not bad, I think it just needs a better mix. if u want im down to try mixing ur shit

INSOMNIA (FT. YUNG B) [PROD. METLAST)

Produced by flower x luffy x dandee

Lyrics

Who could ever know that I would never
End up nowhere better?
I thought I'd be better by this time
Thought that last time and this won't be the last time

It's my purpose to feel like that I'm worthless
And I'm certain I can never change that
God you keep sending signs
But I need intervention

"Some of you ask God to take away things like stress but the only reason you were seeking God in the first place is because you were stressed out, so why would God take away the very thing that got you to him? For God to take away the stress you have to prove to him that blessing won't be your curse."

I know that it would
I know it would blind me
From the very thing
That was the reason I was fighting

I did it before
I'd do it again
Leave me at the bottom
If it'll keep me from sin

Cause I don't wanna be
Like this demon that I am
But I don't wanna be
That fucker I knew as Ken

I did not like, all the feelings that he had to go hide
His eyes always holding tears I never got why
I fight, he just went away into a bedroom
I'd die to get us a place we never been to

He'd just lay there
Crying "No fair"

Who could ever know that I would never
End up nowhere better?
I thought I'd be better by this time (x2)

thistooshallpass.

i don't wanna feel anything
i don't wanna feel anything
i don't wanna feel anything
she don't ever stop and notice me 

cry alone at nite when i don't sleep
break my bones and let me bleed 
i don't wanna feel a goddamn thing 
numb to the core, i feel empty

i don't wanna feel anything (prod. shizukasuka)

prod: @dutchrevz

Lyrics:
I 
I know your type 
You hate goodbyes
You’d rather fight
Confrontation what you like
Tell me off, tell me twice
What you really feel inside
Everything that you despised

YOUR BETTER OFF DEAD
THATS WHAT SHE SAID
WHAT DID I FEEL
NOTHING BUT DREAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
HATE THESE DRUGS
FUCKED UP LOVE AND REGRETS

YEAH
YEAH
YEAH IVE HAD ENOUGH BITCH
ILL BE ON MY OWN WHEN THE SUN SETS
SICK OF YOUR ASSUMPTIONS 
THE TONE OF YOUR VOICE AND THE WORDS THAT YOU CUT WITH
NEVER FELT LOVE
MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS
PULL ME APART LIKE A PUPPET
LIKE A PUPPET

In this room playing a game of waiting
What’s the point of saving time 
It’s draining
No one’s staying, I feel my body breaking
I been breaking down lately 
I hear a sound of scraping
Scratching, dragging through the day
Covering up my mouth with tape
listen to abuse you say
You can throw it all my way

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MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS (prod.dutchrevz)

Mixed By : YokedByGod 
engineered By: 3sxr Recordz

✝️I Can't Keep Going (Stillvanishing)🙏🏻

Verse 1-
Alot of stress but I keep giving in to the flesh. And even then I know that there's a consequence. A 1000lb burden has placed upon my chest. I wept to Jesus and the wrong way i still went. 

The answers to all of my questions sitting right infront of my face. 
It's seeming hard but it's actually easy, yeah, we just need to pray. 
I've had the time but wasted days away all in a haze. The broken piece inside of me live like it is okay. 

It's not, and it never was so I'm gon quit the pot. It's hot, it's really hot where all these ppl rot. It's fought, the battles fought and won so I thank God. I'm not, that worthy of your love and yes I'm flawed. 

God you love me nonetheless.
Broken smile but I'm blessed. 
Heavy laden, I need rest. 
This life that we lives a test.
You picking me up everytime that I fall.
You pick up the phone every time that I call.
It's sad to say but I aint talking to yall.
Jesus I love you so much afterall.

Chorus-
Falling down, I really need you Lord Pick Me Up. (Heal me, save me please)
I feel down, no one's around Lord Pick me up. (Teach me, break me please)
I cant keep going, I can't keep going.
Not without you Lord, you're the Way, you've been showing. 
Love, kindness, mercy and peace.
I love  you Jesus, I pray that you always stay with me.

