Die Trying

Wayward with no regrets (WWNR)

not for me ft. ❀nickecee❀ (wavygvbe)

prod @hcqueenxo
vox @mead0ws-mirrorville / @polar333
mix master @bedhead2001 / @polar333 / @mead0ws-mirrorville

i dont wanna b better than I hav 2
i dont wanna b the bearer of bad news
gotta leave n gotta go where i have to
folded under pressure
sorry that i had 2
tell the truth even when its tough 2
we grew different not the same as i found u
ill nevr mean 2 doubt u
can u tell me what i even do around u
rain songs booming thunder flowers bloom
i can still hear ur voice in a loud room
am i allowed 2 move on do I have 2
and when we leave which of us is gonna pack 2
u dont wanna stay so why should i fix it
u wanna text message when im floating thru dimensions
i understand the tension i wanna read my sentence
but every conversation that we have is so intensive

so lets just lay here
all alone
lets just separate our hearts
try 2 call this place a home
n nobody knows that this isnt perfect
nobody knows that this isnt worth it
n maybe im wrong
all these streets i run around r not my own
n i dont wanna talk so ill sing u a song
n I dont wanna talk so i just throw my phone
just throw my phone 
n now im alone
i was tryna talk 2 u but its 2 hard
want it more than ever baby im 2 far
i dont wanna b better than I hav 2
im cryin every night if I have 2

bloom w/ mead0ws + polar333

☆i wake up feeling like im nonexistent☆

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/lil4c

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/ikiru-prod-lilac-nitecore-mix

★spotify★

★ikiru★ (prod. lilac)

☆i just wanna hold u, and only u!☆

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/solisdreams

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/moonlight-ball-prod-solis-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
verse:
there is a light
it calls to me
it pulls me close
then fast asleep

ive seen it
cause its always there
you look in
and the void it stares

and long ago
before we'd known
how bad it'd get
and then were alone

i lived in a state of bliss
like life cant get much better than this

hook:
i keep on falling down
but i get up and wipe my frown
i cannot leave my friends
or this town behind me

i just wanna hold u
and only u
i just wanna love u
and only u

verse:
the tough will fall
it'll end with u
it will still hurt
when through it all

u cannot make it alone
trust me its all i know

the voices ring
throughout the hall
the sound of death
it pulls by law

it just will not
go away
no matter
how many days

repeat hook:
i keep on falling down
but i get up and wipe my frown
i cannot leave my friends
or this town behind me

i just wanna hold u
and only u
i just wanna love u
and only u

★moonlight ball★ (prod. solis)

lyrics:

i just wish i had you by my side 
late nights all alone i’m getting high 
i don’t wanna be alone tonight 
i just wanna be with you tonight 
i just wanna be with you alright 
do you really want me tonight 
tell me if you really feel the same 
everyday is just the same 

i just wanna leave my town 
they call me selfish 
i just wanna spend 2k 
on an outfit 
i don’t really care how you feel 
i cant help it 
i’ve been smoking green all day 
just like a celtic 
i just wanna feel your skin 
it’s like velvet 
i just wanna die a legend 
like elvis 
why you wanna hate on me 
your so jealous 
i know that your 
young and restless 

and i don’t know why 
i don’t really care 
what you’re saying 
wake up in the morning 
yeah i know that your playing 
everybody yeah just get off of me 
i don’t really wanna be stuck
in this tragedy  

i know like i know 

yeah i know 
why you wanna leave me 
on the road 
why you wanna leave me 
like alone 
i just wanna hold your hand 
let’s go home 
let’s go home 
i don’t wanna leave you alone 
why you wanna do me like that 
i just wanna take you right back 

i just wanna leave my town 
they call me selfish 
i just wanna spend 2k 
on an outfit 
i don’t really care how you feel 
i cant help it 
i’ve been smoking green all day 
just like a celtic 
i just wanna feel your skin 
it’s like velvet 
i just wanna die a legend 
like elvis  
why you wanna hate on me 
your so jealous 
i know that your 
young and restless 

i know there’s no going back 
but let’s try to go 
down this road again 
my friend my only friend 
i know i’m not the one again 

you don’t have to 
if you don’t want to

but i’ll survive i know i will 
i got to chill 
she popped the pill 
i’m feeling alright 
i’ll do anything 
just to keep you by my side 
i work all day and i work all night 
will i ever be enough 
will you ever give up on me 
i don’t ever wanna wake up 
and one day 
have you walk out on me 

https://soundcloud.com/lil-soda-boi

you are what you are ft. chloe stankowski

evan jolley