You sound wonderful, love your style of singing. Love my Grandson.! Nana.

Bruhh this is legit so perfect, I love the beat! is there any instrumental for this?? Keep it up 👌👌

kiss me on the forehead [ft. decks + sendflowrs] [remaster] [2020]

single #2! new EP out November 5th!

featuring @bruiseronline

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
funny how they always call it a “good”bye 
when all i ever really felt was a big lie 
i’ll never play it off like this was nice try
i’m settling for nothing, lay me down on a land mine 
am i numb? 
is this anything i want? 
past the point, where i’m done
should i still be holding on?
ill say i’m disappointed 
truth is i’m just annoyed it’s 
not what i really wanted 
one more word i’m wasting my breath (fuck)

(hook)
it’s a cover up 
what i say to myself 
feelings bottled up 
i’m all alone and i’m trapped in this hell 
no signs just yet but i’m still trusting 
that you’ll be back it’s so disgusting 
are you gone or are you bluffing 
you’re in my head while i do nothing 

(verse 2 - bruiser)
you never called it out so now you're sitting by yourself
down and out, i'll play my part - did you play your cards right?
so don't get teary-eyed in my demise
is it a point to make or am I missing something?
i'll say i’m disappointed but i’m just annoyed 
it’s not what i wanted don’t waste my breath 

(bridge) 
while i do nothing, it brings you back 
try my best to just leave you in the past
are you gone yet?
are you bluffing?
in my head while i do nothing

while i do nothing (feat. bruiser) [prod. King Theta]

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
stuck in a wasteland of memories 
facing the reverie i’ve made it’s 
not where i wanna be
stuck on a momentary basis 
i’ve never been one for letting go 
but maybe i don’t have to cuz there’s nothing left to hold 
(pre-chorus)
lose the feeling 
chase the meaning 
face the fact that i’m not healing 

(hook)
i think you’re already gone 
i think you’re playing along 
i think you’re already gone 
but you keep finding a way within these songs
i tried to find a way 
to lead us back to better days 
but am i forcing you to stay
i think you’re all that i want 
i think it’s time to move on 
i think you’re already gone 

(verse 2)
speak now or forever hold your peace 
i don’t think you’re coming back to me 
you’re just what i want you’re not what i need 
so guess i’ll move on with the falling leaves 
can you blame me? when it all goes downhill
will you save me? is there enough time to
leave this all behind
no point in trying 
when i still

(bridge)
you can reach for the past 
but it’s already gone 
you’re just stuck in my head 
cuz you’re all that i want (x2)
(chorus vocals):
(reach for the past, already gone) 
save me from these days i don’t love 
maybe things will change if you come home 
but this isn’t our home

already gone [prod. King Theta]

just the beginning...
@jolst // @pekarot_161 // art by @ejcarrmusic

lyrics:

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive

cuz i’ve been kind
i’ve given patience u dont deserve
i’ve followed trails to the core of this earth
i’m reading books cuz i never fucking learn
you’ve run a fine line too long this time
i gotta move on im sure im right
cuz it was nice with u here
i’ll be fine with u gone
i don’t like all this fear
you should just move along

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

time, wasting time 
but you don’t realize 
what you don’t realize 
these are the days of our lives
you got caught up in your lies 
emotions trapped inside your minds 
hidden behind a disguise
now its too late for goodbyes

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive..

hangitup [jolst x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

happy new year everyone <3
w/ @jolst & @sprr00w

lyrics:
hey!
is the weather wanting me to
stay?
cuz i can feel it on u too
ur smile’s deceiving
and i lack the feeling u need
but i guess i’ll stick around

its that time of year again where i
feel like telling all my friends
how exhausting everything is lately
or how im just a fucking baby

so get in the car!
no questions asked
i feel like saving tomorrow
for last night’s tasks
all of our time has been borrowed
so make it last
one day at a time, time, time

so get in the car!
no questions asked
i know i’ve fallen in love
just waiting for the catch
and yea i havent been great
with my own past
but im just taking it
one day at a time, one day at a time

hey!
is the weather wanting me to
stay?
cuz i can feel it on u too
ur smile’s deceiving
and i lack the feeling u need
but i guess i’ll stick around

one day at a time [jolst x sp00]

spotify!

lyrics:
give me a second 
gotta clear my head 
how quick i fail to remember all the things i said 
i thought i had it all figured out 
accept the good and clear the doubt 
but i can’t count on myself 


brace me baby 
it’s been crazy 
facing 
changing places that i’ve been 

lost 
i trace my steps but at a cost 
but i can’t get 
no i can’t get 
past the point 
where i would feel i’m where i’m supposed to be 
but am i lost?

is it too late to fix this?
a long fight with covert resistance 
won’t sit tight i’m over the distance 
cuz in the end i know what i’m missing 
toe to the line
it won’t change my mind 
with your hand in mine 
to see what i find

change me baby 
i’ve been crazy 
chasing hazy places that i’ll be

beginning of the end 
or the end of the beginning 
the place i wanna be is a place i’m always fearing 

where’d i go i need to find myself 
i’m in the dark can never ask for help 
i have these thoughts of all i things i want 
i see them now so i don’t think i’m

lost [prod. 5head x Yeezo]

A track I made back in 2020, felt fun enough to share.

Lyrics:

on a one way road
where things stay strange
and my mind is wrecked

riley reads the room

Things Stay Strange

i'm a casualty of life...
prod. @gonetoofar x @memoryroseishere
cover photo taken my by girlfriend :)
hope u all enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh how i dream of the west coast
or maybe somewhere thats not here
i’ve been all cooped up inside
need a place to reside
where the water can run clear

i hate to wait for my chances
but i’m a casualty of life
my brain cannot wait
for the day i can say
everything’s gonna be fine

don’t want to be here tomorrow
but in the sense i don’t exist
i’m sick of basic routine
need a change in my scene
i don’t know how to fix this

i think i'm tumbling backward
i need a hand to life me up
or maybe air i can breathe
maybe eyes that could see
why the water has dried up

stare at the light (feat. decks)

Evan Carus

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