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single #2! new EP out November 5th!

featuring @bruiseronline

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
funny how they always call it a “good”bye 
when all i ever really felt was a big lie 
i’ll never play it off like this was nice try
i’m settling for nothing, lay me down on a land mine 
am i numb? 
is this anything i want? 
past the point, where i’m done
should i still be holding on?
ill say i’m disappointed 
truth is i’m just annoyed it’s 
not what i really wanted 
one more word i’m wasting my breath (fuck)

(hook)
it’s a cover up 
what i say to myself 
feelings bottled up 
i’m all alone and i’m trapped in this hell 
no signs just yet but i’m still trusting 
that you’ll be back it’s so disgusting 
are you gone or are you bluffing 
you’re in my head while i do nothing 

(verse 2 - bruiser)
you never called it out so now you're sitting by yourself
down and out, i'll play my part - did you play your cards right?
so don't get teary-eyed in my demise
is it a point to make or am I missing something?
i'll say i’m disappointed but i’m just annoyed 
it’s not what i wanted don’t waste my breath 

(bridge) 
while i do nothing, it brings you back 
try my best to just leave you in the past
are you gone yet?
are you bluffing?
in my head while i do nothing

while i do nothing (feat. bruiser) [prod. King Theta]

with @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @jolst and @sshinju

lyrics

noooo
here i go
i only think about u now when im alone
i cant wait to go home and just smoke
see my eyes blood red like a rose  
blue pill red pills what i chose
all this time i might still go ghost
the affections really what i miss most
but its hurts to know it wasnt real at all

veins

i spent the new year throwing up in a kitchen sink 
with my eyes blood red and this rage it fills my head
i'm lashing out, barbarian, there's lightning out my cornea 
sparks and hits the walls and we got burn it out in flames
but the blood that's running thru me isn't human in these veins
and it's charred and made of ember but the spirit still remains
i swear that ash is compensating for all the shit I lost to pain
i don't mind tho
watch the time go
i can't even write a song without my eyes closed
watch me go
woah rolling up
gonna pour another cup 
won't take no shit from no broke ass cunt
when ur jaw locks up
and ur time runs up
when u play that song
man u break my heart

blood red w/ betweentheveinsandi (prod shinju + jolst)

~2300~

This song is raw and true to the place I was in mentally when I recorded it. A few months ago I left my long-term relationship as well as my home and first attempt at a better life for myself. I returned to New York and lost myself in substances and self-medication. This song came from an evening of blackout substance abuse which was part of an even longer span of time that I do not recollect. When I found this song in my macbook I felt it would be too personal to ever share publicly but as i've grown and overcame these obstacles I decided it would be a necessary part in the process of healing and moving on. This one is self-produced and I don't remember making any of it. Thanks for sharing this with me.

jumpedtoosoon

swear to me! (prod. eric godlow)

got the flu, wonder what the fuck that i will do.

FLU (prod. sorrowbringer)

KEANU
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
NV2023

keanu (prod. swaine)

produced: metlast x itamii
featuring: @breckenford & @user-642636378 (halfhearted)

no help, no sympathy w/ brecken & halfhearted (metlast x itamii)

Feigning Fire
By Jeremie Hamby
November 24, 2024

(Verse 1)
I built a mask out of fire and steel,
The flames burn bright, but I never reveal.
You think I’m ice, but it’s all a charade,
A dance I learned when the stakes got raised.

(Pre-Chorus)
No tears on my face, no cracks in my voice,
But this heart pounds loud—it’s a dangerous choice.
I play it cool like the ocean’s tide,
Hiding the waves that are breaking inside.

(Chorus)
I don’t care, at least that’s what I’ll say,
This poker face keeps the wolves at bay.
But deep in the shadows, the truth ignites,
Pretending not to care is how I fight.

(Verse 2)
It’s a wicked game where the cold hearts win,
Where showing too much is a cardinal sin.
So I wear my calm like a badge of pride,
Though I’m screaming loud in the corners of my mind.

(Pre-Chorus)
Every step is a gamble, every look a clue,
But I’ve learned to smile while I’m breaking in two.
Keep the cards close, never let them in,
This game is dirty, but I’m here to win.

(Chorus)
I don’t care, at least that’s what I’ll say,
This poker face keeps the wolves at bay.
But deep in the shadows, the truth ignites,
Pretending not to care is how I fight.

(Bridge)
Oh, the fire burns slow,
And they’ll never know,
That I’m tangled in threads of hope and despair.
When I play the part,
And shield my heart,
I’m sharper, quicker, unafraid to dare.

(Chorus)
I don’t care, at least that’s what I’ll say,
This poker face keeps the wolves at bay.
But deep in the shadows, the truth ignites,
Pretending not to care is how I fight.

(Outro)
Feigning fire, I’m a spark in disguise,
I’ll turn this pretense into something that flies.
You’ll never see me falter, never see me break,
Because pretending not to care is the risk I’ll take.

Feigning Fire

Feigning FIre

If I Said That I Loved You

The time for talk is over now - time to prove to you that you never should've messed with me

What's Coming to You

lyrics:
and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'
and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'

this might sit
with me wrong why am i sad tho
I dont know what the hell ive done wrong ya
wait for time
to shine up on the bad ones
I control these goals from now and Im
takin life up by the hand
while im runnin with shit
though theres a plan

mayday down were taken away
and i didnt know this ah ya

and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'
and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'

and i’ve been running from the lovers and the misery

cooped up in my room full of make believe ah ya
i just wanna feel like i’m more than just substance
i just wanna feel like i’m one of the others

waking up like ‘it’s all a waste of time’
straight line to the goals i have in mind
but i’m forced to take roads that were never in my sight
and it’s so hard to say that ‘it’s gonna be alright’ ya

and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'
and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin
through the thoughts that were comin
then i found you were frontin'

ah
and I didnt know this
and im tired of searchin
im tired of searchin oh
and i know your gone
your gone

and i just wanna feel somethin
away from it all just to nothin

leftquiet:
open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P…wuSLC_eIaCCkHGhw
www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
@leftquietverified
www.youtube.com/channel/UCnwzxgNCeTAlRu2qIZ4waww
twitter.com/left_quiet

sinxi:
www.soundcloud.com/sinxi​
www.twitter.com/heysinxi​
www.instagram.com/sinxi__/
open.spotify.com/artist/7gPvslUym…MtdH0d3w5Gg&nd=1

Listen to on spotify

frontin' (ft. sinxi)

new single & music video 'Us In Context' out now !

while i do nothing (feat. bruiser) [prod. King Theta]

evan carr

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