Verse 2-
Here's a broken Hearted man I know that You will fix.
The Holy Bible or a quick fix, please take your pick.
The Holy Spirit within me so demons I will rid.
Still departed from my friends & fam, it make me sick.

And I'm praying that I'll be fine.
So I know that I'll be fine. 
So I pick up my Bible get into the word, now I'm really sick of wasting time.
Dial tone but why...?
Father on the other line...
Never feel love from a Dad but I guess that I did when He came into my life. 

Lord Jesus you saved me, so please save me again.
I'm depressed, sad and lonely, Father please take my hand.
It's like I'm learning how to walk again but not in sin.
And with you I'm yearning just to talk, I need a friend.


Chorus-
Falling down, I really need you Lord Pick Me Up. (Heal me, save me please)
I feel down, no one's around Lord Pick me up. (Teach me, break me please)
I cant keep going, I can't keep going.
Not without you Lord, you're the Way, you've been showing. 
Love, kindness, mercy and peace.
I love  you Jesus, I pray that you always stay with me.

Raine Harvey- I Can't Keep Going (Prod. Stillvanishing)

FEATURING CHROMEHEART AND GUTS
ORIGINAL TRACK BY STROODGE:
https://soundcloud.com/badinka/stroodge-king-of-the-dead
REMIXED BY GUTS

ETHER MOUNTAIN X STROODGE - KING OF THE DEAD REMIX

hatewhatyousay(prod by grayskies)

stumblin' / why u upset? (prod. SUZUKKI)

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a thousand times

RELAPSE FREESTYLE

in·er·tia
noun
1.
a tendency to do nothing or to remain unchanged.

Prod.
www.youtube.com/@fkwt27

@unknxwn7


Lyrics:
Take comfort in your hand, and lose my grip
But, I've been getting used to this
You give me a glance, and I might slip
I know, I can never be done with this

I cling to this shell, take me out of it
Thought that you might stay a while, not like I give a shit
Swear that I'm doing better, bitch
Having vivid dreams, in the places I've never been

Don't mean shit
Couldn't give me love, but it don't mean shit
Couldn't give no fucks if I end this quick
Baby hold my glass, while I cut my wrist, oh

Bad heartaches, missed calls
I cannot deal with these white walls
See my pride on the sidewalk
Even if it dies, not my fault

Wrote you as the cause on the tombstone
Looking at your page while I'm too stoned
When shit gets dark, where your love go
Doesn't feel like home, when I come home

And I wonder now, what I'm good for?
Is it gonna be okay? Really don't know
You don't come around, used to come close
Think I'm slipping now, baby, uh oh oh

Never learned how to help myself
I just thought that maybe, you could finally make me well
I should've known better still, I'm sorry for my vacancy
Now I'm coming back to hell

Take comfort in your hand, and lose my grip
But, I've been getting used to this
You give me a glance, and I might slip
I know, I can never be done with this

I'm losing it, I'm used to this
I'm stupid, and I'm useless, and
I know that, you don't love me
Like I love you, I'm in trouble

With myself, cause I can't help
To hate myself, I'm stuck in hell
But I won't tell a soul
All this is getting old

I don't know what to do, I'm done with you
My mind is so uncomfortable
You lied, I'm not enough for you
I know that I'm loveable

I can't get out of my head
Woke up, I just stayed in bed
Cause I don't see the reason in me
Tryna find a meaning

I'm so dumb, why can't I learn my lesson
All I was in the past, I am less than
I'm not numb, I still felt what I felt then
Fucked my lungs, to the point where I'm breathless

Take comfort in your hand, and lose my grip
But, I've been getting used to this
You give me a glance, and I might slip
I know, I can never be done with this

usedtothis ft. unknxwn. (prod. fkwt)

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