we used to look up at the stars baby
life gon get hard baby
playing u my favorite songs and driving in my car baby
we can go pretend to be whatever
it's ur world but i wanna be together and
i've been running thru my mind
i wish that i could try
to get u out my head but i don't wanna and
i've been rubbing thru my mind
i wish that i could try
to get out my head but i don't wanna and 

it's so lucid
but is it love?
it's the first time that i feel it
it's the first time that i've won
it's the first time that ive been myself and felt like i'm enough 
it's the first time that u said i said it back cuz i love u 2

i feel like
i hate all of these fucking feelings
i havnt left my room in weeks there's crystals on my ceiling 
i'm in my home i'm in my world
i'm looking for that special girl
i'm so lost and i can't find her
my heart strings feel tighter

my life felt like a painting
everything was perfect
now i'm contemplating
but it is never worth it
i don't wanna stay depressed 
like ever single night here
trapped inside this room i feel like
every days a nightmare

take me back to the time we talked like this
no phone calls and u won't even talk to me
do u think of me
ever wanna be

i don't wanna feel it
i don't wanna feel it anymore

the lights r turning blue my room is dark
u can be my venus
and i can be ur mars

venus [lilac]

Haunt Me

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-77vhzyW_w

luv u all <3

lyrics:

n I've been on my own all damn night
think bout how the years keep passing my brain starts to landslide
stuck in manic mindsets scared to think about my own life
u don't rly need to tell me I'm not one to take lives

I BEEN THINKING BOUT MY DEATH WAY MORE THAN MY LIFE
EVERY SINGLE DAY I WAKE UP IT'S THE FIRST THING ON MY MIND
WISH I HAD THE COMFORT GOD GIVES OTHERS
TRAPPED WITH THESE THOUGHTS JUST TO SUFFER
TRIED TO KEEP IT UNDERCOVER
I'LL KEEP LIVING FOR MY MOTHER

MY HEAD SCREAMS THAT I'M ABHORRENT
STUCK INSIDE A CONSTANT TORRENT
BREAK MY WILL AND WANT TO BREATHE
I CANNOT LIVE UNTIL I SEE

AND I DON'T THINK THAT I'LL EVER RLY CHANGE BACK
MY BRAIN FLIPPED A SWITCH AND I GOT MY FUCKIN SOUL TRAPPED
LEARN TO TREAD QUIET IN THIS MAZE FEEL LIKE A LAB RAT
GOT A 1000 FUCKING HOURS THAT I'LL NEVER GET BACK

THAT I'LL NEVER GET BACK x8

TRIED TO KEEP IT UNDERCOVER x8

MY HEAD SCREAMS THAT I'M ABHORRENT
STUCK INSIDE A CONSTANT TORRENT
BREAK MY WILL AND WANT TO BREATHE
I CANNOT LIVE UNTIL I SEE

AND I DONT THINK THAT I'LL EVER RLY CHANGE BACK
MY BRAIN FLIPPED A SWITCH AND I GOT MY FUCKIN SOUL TRAPPED
LEARN TO TREAD QUIET IN THIS MAZE FEEL LIKE A LAB RAT
GOT A 1000 FUCKING HOURS THAT I'LL NEVER GET BACK

TRIED TO KEEP IT UNDERCOVER x8

ABHORRENT (mv in description <3)

<333!!! 

mv 4 abhorrent on sunday :DDD

lyrics:

it takes a lotta time 2 make my brain right
it takes even longer when ur not by my side
every hour im with you it heals my mind
so why the fuck does my brain still choose suicide

HOURS SPENT WITH YOU
STILL FROZEN IN APATHY
I DISSASOCIATE AND SCARE YOU OFF
I SHOW THE WORST IN ME

YOU STUCK BY ME
STOOD THERE RIGHT BESIDE OF ME
THATS WHY I STILL CAN'T LOSE
TO THE CRUSHING WEIGHT OF EVERYTHING

AFTER EVRYTHING I'VE DONE YEAH 
YOU STILL  TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME
I STILL WANNA GRAB A GUN BUT BABY 
YOU PUT SENSE INTO ME
MY BRAINS BEEN FRIED THESE FEW MONTHS BUT BABY 
YOU STILL PUT UP WITH ME
EVERYTIME IM LOST YOU BRING ME BACK 
YOU'RE EVERYTHING TO ME <3

