The Price We Pay

3 AM

A blend of vulnerability, dark humour and stark honesty, it captures the quiet chaos of emotional collapse through compulsive cycles of self-sabotage and despair.

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Burning Bridges

[Verse]

Quand le ciel s’efface sans bruit

Un murmure glisse sous la pluie

Les ombres dansent au bord du puits

[Chorus]

Quand le noir est-il devenu nuit

Quand les étoiles ont-elles pris la fuite

Un instant perdu

Une vie sans suite
 
[Verse 2]

Les lampadaires pleurent des éclats d’or

La ville soupire

Mais rien ne dort

Un silence lourd comme un remords

[Prechorus]

Est-ce un rêve ou bien un leurre

Un battement

Une heure

Une peur

[Chorus]

Quand le noir est-il devenu nuit

Quand les étoiles ont-elles pris la fuite

Un instant perdu

Une vie sans suite

[Bridge]

Les horloges tournent mais rien ne bouge

Chaque seconde s’efface

Tout s’embrouille

Et si le temps était une embuscade

Un sablier au goût de jade

Quand le noir devenu nuit - Jef Bourgeau

Midnights End is thirteen songs about fragility, masks, and the quiet violence of keeping yourself together. Dark, melodic, and heavy in different ways—each track feels like walking through broken glass at night. It’s not polished hope, just the sound of collapse turned into music.

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First single off of my sophomore album, Murphy's Law. Meant to be played in the car with the windows down, think of people you love, know it'll work out.

Missing Page

my friend must stay alive.


Got a pounding headache
Can't make it go away
I’ve had it for these last ten years
Now it’s probably here to stay

It comes from deep inside me 
A spiritual malaise
No priest or pastors prayers have worked
This is all they have to say

Take your pills and count to five
Pretend that life will treat you right
Don’t admit you’re dead inside 
Take your pills and count to five

Got a pain that won’t quit
Can’t make it go away
I had it since I broke down
But it’s worse than ever today

It comes from the world around me
A human-made malaise
No politician seems to have the answer
This is all they ever say

Take your pills and count to five
Pretend that life will treat you right
Don’t admit you’re dead inside 
Take your pills and count to five

Take Your Pills (Count To 5)

Big City Vultures

(Verse 1)  
You said “forever,” I believed,  
Now forever’s what deceived.  
Your halo glowed, but turned to frost,  
In your light, I got lost.  

(Pre-Chorus)  
I tried to breathe your memory,  
But it froze inside of me.  

(Chorus)  
Cold halo — shine no more,  
You’re the love I can’t restore.  
Every dream turns black and blue,  
Since I fell for you.  

(Verse 2)  
Your touch was like a frozen spark,  
Lit my soul, then left it dark.  
I trace your ghost in every sound,  
But peace is never found.  

(Bridge)  
I’ll wear your light till I decay,  
Love’s the price I’ll pay.  

(Outro)  
Cold halo — fade to dust,  
You were heaven I can’t trust.  


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