2024

i hope you feel this as much as i do
prod ford. or drowsy not sure which one to put

Lyrics:

hold on
could you help me home
let me know
give me hope
how long
you couldn't help me i'm too gone
how long
how long

i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

i hate the deity above me
if there is one
fuck how hard i have 2 fight
till i'm someone
oh i hear connections nice
at least they tell me
she stomp on my neck n somehow
she can tell me

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG

torture

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if i write this shit on paper does that mean i feel it less
branches out the window like im starin at impermanence
and balance feels impossible i walk out n always lose my step
i changed up the scenery but i still wont go and take it in

down n out like
its just me no doubt
and its just pound for pound
and i'll reach back n take em out
some days i be layin down in my place like
why am i still the same 
in my bedroom burnin sage
stealing time like day to day
and thats the way

yeah im feeling slow
i wipe off my knife
and toss it back n go
life is just an obstacle
in a cosmic heavy undertow
i got ripped apart n hide the damage
you dont need to know
feelings visceral man i cant manage
and i know it shows
make me something im so tired of being nothing
they think that they the second coming
i just want someone to love me
i dont even trust me
not enough to even be me
countertops are rusty
and my grey matter is bleeding

down n out like
its just me no doubt
and its just pound for pound
and i'll reach back n take em out
some days i be layin down in my place like
why am i still the same 
in my bedroom burnin sage
stealing time like day to day
and thats the way

bitter (NVY)

ghost town w/sendflowrs (prod. wetmall)

Sourface

prod king theta
TY CAM FOR PIC

letters that i keep 
cus i thought it would help
youre not so nice to me 
said you meant well.
sore eyes not blinking right
cant see it for myself
lay it out in black and white 
let go of things i held

lay it out in black and white
talking just to pass the time
and silence gets to me sometimes
but ill be alright

its all unfamilar 
cant stomach it at all
used to think i need her 
dont talk anymore
rinse and repeater
watch the pages turn

i grow tired with passing hours
we still water wilted flowers

letters that i keep 
cus i thought it would help
youre not so nice to me 
said you meant well.
sore eyes not blinking right
cant see it for myself
lay it out in black and white 
let go of things i held

˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗

black and white

prod by michael harrison

its just how i am
distant for a while 
find my way back again
i still care, its not what it seems
do u think im terrible
been gone for weeks

i get on ur bad side 
when im all worked up again
distant when i dont feel right
its why im losing friends

curtains closed so i can mend 
im better on my own again
fall behind it never ends 
come back when im over it 

i get on ur bad side when im all worked up again 

its just how i am
distant for a while 
find my way back again
i still care, its not what it seems
do u think im terrible
been gone for weeks

ty for listening to my songs. i know i take a long time.

terrible

shoutout my brother florent, was a pleasure working with one of my favorite artists <3

**lyrics**
10 minutes, just give me 10 minutes then I’m clear, I can feel it
I felt it in my chest, it’s in the air, I’m too forgiving 
you kill me when you do that little stare, I’m still giving all that I can give because I care (x2)

When I saw you walking through the hallway in your feels,
I was longing to let you know that I know how it feels
Then we talking like almost every night I start to heal
Someone pinch me, this gotta be a dream is this for real?

I never felt like I deserved much time
no hesitation I can make you mine
I never thought that I could be the guy for you, so take my hand and I’m gonna do you right 

(luvflorent)

I’ll treat you right, give me 10 minutes
big boy, big cheese, im big living
medicine in my jeans, I’m bout business
lay it down on me while my head spinning

bed spins, you were right there
i sing to myself, in computer chairs
i hate myself, but you shouldn’t care
turn the base down, let the tears out

ay, bitch saying "frank could you stop playing"
10 minutes feels like a long time to wait
let me take a sip, take a taste of the drank
10 minutes in, still alone,still in pain

(me)
10 minutes, just give me 10 minutes then I’m clear, I can feel it
I felt it in my chest, it’s in the air, I’m too forgiving 
you kill me when you do that little stare, I’m still giving all that I can give because I care (x2)

ten minutes w/ luvflorent

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is you’re not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractured homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

prod by melon @melonsly <333

i think its wise
to let it go unsaid
theres words that dont sit right
dont know if id regret em
but youve been so unkind 
were signs i just misread em
these feelings tucked inside 
only show through if i let em

why do i
feel so replaceable 
wonder why
thought i could wait for anyone
this might come back to bite me
if u listen at all
at every step know youl fight me
wont get far at all

