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s/o 2 @kaiyko <3

eyes wide awake while the sun's 
on the rise, yeah
i been slippin further
every single night
think i'm falling behind again
losing my mind,
cuz the harder that i try
the harder that it gets
i hide behind a smile
but i'm falling 
every step that i take
just how long could i go on
before i break?

in a world far away,
you wouldn't have to see my face
i don't wanna spend my life afraid
of what the future has to say
in a world far away,
you wouldn't have to suffocate
from all the pressure that you face
i know you wanna be erased

[kaiyko]

i don't wanna go
nowhere but i've been
stuck in my head
for some time
i've tried
to be the better one
out of the two of us
but i've gotta serve time
on my hands
and the world has it's
consequences
i've been dancing
on a tightrope
looking at the brightside
tryna make up my mind
you got all the right words
tell me if you are sure
you know that i can't wait,
can't wait for this to be over

[demxntia + kaiyko]

in a world far away,
you wouldn't have to see my face
i don't wanna spend my life afraid
of what the future has to say
in a world far away,
you wouldn't have to suffocate
from all the pressure that you face
i know you wanna be erased

in a world far away

STREAM

edge of the world

gaslighting w/ skele

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. odp & methboiswag

lyrics:
walk a dark road and im alone
shine a light for me
i dont know wheres home
i dont have the time to be playing round with u
feel like my life a prison
i jus got some tunnel vision whoa
i made sum bad decisions
dont know why i never listen
i could fuck a good thing up in one day
thats just how im living
whats the limit
no i dont know whats ahead of me
everyone looking like my enemy
gotta keep my foot up on they neck
you know i lived for this and died for this
bitch i want it all take one look in my eye
and tell me it aint obvious
i wont ever switch or fold
wont bend or break
i already put everything i could into this
i cant walk away
just pick your head up boy its not the time to cry
you wanna place a big bet then put ur life up on the line
no i cant be around you if you is not down to ride
dont be pussy quit the bitching everything will be alright
no i cant be around you
you not someone that i like
its not me and its not you i just think we different types
i jus pulled up wit his boo she riding dick jus like a bike
sorry i cant hide my feelings ima demon in the night
i give you everything from my heart
in my own lane going far
i aint talking about no macys lil nigga ima be a star
aint no yes no or maybe you don't know who you are
and im in the back of the maybach its a spaceship not a car
girl if you hate me then say so i dont need no fake love
ima smoke away my pain and get high jus because
i can tell you what it is but you dont know what it was
dont say that im wrong yeah we both know that im right yea
walk a dark road and im alone
shine a light for me
i dont know wheres home
i dont have the time to be playing round with u
feel like my life a prison
i jus got some tunnel vision whoa
i made sum bad decisions
dont know why i never listen
i could fuck a good thing up in one day
thats just how im living
whats the limit

PUNCHING BAG

WHATS THE LIMIT

MORE PLATFORMS

LOVE JAI - WHATS THE LIMIT (ODP & METHBOISWAG)

i've been at my lowest for a while now
making lists of everything to stress about
can never seem to get myself to go out
now i'm getting pretty tired of feeling this down

started feeling like i'm not the one for you
but you're the one for me
so what am i supposed to do?
i can see it when you start to look down more
never even tell me what that look's for

and i can't keep making the same mistakes
or i'll end up back in the same damn place
i just want things to get better
feeling hopeless
worried i'll go nowhere

couple pills down every night
praying that i'll make it til the daylight
felt this way as long as i remember
hate the rain but i can't blame the weather 

produced by @wardwills

twitter: @shannondelapaix
instagram: @shannondelapaix
LYRICS
(verse 1)
i've been at my lowest for a while now
making lists of everything to stress about
can never seem to get myself to go out
now i'm getting pretty tired of feeling this down

(pre-chorus)
started feeling like i'm not the one for you
but you're the one for me
so what am i supposed to do
i can see it when you start to look down more
never even tell me what that look's for

(chorus)
and i can't keep making the same mistakes 
or i'll end up back in the same damn place
i just want things to get better
feeling hopeless
worried i'll go nowhere

(verse 2)
couple pills down every night
praying that i'll make it to the daylight
felt this way as long as i remember
hate the rain
but i can't blame the weather

(pre chorus)
(chorus)

repetition prod. ward wills

i can't wait too long to see your face
i might lose myself again
cause you know lately i've been going crazy
i look in the mirror, it's you

you know that i can't do this without you
but i have to
you know that i can't move on
i can't face the truth

