This Is What It Feels Like

Camden

ICU - Phoebe Bridgers

october

Lyrics: 
Elegance and ebony
Daisies on the mantle
You're meeting my family 
You're lighting up candles
Introduce your mom to me
I wear your flannel
You ask me to dance
You know I always will
There are flowers and postcards and handwritten notes
White tablecloths and the warmth of your coat 
Bracelets and patience and driving me home 
We're in love, and everyone knows cause
You're spoiling me
You're spoiling me
Laughing at your tv screen
With you I binge I said I can't watch anything
If I know the end
We watch what you want
I said I didn't care
You're stealing the blankets
Cause you know you can
I am left speechless at episode ten
Until you let it slip that my favorite's dead
I am so beyond pissed off, you don't understand Its an honest mistake I guess but
You spoiled it for me
You spoiled it for me
If l ask you for space you write seven page letters
I used to think that meant I couldn't do better
You blow up at me then you pay for my dinner I used to think that meant I wound up the winner but
But front after front I was taught to forgive You bought me to rot on the shelves of your fridge
And you keep me around Till you're hungry enough
But my face has gone grey
There is mold in my gut
Expired and rotten and long overdue
Left me to wilt without courage to shoot
Cause you're just kind enough to keep me in the loop
I have never met poison like you how
You're spoiling me
You're spoiling me

waiting by Cassidy Forras

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