u dont understand
i cant talk to u
say it all in ur absense
if i wrote a letter id find it in half 
i thought it'd be better when i got attached
u dont understand
i cant talk to u
say it all in ur absense
if i wrote a letter id find it in half 
i thought it'd be better when i got attached

i think its wise
to let it go unsaid
theres words that dont sit right
dont know if id regret em
but youve been so unkind 
were signs i just misread em
these feelings tucked inside 
only show through if i let em

unkind

prod. metlast

if I cover my eyes
i wont see the wreck, but still
open your mind to the fears, that I'm willing
driving at night scares me to death
why
anxiety lays, in my head all the time

don't lie
you can see the smile from my eyes, eyes
its so hard to comply
with you
and all the things thats going on in the world its true

ill cry
hold my hand through the night
me and u
we'll make it through the fire
the power amongst us
the people in power, just making everyone cower

can you see the welt
baby please just be yourself
patient 23 is creeping back, its so hard to shelf
all of my past
all of the stress and tears
no one is left

my best friend is lost in my head
I guess that I regret
my decisions and my past
cause we're the reason no one left
 
nothing is changing
baby just hold my hand
and hold your breath
and hope to God there's something left

all i see

how u lyin but u getting what u wnt
i got venom in my viens 
i got toxic thoughts
ive been spelling out your name
with the blood splats on the wall
lighting up my face
while im watching u fall
each time that i see you
they say i turn red and thats before i bleed through
shatter to the floor
oh it was so nice to meet you
youre always wanting more
greedy fuck 
ur with someone new
someone else youll just torture with ur feelings
you dont give a fuc as long as u are appealing
burn it off 
im shouting higher now im screaming
distoring every line, mics peaking cant you FEEL IT
from my pov 
u are fucking selfish 
idk how anybody in the world could handle this
ur spending ur time comparing urself to me????
so we are at both war until just one of us cant breathe

these past few years have been a funny mess
stupid games u play
to outplay the rest
choose ur own way
guess u know whats best
can’t u fight the urge..

venom [sens1tive]

been struggling hard making anything, it’s like I lost all inspiration and motivation. i really want to keep making music though it’s just I’m never happy with anything I make or it just doesn’t sound good enough. this past year I have been thinking; everyday I tell myself I need to try to make a song and never do and scrap it because it’s bad and I stress myself out on it even though there’s no need to, then I start questioning myself am I even good? Why the fuck cant I write? lol I don’t want to quit but just know I’m trying my hardest every song I make to be better than the last, atleast I try. Literally been having writers block for over a year now. So just know I’m still here, but I’ll never know when my next song will be released; they’ll just come out as I finish them :)

lyrics

i just wanna be okay 
sick of this shit in my brain 
i cant write the same 
i could barely make a song now
i wanted this music shit to work out
but honestly it’s feeling so forced now
maybe I should let it go 
maybe I should give it up 
i’m so tired i don’t wanna breathe 
glue my eyes I don’t wanna see
everything I love dies in front of me 
how could I keep going through this tragedy

tragedy (neverforever)

Lyrics-

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me 

 I just  can’t escape 
All of the calamity thrown in my face 
Shit I got enough on my plate 
But i eat it up and dont leave non to waste 
And honestly id rather rot in this hell
Than ever step foot inch’s out of my shell
Im comfortable here as if you couldn’t tell 
Now I’m getting tired of repeating myself 

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me

calamity p. wraithontheporch

Short Time Whisper

[+] used to hold your hand while you're coming down..
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @l1lbiscuit *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVr0Jf26AFk

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 1: @seejayxo]
Baby I could hate you,
But I think I could love you just the same
Holdup, wait a minute, lemme switch my lane
I just gotta get me a Range
I just need some bands in the back of the safe
I got nothing else to say
They was sleeping on me
Now I feel like they awake
Shawty got a lil taste
Now she think she love me, I can see it in her face
Baby I'ma get them bands and I'll spend on you
That's just what I do, I don't know if I'ma lose
I just gotta tell you when I'm thinking of you...
Cuz I'm thinking of your heart beating on mine
I don't even know if this feels right
I just gotta know where it leads right, where it leads right?

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now
So what do you want from me?
I could sit here all day you won't talk to me
Even if I was dying, you wouldn't stop for me
I've been making racks, its not enough for you
You keep wanting more even when all my bands are blue
Caution, stop with all that fuck shit
Cameras flashing the lights off when I walk into the function
Razor round my necklace I'm bound to get reckless
Seejay in the back while I scratch off my checklist
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now

black and white

evergarden

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