(you're not here)

where did you go?
is it warmer there?
it's brighter where you are

(you're not here) 8x

(voice memo):
i'm gonna talk to you as if i'm on the phone with you
and you're listening to me because i can't actually call you
i mean i could but i don't know if it even goes through anymore

piano: @wardwills
produced by: @eun_hae
lyrics: @eun_hae

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insta: https://www.instagram.com/shannondelapaix/
twitter: https://twitter.com/shannondelapaix
bandcamp: https://eunhae.bandcamp.com/releases

a place above the clouds ☁

so this is how it starts
i've been hiding in the dark
trying not to fall apart
but every time i hit restart

and this is where i've been
i've been hiding from my friends
how long can i play pretend
until i hit the ground again

everything is changing

produced by @remghost
mixed and mastered by @polearm
and @eunhae

running out of time for myself
running out of time to get help
i'm starting to get sick and it's all my fault
wish i could make it up to you, i don't wanna be another downfall

it hurts so bad and i'm sick of it
i can't believe i thought i'd be used to this
every morning i wake up i feel sick
i die in my dreams then wake up to my reality

tell me that it's all my fault
tell me you don't have to call
i'll talk the blame, i know now
everything you do, ends up my fault

if i never met you
i'd never feel this pain
so why don't i kick you out?
for you i'd feel it again

and i wish i didn't want to
but everything i do is for you

tell me that it's all my fault
tell me you don't have to call
i'll take the blame, i know now
everything you do ends up my fault

it hurts so bad and i'm sick of it
i can't believe i thought i'd be used to this
every morning i wake up i feel sick
i die in my dreams then wake up to my reality

blame ! prod. remghost

mixed by @polearm ur the best ily

usually in my life i try to make sense of things
met so many people i didn’t know what they’d bring
this year’s been really rough and all i have to show for
is everything i broke and left behind, all these closed doors

i know that i don’t deserve you now
i know that all of our time’s run out
i know that i’m alone in a crowd
when i’m w you cause your head’s above the clouds

i know that i’ve been in my head for way too long
bottled feelings that i hide i don’t tell anyone
what i’m really feeling cause i can’t trust 
that by tomorrow’s light they won’t up and run

and i’m not used to spending so much time alone
but this is what i needed if i ever wanted growth
and you don’t fuck with me now but one day you’ll be sorry
that i spent so much time alone, sad and feeling lonely

oh no
going through the motions now
whoa whoa
and i can’t seem to slow down

why can’t
everything just take a step back
cause i
am anxious i need to relax

only one’s that i’ve ever really opened up to 
left and made fun of me who really am i to you
so i go through life wishing i didn’t have this guard
and i wish that when i fell for u i didn’t fall so hard

i know that i’ve been in my head for way too long
bottled feelings that i hide i don’t tell anyone
what i’m really feeling cause i can’t trust 
that by tomorrow’s light they won’t up and run

and i’m not used to spending so much time alone
but this is what i needed if i ever wanted growth
and you don’t fuck with me now but one day you’ll be sorry
that i spent so much time alone, sad and feeling lonely

really anxious ! prod. ocean

prod: @iofmusic
mixed and mastered by: @mynameisjordy

sit down with me, we can talk this out
i go back to sleep when i'm feeling down
but you always knew how to get me out
of my head when i drown and my thoughts are too loud

now here i am in this empty room
nothing left but the memories of you
and i'm taking your notes off my wall
always thought you'd be around to catch me when i fall

i'm starting over fresh now
memories start to fade out
these walls are talking so loud
wonder if i'll ever get out of here

i miss you, i need you
you're not here, where are you?
in my head, it's cold here
it's dark and you're not near

i don't know where to go
so confused, last saw you
cold and lying there breathless
wish i told u i loved u

wish i told you i love you

prod. johnnyfriend

spotify pre save! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/flat-
lyrics:

and u try to talk to me 
but ur words fall flat
like the half empty coke
on the other side of my bed

and it seems like every thought of you
has left my head
fuck im so glad i left you in the past
its so much easier to see without this mask
every step i took was like walking on glass
sometimes to find urself u gotta take a different path

yeah fuck you!
u were never there for me
and i know im breaking down constantly
but u promised me 
that didnt bother you at all
and man this makes me feel so small
and it hurts so bad to know u never cared at all

so now im on my fuck you shit!!
down so bad i might as well make a show of it!
and u said u cared, well prove it
u acquire hearts and then u use them
say your sorry, u must think im stupid!
u are so goddamn deluded!!

really anxious ! prod. ocean

eunhae

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