaha Bases, Amplitube 4, Lexicon Reverb, Sennheiser Mics, Alesis Command Mesh kit with ML Drums Pro Kits and cymbals via Midi, Isotope Effects. Recorded and Mastered on Studio One 5 Artist, Augmented using LANDR Mastering. Please Enjoy!!

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