HOURS SPENT WITH YOU
STILL FROZEN IN APATHY
I DISSASOCIATE AND SCARE YOU OFF
I SHOW THE WORST IN ME

AFTER EVRYTHING I'VE DONE YEAH 
YOU STILL  TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME
I STILL WANNA GRAB A GUN BUT BABY 
YOU PUT SENSE INTO ME
MY BRAINS BEEN FRIED THESE FEW MONTHS BUT BABY 
YOU STILL PUT UP WITH ME
EVERYTIME IM LOST YOU BRING ME BACK 
YOU'RE EVERYTHING TO ME <3
x2

THE CRUSHING WEIGHT OF EVERYTHING

LYRICS 

[Mafuba ]

might plan a whole new role
tied up, tried all i could for you
did you even get what you wanted?
thought i saw you in a nightmare

cause nice day
took you long enough
i’ll never know what, never look back
too late, now i’m worked up
you’re great at confusing aren’t you?

Did you get tired of pretending?
i got my nails done, i’m probably gonna hate em
can’t hurry up, bring back to the beginning
i hope you know I lost all my maturity
wake up in the middle of the night
how i gotta be
lost all my maturity screaming at the surface
like i’m supposed to be, yeah!

[Noah]

good weed, white wine
if i think of you then i might cry
and all my close friends
ride around town in a new benz

i don’t understand why you run your mouth
talking bout shit you know nothing about
you don’t understand what it took to be this great
me and all my friends never last place

she just wanna fuck me cause she see me with the gang
xoxo you should know the name
back then didn’t wanna let me in the game
six months later, nigga look what i became
she just wanna fuck me cause she see me with the gang
xoxo you should know the name
back then didn’t wanna let me in the game
six months later, nigga look what i became

[Mafuba]

Did you get tired of pretending?
i got my nails done, i’m probably gonna hate em
can’t hurry up, bring back to the beginning
i hope you know I lost all my maturity
wake up in the middle of the night
how i gotta be
lost all my maturity screaming at the surface
like i’m supposed to be, yeah!

[Nasian]

(wait, what the fuck is happening?
turn my auto tune off.. YEAH SWAG)

yeah, speed this shit about to amp up
sorry i took my pants off we going commando
put some bands on your hair like i’m rambo
goofy ass look like george bush 
hit you with the sandle
im popping the beat at 200 bpm like hyperpop babytron
she sucking my dick at 300 bpm until my dick gone
coming up in her lip gloss
bitch i’m a big boss
you thought i was gonna make a joke about my pockets looking like rick ross but guess what?
i don’t fuck with rick ross like that
dentist like josh how i floss like that
yeah i shoplift and popping tags
yeah i lift and i pop an x
yeah im tweaking i can’t relax
yeah, everybody wana have sex
i’m in the booth all day i don’t need no rest

xo_hope_u_know_xo (w/ Noah Wolf + Nasian)

A THOUSAND MILES (Vanessa Carlton cover)

✰✰✰
Featuring @polohz + @busby999
Mastered by @washedgoods
#ZG

Polohz & Busby999 - 24 hours (slowed)

(@glowboyshawty)
im running through a field of roses 
i dont care about the thorns 
ill go through all the pain 
because youre the one thing i adore 
its gonna end in pain and fear 
but i cant seem to shut this door 
but its okay it goes away 
when i see your face 

(meattree) 
all the things i left unsaid 
echoing inside my head 
all the memories on replay 
dont see a way to escape the pain 
lifes a puzzle and your the piece 
that i need to be complete 
you and i
thats the dream that i couldnt keep

field of roses ft. glowboy

FAMOUS (ft. Niqbo)

prod by https://soundcloud.com/yungshame

https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr
https://soundcloud.com/yenxy
https://soundcloud.com/wiltedangel

kno somebody:/ - nvr nvmbr x ang3l x yenxyy

looking for some sunshine (prod. yunnygoldz x lilvicbxi x gravestar)

prod by me unless stated otherwise

aka Pseudo Personal



Everett Latte#6656

A THOUSAND MILES (Vanessa Carlton cover)

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